Kris Aquino, who will be celebrating her 42nd birthday on February 14, seemed to have a case of the “birthday blues” as she vented her feelings on Twitter about making the last payment of her financial settlement with her ex-husband James Yap, PEP.ph reports.

Kris posted that she had cried when she had to sign a check worth millions while taking care of Bimby, her child with James.

“Siguro birthday blues talaga--last night while taking care of Bimb [Bimby] I had to sign another check in the millions, last payment sa financial settlement w/ u know who (Maybe it’s really the birthday blues—last night, while taking case of Bimb, I had to sign another check in the millions, last payment in the financial settlement with you-know-who),” she tweeted, referring to James.

“I cried because of my past stupidity & sa exhaustion I feel sa trabaho na unfortunately hindi naman kay Josh & Bimb napunta ang pinagpapaguran ko…Honest parang cold water was poured all over me to realize that maybe wag na lang umasa ever to find my happily ever after (I cried because of my past stupidity and the exhaustion I feel in work, that unfortunately won’t benefit Josh and Bimb. Honestly, it was like cold water was poured over me when I realized that maybe I should give up on finding my happily ever after.).”

“Haayyy birthday blues. Just needed to get that pain off my chest,” she concluded.

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