this should have been my happiest month...my wedding :( {Journal to Recovery}

[shaney]

grabe.. i love this thread..i love reading happy  ending stories.. naalala ko lang past ko.. hehe

sis holli..buti naman at masaya ka na..

for sisses na hindi pa..mkakayanan nyo yan just pray...

ive been there mga sisses about 7 yrs ago.. hehe yun tipong nasa fx ako or kahit saan at bigla tutulo luha ko and hahagulhol ako ng todo.. hehe masakit na di mo alam kung saan huhugutin..

basta mga sis, dont give up on your life.. hayaan nyo yung mga umiwan sa inyo they are not worth your cry..pero sa totoo lang crying helps and heals.. and makes us stronger...

anyways.. sana lahat maging masaya..

[Serena.]

I cried. Kaya mo yan, tatagan mo sarili mo.

[holli_may]

I'M BAAAACK!!!

How's everyone? I can't believe this thread is still up. i thought kc this has long been deleted na.  gosh na-miss kong magpost uli dito. I will try to be regular na uli dito after a long time. musta na kayo mga sis? any updates dun sa mga dati kong naka-chat who were undergoing a painful break up? ano na developments nyo so far?

marami akong kwento sa next time looking forward in getting in touch with you all again

[CityHunter]

Hi, mga sis.

I do have to read more of this as it looks like the TS has a happy ending rin.  Anyhow, i-share ko lang that a friend of a friend ay 3 o 4 times na iniwan sa altar - I can't recall exactly kung 3 o 4x na kasi.  Anyway, hindi naman pangit o mahirap o uneducated yun babae.  Yet, she did not give up as now happily married na siya last time my friend updated me about her.

[holli_may]

Just wanna share thsi mga sis as our personal reminder. Ito kasi ang isa sa mga tumutulong sa akin, this reminder of God's promise to us...His princesses




My dear one,
No man can ever claim you unlesss he claims you from Me.
I reserved a man for you who has My heart and loves Me more than he will love you.
Soon you will know him.
I have the perfect time You are My princess, My daughter.
Let no prince claim you unless he askes you from my hand for I am Your Father,
the King of kings.
You, My princess, are worth loving and deserve a prince.

[holli_may]

Hi po sa lahat! *kaway!* *kaway!*

Wow! I feel so outdated na (and OP na rin? waaaah!)  Never thought buhay pa rin pala 'tong thread na 'to. kala ko obsolete hehe!

anyone I still know here??? *hiya ako*

[gherwin]

Stay Strong!!!

[momentum]

Hi sis holly_may how are you na??

Balitaan mo naman kme hehe tagal mo na di nabisita dito

[ysa.belle]

hi sis holly_mae!!!! how are you? i really hope you are okay.

tagal mo na hindi nakapasyal sa thread na ito. though i dont get to post all the time, i still read naman the updates ng mga other sissies naten here...

[juwie]

Wow! Nakakatuwa ang GT, I still remember seeing this thread mga 4 years ago pa buhay pa rin upto now but with progress from our sissies na. Back then I was also brokenhearted.

This thread is proof that time heals all wounds. Sis holli_may kamusta ka na? Update mo kami

[holli_may]

hi sis holly_mae!!!! how are you? i really hope you are okay.

tagal mo na hindi nakapasyal sa thread na ito. though i dont get to post all the time, i still read naman the updates ng mga other sissies naten here...

hi sis! o nga eh ngayon lang uli ako nakaka-visit na naman dito. how are you na? hmm, kumusta na kwento ng puso natin ngayon? I can still remember yung mga chikahan natin dati. hope things are doing great for you na

[holli_may]

Wow! Nakakatuwa ang GT, I still remember seeing this thread mga 4 years ago pa buhay pa rin upto now but with progress from our sissies na. Back then I was also brokenhearted.

This thread is proof that time heals all wounds. Sis holli_may kamusta ka na? Update mo kami

hullo sis juwie! i agree tagal na nga ng thread na 'to kaya nga pagbalik ko uli dito laking tuwa ko nung nahanap ko pa rin 'to. kala ko kasi na-obsolete na...hahaha! actually yan talaga ang purpose ko nung sinimulan ko 'tong thread na 'to kasi i know na babalikan ko lang yung araw na yun as a much recovered person. and i'm glad that i really am now, through God's grace. kaya nga sa title pa lang nilagay ko na na "journal to recovery" kasi I claimed it na by then. galing ni God noh?

[reann787]

wow nakakatuwa naman i wonder how you felt nung nakita mo itong thread na andito pa nag iintay ng update sayo, im actually one of those waiting LOL, by the way im  just a newbie but i stumbled upon this story  and it kind of inspired me..  so i hope you dont mind my asking but, are you now in the happily ever after part of the book?

[aktib]

Hi Sis Holly! I recently saw your story and took my time to read all through. Nakakatuwa sis, umabot kapa sa muntik mo nang ipakulam! ahaha. I'm sure you're doing great. Share naman sis, kamusta ang lovelife?

[jelliebean28]

HAHAHAHA Grabe binasa ko 'tong post na to mula simula tapos nung nasa gitna na 'ko saka ko lang napansin 2010 pa ito. Ang galing para akong nanonood ng teleserye!!! May iyak (first part), todo iyak (moving on part), tawa (kulam part)

Ano nang update sa yo sis hollimae after 4 years? Mga encounters with ex's family/ex/new bf/new activities etc etc...

[brendzy]

Parang teleserye nga, sobrang slack lang sa office today kaya nakapag basa ako todo todo, nakakaiyak yet very inspiring ang story sis. I remembered my friend before, only thing, LDR sila. she was a surgeon dito and the guy is an engineer in US, they decided to settle down, set everything thru wedding coor, my friend resigned from her work kasi after the wedding she will join him abroad. So a month before the wedding, we threw her bridal shower and she was so excited pati sa mga gifts namin na more of pang Big Night hehe.
3 weeks before the wedding day itself, she went to Phils and check final details na ng wedding. day of her arrival she went to the church para magcheck duon, they cannot find any details of the church booking, yun pala the groom to be himself had called the church to cancel the reservation. So she called her coor and found out that everything was on hold. She talked to her family and they cannot find the words on how to tell her. The guy's family were so sorry but what to do? The guy never had the nerves to at least talk to her personally, he just sent SMS with "I am Sorry". She did the whole wedding off announcement.
And Btw that happened to her twice. 
But now last time I saw her she was travelling around the Asia, enjoying and trying to move forward.
 All I can say is this tyoe of women are way so strong and inspiring!! I believe God has the best instore for you gals!!

[petlovah]

^that's so sad. I hope your friend finds her real happiness and that she is doing better now. Everything happens for a reason talaga and the best we can do is to keep our faith to God. The best is yet to come. All we can do is to trust His plans.

[holli_may]

Hullo sissies! It's 2016 na and imagine how time flies...6 years na 'tong thread na 'to??! hehe! eto na naman ako parang kabote...bigla na namang susulpot. well, hopefully I'm going to be more active na this time since my new job requires me to be online, a lot, na. and let me also greet each and everyone here a blessed and(belated) Happy New Year!

Thank you for the comment entries since nung last post ko. Oo nga noh, parang teleserye nga. Di ko nga rin ma-imagine na maba-back track ko ang buhay pag ibig ko dito eh aside from my journals. but I guess our life story is indeed like a teleserye... me up, down, hanging, boring, exciting, and so on. walang tigil hanggang me buhay

So, what's new about me na? or nasaan na ako now sa buhay pag ibig? I'm sure kung sino man sa inyo dito who cried with me before and who served as my support group, I'm sure you want to know if all of your prayers and support were all worth it. hehe! okay, so bf and I are still doing great. Thank God! we're more than 2 years in a relationship na. I have a new job na rin. I do still travel from time to time. I'm still part of our church's ministry...well both bf and I are. Di na ako nakakaakyat ng bundok masyado, but one of this days i'll make it a go na talaga. hmmm, ano pa ba? ala nko maisip... hehe!

[holli_may]

nga pala just want to add...I happened to bump into an old friend recently. that old friend is a mutual friend with ex. well ex has his own family na. he got married na pala just a year after we separated and had their baby just  recently. well, I'm happy to know that he's finally found that someone that he chose to be with in his lifetime. And I'm happy that they've been blessed with a beautiful baby. wherever ex and his family are now, I wish them a joyful and blessed family life. totoong me forever nga...there's forever hope, love, forgiveness, and acceptance. All glory belongs to God alone!

[momentum]

sis holli-may!!! buhay ka uli!! namiss kita!!

so happy to hear that you are happy. grabe parang pandora's box na itong thread mo hehe
good to hear too na sobrang okay kayo ni bf and that you feel happiness and no bitterness with your ex.

sana tuloy tuloy na pagiging active mo dito sa gt
oh and congrats sa new job!