So tired of the pain...

[chengkii]

chengkii naku sis di ko alam kung gaganda ulit di bale kung may pang gastos na ako LOL kasi may prob din dito sa family. isumpa ba naman ako ng mother ko na tatandang dalaga kasi nagtalo kami. she's so mean! i hate her kahit sis ko di sya iniimikan e. xmpre ako kahit paano affected. ayoko maging old maid nakita ko na kasi life ng tita ko e. 

nuthella sana nga sis magawa ko na mas better ako na wala sya. kaso ang dmai ko prob e after break up.haysss

aunne sis nung nakipagbreak ako wala pain. kung meron man very little at di nagtagal. kaso syempre di mawala araw araw [textspeak!] memories kainis. nahihirapan ako dun at the same time nanlalambot ako. tinutulungan ko naman sarili ko e. di ko  sinisilip fb nya o try na iopen kung pinaltan password o hindi. sana magawa ko ng ayos.

Baka menopausal stage lang si mama kaya hehe.

Anyway, hindi ka magiging old maid. Worst case, mag baby ka. Distract yourself. you owe it to yourself to make you happy.

[pinkylady]

Baka menopausal stage lang si mama kaya hehe.

Anyway, hindi ka magiging old maid. Worst case, mag baby ka. Distract yourself. you owe it to yourself to make you happy.

siguro nga nasa menopausal stage siya pero di naman dapat na isumpa anak nya no. di ko ata kakayanin na kami dalawa lang magkasama pagtanda. i deserve to be happy pero parang ayaw ibigay un ng mga tao saken kahit nag eeffort ako dun hayss

[chengkii]

^ Kasi sis, hindi siya hinihingi or hinahanap sa ibang tao. DApat you give it to yourself.

[crazee_crazee]

The bitterness is finally subsiding! Whenever I hear about him, I don't feel as hurt or affected anymore. Sometimes meron pa rin but nothing compared to a couple of weeks ago. It does help to have good people around you and to have something worthwhile to keep you preoccupied. Hay, salamat. Hopefully this will just keep getting better until walang wala na talaga, kahit konti. I can't wait for that day and I know it's possible.

[pinkylady]

^ Kasi sis, hindi siya hinihingi or hinahanap sa ibang tao. DApat you give it to yourself.

un sis ginagawa ko pero sa tuwing gagawin ko yon parang ang dami hadlang para sumaya ako like now so stress.

[kaye27]

^sis ang pagiging happy choice natin yan.. Need natin ibigay sa sarili natin, hindi manggaling sa ibang tao.. Yung mga hadlang na sinasabi mo, nagiging hadlang sila oz you let them.. Do something na pwede makadivert ng attention mo. i know easier said than done pero you need to try.. kasi gang dimo tinatry mas lalo ka mababaon sa agony if you keep thinking of it every now and then. Make yourself surrounded with friends.. Go out, mas makakalimutan mo kasi yung lungkot pag kasama mo mga kaibigan mo. And isipin mo lagi na ang magandang revenge kay ex is mapakita mo na ok ka. Make yourself beautiful., di naman kailangan ng pera para gumanda ka.. Just take care of yourself, get enough rest..

[pinkylady]

^sis ang pagiging happy choice natin yan.. Need natin ibigay sa sarili natin, hindi manggaling sa ibang tao.. Yung mga hadlang na sinasabi mo, nagiging hadlang sila oz you let them.. Do something na pwede makadivert ng attention mo. i know easier said than done pero you need to try.. kasi gang dimo tinatry mas lalo ka mababaon sa agony if you keep thinking of it every now and then. Make yourself surrounded with friends.. Go out, mas makakalimutan mo kasi yung lungkot pag kasama mo mga kaibigan mo. And isipin mo lagi na ang magandang revenge kay ex is mapakita mo na ok ka. Make yourself beautiful., di naman kailangan ng pera para gumanda ka.. Just take care of yourself, get enough rest..

sis thanks senyo kahit yan gusto ko gawin sa buahy ko right now di pa pwede. nagrereview kasi ako. then family problem pa, financially na gagamitin ko sa pagrereview. sa circle of friends di ganun karami den mga nurse pa so di hawak nila mga time nila kasi sa sobrang hectic ng schedule pag may off days sila rest sila. at syempre di ko maiiopen [textspeak!] mga naoopen ko dito lalo na't "private". asa na nag lang ako sa friends ng sis ko pag lalabas sila e.

[chengkii]

Question lang...gaano kayo ka close ng friends mo? I know you don't want to be a pain. Pero, kung close talaga kayo, you will see...as in they will really find time to reach out to you.
Read inspirational books din. Makakatuong iyun. One of my friends before read Bo Sanchez books in her emo times. Ok daw. Ako kasi, I prefer iyun inpirational books on life (Francis Kong). Pwede din naman fiction, kasi mapapa-isip ka. hehe

[pinkylady]

Question lang...gaano kayo ka close ng friends mo? I know you don't want to be a pain. Pero, kung close talaga kayo, you will see...as in they will really find time to reach out to you.
Read inspirational books din. Makakatuong iyun. One of my friends before read Bo Sanchez books in her emo times. Ok daw. Ako kasi, I prefer iyun inpirational books on life (Francis Kong). Pwede din naman fiction, kasi mapapa-isip ka. hehe

actually mga friends ko may pagka conservative type sila. kahit friend ko sila nahihiya ako mag oepn about sa ginagawa namin ng ex ko before... masashock kasi mga iyon e. may book ako dito na purpose driven, plan ko talaga yon basahin kaso nalilimutan ko. then ayan naaalala ko nung nagreply ka dito. ayoko mamroblema pero problemado e. hindi makaabante.

[chengkii]

Sorry to be an ass**** about that book. I know it has been recommended by several people. Pero I didn't like that book. Buy nalang something from Bo Sanchez or Francis Kong. Promise, mas ma-e-enlighten ka pa. Basta if Francis Kong na book, you can buy "The Early Bird Gets the Worm, But the Second Mouse Gets the Cheese" or yun "Just When You Think You Can't Do It, Do It!". Bo Sanchez, kahit alin doon.

[pinkylady]

Sorry to be an ass**** about that book. I know it has been recommended by several people. Pero I didn't like that book. Buy nalang something from Bo Sanchez or Francis Kong. Promise, mas ma-e-enlighten ka pa. Basta if Francis Kong na book, you can buy "The Early Bird Gets the Worm, But the Second Mouse Gets the Cheese" or yun "Just When You Think You Can't Do It, Do It!". Bo Sanchez, kahit alin doon.

[textspeak!] purpoe driven di ko un nasunod at natapos hehe. iniisip ko na lang yung motto ng instructor ko na " in everyday in everyway..i am going better and better..." kaso sa bago pa lang lahat samen ni ex ayun siya lage nasa utak ko.tsk

[kaye27]

sis do what you think will help you make your feelings better.. just rant nalang dito sa thread nato pag dimo na kaya kimkimin.. letting it out make your loads lighter. 

[pinkylady]

sis do what you think will help you make your feelings better.. just rant nalang dito sa thread nato pag dimo na kaya kimkimin.. letting it out make your loads lighter. 

sis yon nga gawa ko e..kaso naisip ko rin lalo na't ayaw ko rin siya pag usapan den ako eto daldal ng daldal dito ahehhehe. basta pag di ko talaga kaya or may something. post agad ako dito. thanks senyo. i really appreciate it. 

[chengkii]

Well, it usually helps when you're able to let your feelings out. Basta,make sure you help yourself, too.

[j-z]

Grabe ganitong-ganito yung story ko. Same kami ni TS. Nawala kami nung December 2010 pero we agreed to be "friends" kasi sayang may feelings pa kami sa isa't isa. Pero kahit friends kami parang walang nagbago. Araw-araw pa rin kami naguusap ganun. Fast forward. August 2011, bigla na lang siya naging cold. I wondered why. Feeling ko rin may bago na siya. SO I demanded a closure. ANg kapal nga eh kasi friends na lang naman kami yet closure pa. Pero feeling ko kasi MU pa rin kami after. Then yun. August 30, binigay niya yung closure. It was really hard for me. Ang tagal kong nasa denial stage. Every other day/week, itetext ko pa rin siya and ask him kung may feelings pa. He told me meron pa pero ayaw na niya. Ayun. I finally got into my senses. Napagod na rin. Last week, I deleted him from my FB account. Sana magtuloy-tuloy na ito. Di na rin naman niya ako kinakausap e. Ang hirap pala magmove on

[cleverjerk0717]

i so feel what TS is going through...my story goes like this, medyo parehas lang din...we had 3 yrs and 10 months relationship, dapat 4 yrs na this december, ayun, we never had any problem regarding 3rd party or anything. everything was just SUDDEN (akala ko sudden), we had dinner then work but had a rough day, then i texted him to vent out but he never replied, i was really pissed off, then tried text him again, nothing, told him just throw your phone, no reply, till we ended our shift already, i tried to call him but i can't contact him, then called the house but still none, i was really freakin out i dnt know what happened to him, even crying while praying hoping he's ok, then at 4pm he texted he decided to shut his phone off and then he went with his teamates, i was like WTH, i was just so hurt that time, then i just message him, no response at all, i let it for a day, then hindi na ako nakatiis, yun i texted him and asked him what happened, told him, i was so hurt and i want to talk to him about things, but he said sorry for hurting me, but he said he need time...i can't just give him time without talking to him,i went to his office and then ask, he said he need space for his family and himself (what? we only see each other like once a week...) then he said but there's one more thing (why? may iba ba?) sabi ko grabe ka naman, its not fair, pero ikaw pa rin naman mahal ko eh, hindi ko lang talaga alam nangyayari sakin ngayon...i just want a single life, i told him but i don't want to, i won't give up on you, what will i do ( he told me, fight for me, i was like huh?!) but then i said yes...then after that day we talked about, as if nothing happened but still he doesn't want to have commitment, i was like really really crying over and over again to him, asking what happened, what went wrong, but then i gave in, i gave him the time he needed and told him that i understand, i understand that he is enjoying all the priviledge he is getting in his life right now. then the last we saw each other, i just knew that he was dating with that person already, kawork nya, i just read the text msgs from the phone, not that sweet yet but i know they met up and enjoyed the company of each other, he's not cold yet whenever we are seeing each other but he's not texting anymore...so i tried to pull myself together...really really hard, ang bigat, sobrang hirap, ang sakit sakit talaga, yun kahit na pinapakita mo na mahal na mahal mo na yung tao pero parang hindi ka talaga pinagbbigyan na magcommit ulet siya, so yun...ITS A BIG DECISION, YOU HAVE TO JUST LET GO, GIVE HIM THE SPACE HE NEEDED, AND THEN HELP YOURSELF, DON'T GO FOR PANIC STAGE ( the more needy you are, clingy you are, you're just pushing him away) GIVE THE TIME, WHILE HE'S HAVING THE TIME, CHANGE YOURSELF...BE WITH FRIENDS, then next time you see each other, make sure you look better than before...you're better than what he is expecting you to be..no one will help you now but yourself...NOW, i'm still trying....kaya nga ako andito sa thread na toh...pero ngayon, mas nakakatulog na ako ng maayos (2 weeks pa lang) its just a matter of acceptance and helping yourself..hindi na rin ako umaasa masyado na itext nya...there's still an urge to text him, but pinipigilan ko talaga, why? you'll never know if you're important to that person if ikaw lagi magiinitiate ng contact, so just be it...now, bumabawi ako sa pagkain, medyo hirap pa appetite ko eh, pero i need to gain weight in a week...let's be strong!!

[soulace]

dami kong natutunan sa thread na eto.. pagod na din ako. i wanna give up and move on.. mahal na mahal ko sya pero this is not going anywhere kasi he kept on womanizing and i felt im not good enough for him.  I gave him my all na and I gave him so much of me. kaya mahirap and painful kasi madami na kami pinagdaanan eh pero more on di nya macontrol yun pambabae nya.. di ko feel makipagsabayan sa mga babae nya.. gusto ko ako lang.. masama ba yun? mahirap ba yun? hai.
I hope he will realize my worth before its too late.

[miss_shey]

sana lahat tayo maging ok na. sobrang pagod na din ako makaramdam ng pain. pray pray and pray. pray for strength. somehow, nababawasan yun bigat ng pakiramdam. ang hirap talagang tanggapin na yun guy na nakasama mo for a long time, eh nagbago na. things will get better in time. 

[kisses bratt]

Nung nagmahal ako madami akong natutunan. Nalaman ko kung paano maging mababaw..Paano umasa sa wala.Kung paano masaktan ng sobra paano umiyak ng lang nagpapatahan.Paano makipaglaban sa lahat ng kontra.Nalaman ko kung paano maging despereda makita lang siya maging t****. Naintindhan ko din ang mga salitang letting go & moving on. At ang higit sa lahat natuto akong sumuko sa isang labang alam kong la ng patutunguhan.

[Superjoie]

kamusta na kaya si sis fab pink? its been a year.