In the second half of September, I reached the lowest of the low. My love life ended, I was still jobless, my closest friends were all mad at me. These all happened because I chose to fight for love. I had no one to talk to and literally felt like I was STUCK, that things couldn't get better. I didn't know where and who else to turn to.. then I started confiding in God.
I purposely created this account to share how praying to God, with the help of St. Therese of the Child Jesus and St. Rita, have helped me tremendously.
ST. RITA My mom used to study at St. Rita and I found her novena booklet randomly inserted onto her french board. Up until today, I have prayed and continue to pray for 3 specific requests under the categories: CAREER, FAMILY AND FRIENDSHIPS and LOVE. Things have definitely gotten better in these aspects of my life ever since I asked for her help.
To be specific,
I had been sending my application form to this particular company for about 2 months and for some reason, I didn't hear from them AT ALL. That didn't stop me from pursuing a job with this company. I prayed to St. Rita that I would hear from this company (even though it seemed impossible to happen) and a few days after my novena to her, they contacted me and invited me for an interview.
With regard to my friendships, things are definitely looking up. When I was really down, I felt like my friends alienated me and made me feel even worse that I already did. But praying made me realize that I was the problem, that if I made an effort to gain their forgiveness, things could go back to the way they were. And now, I'm happy to say I'm back to socializing with my amigas. I continue to pray for our bond to grow stronger.
Lastly, with regard to my love life, praying helped me realize that things can't happen when the timing's off -- that even if you're happy together but continue to hurt because of the things you put on hold to be together, it still wouldn't work. Praying made letting go of him easier and helped me clear my mind from all the should've-would've-could've's. I remain hopeful for a second chance and this time, at God's right time.
ST. THERESE OF THE CHILD JESUS
I started my novena to her a few days ago and I'm happy to say I've been seeing signs that I asked of her. For my request regarding my CAREER, I asked for a WHITE rose; a PINK rose for the one regarding my FAMILY AND FRIENDSHIPS and; a RED one regarding my LOVE LIFE. Even on the first day of my novena to her, she led me to see all three signs.
To be specific,
Yesterday I was out with my friends and we saw our former classmate in high school. She went near to greet us. I was sitting on a stool and when I looked up, I noticed the shirt she was wearing - a blouse printed with red roses.
Also,
When I was in my mom's storage area, I chanced up on a box printed with pink roses. And while watching TV yesterday, I saw white roses and red roses.
Sorry for the long testimony. Hope my entry will inspire more people to get closer to God. He will help you in times of need and out of love, will carry your burdens on His shoulders.