Got it Sir Akthung,
Thanks ulit! Tricky kase ang anger it feels right and then it doesn't but then like what you said depende din sa tao and perhaps sa intention. I guess a person who doesn't get angry is not at peace but suppressed which is more destructive.
Like what Sir CH says Fire year na although harsh there are big changes to happen and happening. I agree with that, the past recent years have been hard for me but I see I am in a better place now better than ever and more at peace. I had to learn the hard way what is really important in life. I had to let go of what I thought was important and trust God and its true God's plans are better than ours. Looking back, if those painful things didnt happen I would still be a lost child and still in misery. As long as kay God tayo titiningin at hindi sa tao we are in good hands.
Im not sure if you mean to say you know why we are asking this topic minsan para kang mind reader hahaha. Thanks sir Akthung and sir CH!
tricky talaga. look even sa yoga discussions yan. its about balancing yama and niyama. how do you correctly execute something. and usually meditation ang katapat. also byproduct ng meditation is it makes your mind tackle more abstract concepts. not only do you get to by aligned with the divine but also exercise your abstract understanding na once ma develop to a certain extent aabot ka sa point na hindi mo na mapagninilayan ng matagal kasi magegets mo na agad. minsan kahit spiritual riddles pa yan masasagot mo agad.
ang consciousness kasi ng ordinary human and and the one on the path is like a child and parent.
parang sabihin ng parent. mag aral ka. tapos lalaban yung bata, next week pa naman ang exams pwede mag hintay yan. so its kinda wrong. alam naman natin. important ang education. but the child eh gusto niya mag video games, mag internet, hang out with friends. to the child, that's life. but to the parent syempre hindi.
in this analogy mas kailangan ng bata yung magulang to help him grow. sure the parent, not knowing anything can learn form the child a thing or two, pwede din trivial, but the foundation and primary formation has to be learned from the parents. there's a reason why God asked us to honor our parents despite their imperfections, despite their anger, or lack of whatever trait
same din sa spiritual path, we meet teachers, but often pag wala pang foundation we need them more than they need us. sila ang parent tayo ang anak and so one, the relationship changes depende sa tao. mga saints n masters umiinit din ulo ng mga yan just like parents umiinit ulo dahil sa mga bata. pero ang tanong, why have they achieved such level? they may be imperfect but mas may nakamit sila at mas may nagawa. they are also evolving mas nauna lang sila
i'll tell you one story, one time we were meditating with the teacher, right after the meditation, may nag tanong, and yung teacher na paside comment, "unlike you i'm not ignorant. " haha
but imbes mainsulto kami, naintindihan namin. and yung comment na yun may na impart na lesson.
kaya kailangan talaga laging malawak ang isip. hindi pwedeng closed and hindi pwedeng prinoprotektahan ang ego. you have to be brave.
mga old masters, they have ways of softening the karma students. one way is lagi kang uutusan. and mananadya nyan na inconfuse ka. then meron yung tuwing nakikita ka sa ashram, bubungguin ka niya. or hahampasin ng dyaryo. kung may ego ang master, pride is one of the last things to go.
kaya nahihirapan iba sa atin to understand ang path because madaming maling natutunan from previous conditioning. like iba ang mabait (walang ginagawa sa kapwa) vs mabait na tumutulong sa kapwa. yung former, wala talagang ginagawa. stationary lang. energy is neither push nor pull (but usually pull, or me me me akok ako ako).
so sa service, doing charity work, dyan makikita ang development ng tao. lalo na if its ashramic work. don't under estimate "charity work" under a real master. naku yung mga devas, etc, they will make the work more interesting. kasi naglalabasan kayo ng karma. purification. so ang testing mas mabigat. issues lalabas. deep seated issues lalabas.
A friend shared to me that she was disappointed that those whom she helped na old people simply misused the help she gave. Sa chart niya kasi she has to take action now para yun future event of her being old and lonely be mitigated o countered. Ang sabi ko in reply ay hindi mo na fault kung ginamit sa bisyo yun itinulong mo. That is their karma. Pero hindi mo rin ba napansin that your act actually helped and is working for you. Naiba lang ang definition nila of happiness. Sa kanila ay bisyo while yours is not of that sort.may take is
1) God doesnt sleep
2) may karmic path tayo. sometimes even if we have so much "good karma points" but if its against our life path, hindi talaga ibibigay
3) sometimes it pays to check if it indeed to charity but if you have no way of knowing, mahalaga tumulong ka. karma na nila yung nanloloko sila.
4) sometimes when you think hindi bumabalik ang good karma, ay sa totoo lang bumalik na. but it came in invisible forms, mas alam ng diyos kung saan ibabalik yung good karma. alam niya ang needs mo.
so if nakikita ng itaas na you need more for safety, good health, good relationship, or to soften upcoming blows, doon napupunta mga yun.
5) excess good karma, you can use for what you need, you can decree for it and it will materialize IF God allows it. sya may alam ng blueprint natin.
minsan hindi ako naniniwala sa "give according to ano nasa loob". why? what's driving your "loob" is the consciousness. kaya may prosperity courses. kaya may spiritual lectures on how to give properly. how to invest. ---kasi it doesnt come out easily. even pag gut feel kailangan itrain pa yan. madaming intuitive people lumalagpak kasi they dont know how to control their intuition. they sometimes become emotional wrecks or even manipullated by unseen forces. madaming intuitive na tao ganun.
6) sometimes good karma is also reserved for future lifetimes.
remember, these good karma points bad karma points...they're just terms for us humans...its not an exact transalation from the inner planes...just the closest possible terms for our plane. so dont take it literally na parang banko na lang at bayaran lang. no. theres more behind it.