My daughter committed suicide..

[annecel]

My heart is breaking into pieces as I read your post, sis. I offer you my most sincere prayers and sympathy in this very difficult time of your life. But for Ezekiel's sake, stay strong and don't ever lose hope. God is and will always be there for you.

[agape]

Sis ejxtwo, na autopsy BA ang daughter mo? Walang foul play? Kahit pa merong suicide note. If I'm the mother I would probably get to know every detail. It is unacceptable, to think that she would be safe in her father's house. The father should be the protector of the family. I have my doubts on the suicide because you are surrounded by liars/deceivers---your husband and your in-laws. I cannot imagine that such people exist.

[Ma.Jewel_1987]

Nakakaiyak, I can't find any words to make you feel even a bit better I don't have kids yet pero nararamdaman ko kung gaano katindi ang mga pangayayaring ito. Sis I pray na sana bigyan ka ni God ng strength para bumangon at magpatuloy sa buhay, isipin mu ngayon ka mas kailangan ng baby mu. Be strong sis, I'll include you in my prayers.

[ejxtwo]

Sis ejxtwo, na autopsy BA ang daughter mo? Walang foul play? Kahit pa merong suicide note. If I'm the mother I would probably get to know every detail. It is unacceptable, to think that she would be safe in her father's house. The father should be the protector of the family. I have my doubts on the suicide because you are surrounded by liars/deceivers---your husband and your in-laws. I cannot imagine that such people exist.

Yes sis, and no foul play naman. At first nag-doubt din ako but for my peace of mind, pina-autopsy yung body nya.

[molybdenumstudios]

I really dunno what to say sis ejxtwo, but I was almost weeping after I have read your post. Stay strong. Malalampasan mo rin ang mga obstacles na dumadaan sa'yo.

Bottom Line: Hindi ka pabigat sa anak mo. 'Yung asawa mo ang pabigat.

[quennna]

tulad nyo, im speechless.. dont know the right words to say..
nevertheless, be strong, sis.. sana sis, ma meet ka namin para di lang cyber hug maoffer namin sa iyo.. God bless you..

[kikay9599]

Sharing this to us just proves how strong you are, sis. Will pray for you and your family..

[Celerina]

HUGS ... ejxtwo.
Please stay strong and keep the faith.
GOD is good, HE will help you through this trial..

[maiandra]

No one has the right to blame you sis. Especially not your good for nothing ex.

[ejxtwo]

Thank you so much for the sympathy and concerns, sisses. I really appreciate them all. Nakaka-gaan ng loob everytime babasahin ko yung replies nyo. Many many thanks!

I live with my mom na, for now we're renting a condo since napa-resign na din ako sa work ng wala sa oras. We're preparing for the day na finally, uuwi na ang little boy ko! I'm so excited but I still can't get my angels out of my mind, I miss my daughter and Ezekiel's twin, Kito. Hindi ko pa rin alam kung paano magsisimula ulit pero I know kailangan na kailangan na. I already filed my petition for declaration for nullity of bigamous marriage. Hopefully maging maayos lahat.

[ysa.belle]

be strong sis. i am glad that baby ezekiel will come to you.

please continue to pray, i will pray for you and your children. baby girl and baby kito will be your angels. they will look after you and baby ezekiel.

god bless you sis

[yusugi]

i'm so sorry for your loss, sis. please stay strong for yourself and your son.

aside from the petition for nullity, ihabla mo na rin ng bigamy ang asawa mong manloloko para makulong siya.

[quennna]

ejxtwo,

sis, ano reaction ng mom mo tungkol sa husband mo?
kaya yan sis, na makag pag start ka ulet..
kung kaya mo pagdaan yung saket..
kayang kaya mo rin makarecover at mabuo mo rin.. in God's perfect time..

[Janelc]

My prayers are with you sis I cannot even what you are going through.  I am so sorry for you loss.  Hugs~

[mooncake and leaves]

i'm truly sorry this happened to you. i read your other threads as well. it's just really hard to understand why these things happen. i hope that you allow yourself to grieve and that you remain strong for you and your family. i think it's safe to say that the GT community is praying for you.

[Msfi]

It's hard to think for the right words to comfort a grieving mother, just stay strong and know that God will be with you through all of these. I'll say a prayer for you and your angels.

[crazylove]

Hugs..masakit ang nangyari sayo sis, pls. be strong.

[sistah!]

i'm so sorry for your loss. everytime i hear or read about a suicide, especially with young people, it breaks my heart. surviving family and friends of people who commit suicide bear such a difficult burden. i hope you know that we are praying for you and your family.

consider talking to a professional about this. please know that you can always come in here and let your feelings out as well.

[kobrakid]

im sorry for what happened

pero sabi nga nila, we have to be strong lalo na't yun nalang ang nagigimg option natin. madaling sabihin, mahirap gawin. that's why the world is so cruel. pero no choice, we have to.

[ejxtwo]

Many many thanks, everyone. I appreciate all your replies. Actually ngayon pa lang talaga nagsi-sink in sakin lahat ng nangyari. It seems like it was just yesterday when I last saw her beautiful face... I miss my Mikee so much. Hindi ko na kaya.

ejxtwo,

sis, ano reaction ng mom mo tungkol sa husband mo?
kaya yan sis, na makag pag start ka ulet..
kung kaya mo pagdaan yung saket..
kayang kaya mo rin makarecover at mabuo mo rin.. in God's perfect time..

Sabi sakin ng mom ko after nyang malaman yung nangyari samin, sabi nya kung kaya pang daanin sa maayos na usapan, ganun nalang gawin instead umabot pa sa court but I guess hindi kaya sa maayos na usapan lang... Pero kahit ano namang decision ko naka-support pa din sya. On the lighter note, lagi nya na din snasabi sakin na bata pa naman daw ako kaya pwede pa mag-asawa ulit. But I'm sure she's just kidding lang.