have you ever secretly LOVED someone?

[green-aholic]

YES. I'm currently experiencing it nga eh. I have a crush on our neighbor. Alam mo yun feeling na papangarapin mo na sya yung bf mo, then later on hubby mo and you'll have your kids, you'll happily be together forever. ang saya isipin then after awhile you'll come to think na ang sakit dahil dun lang sa isip mo yun mangyayari. haaay.. na after fantasizing about what you want to happen to both of you in the future eh malayong mangyari yung iniisip mo.

ako din, gusto ko me point na magiging vocal din ako. di ko nakikeep as secret ang mga bagay na ito dahil malay naten me chance pala.

just 3 days ago nga paalis kami ng bahay, i was about to close the gate at napatingin ako sa nag uusap malapit sa gate namin. nang mapatingin ako, nakita ko it was him with his friends or relatives ata. then at first look it was ok and when it sinked in na sya pala yun napalaki yung mata ko sa pagkabigla. haha. di ko alam kung pano ko naglakad sa tabi nya papunta sa sasakyan namin. ang naalala ko lang eh nakarating ako sa sasakyan namin. di naman siguro sya manhid ano mga sis? hahaha. haaay.. saka yung pinsan ko sinisigaw sa kusina namen yung name ni crush eh friend nya yun. tingin nyo nababanggit kaya ni friend nya sa kanya yon? hahaha

pasensya na po mahaba. kinikilig lang eh.

[snowhite_12]

yes before and never ko talaga ina admit but the good thing na fall out na ako ngayon sa kanya.

[leng021]

YES! super hirap lalo na pag lagi mo siyang kasama. 

[girlalou]

yes and damn ang hirap. Life goes on

[winkypops]

yes and damn until now I still like him

[Prinsesa Mumela]

Oo naman. Secret lang kasi i don't want things to get awkward between us eh bilang good friends kami. Okay na ko na nakikita ko syang masaya sa piling ng iba  pero syempre minsan napapaisip rin na what if gusto rin pala nya ako? na naghihintay lang rin pala sya na umamin ako or kahit konting hint man lang? mga ganung bagay.

[sugardrop]

Nope. I don't want to experience unrequited love. Sakit sa bangs.

[mishmish]

He was my HS classmate. During those days, lagi kaming tinutukso. Hindi ko alam kung may crush ba siya sakin o feeling lang ng mga classmates namin nung time na yun eh bagay kami. I found him cute, but it was just that. Days before our graduation my friend asked me kung sino ang pinakama-mi-miss ko and I blurted out "him" instead yung crush ko that time.

Fast forward -- 4 years later we had this HS reunion, and excited akong makita "siya" ulit, pero that night hanggang "hi" "hello" lang kami. Instead yung kabarkada niya yung humingi ng number ko and naka-date ko pa (but that's another story), and from this barkada of his ko nalaman na may GF na siya.

Fast forward again -- 2 years later I got a text message from "him" asking how was I at kung kilala ko pa siya. Dun nag start ulit yung communication namin.

Dinner, movie dates, sundo niya ako from office hayyy those were the moments. Hanggang sa naging ka-close din niya mga barkada ko. When I thought everything was going ok, all of a sudden he confessed sa mga friends ko na he had a change of heart, na magulo isip niya. Tapos he decided to quit his job and study abroad.

[nessy]

Yes! We were classmates in High School. Siya yung tipong marameng friends, pero hindi gwapo. Ako yung tipong marame rin namang friends pero hindi ako pansinin. Pero hindi ko talaga forte yung magtago ng feelings eh. Napaka transparent ko na tao. So, sinabi ko sa bestfriend ko na gusto ko siya. Tapos ang madaldal kong bestfriend sinabi rin sa kanya bilang we all belong to the same circle of friends. Kaso siguro talagang di niya lang ako type. Pero mula ng malaman niyang gusto ko siya panay naman ang asar sa akin. Mula morning until uwian di niya ako titigilan ng pangaasar halos isumpa ko na nga siya. Pero hindi naging dahilan yon para mawala ang gusto ko sa kanya. Pero talagang wala lang siguro syang gusto sa akin. Until we graduated, kanya kanya ng buhay syempre. We lost contacts. 10 years after, nagulat ako in-add niya ako sa FB. Syempre natuwa ako. Antagal ko kaya siyang hinanap. Those years na hindi kame nagkikita at naguusap I had few relationships naman. Pero in between those relationships, or kahit sa mga times na may boyfriend pa ako, naiisip ko talaga siya. Anyway, usap usap sa fb, then we decided na magkita kame. When we met, parang walang nangyaring 10 years na hindi pagkikita. So kamustahan, usap usap. Eh nagkainuman kame, may nangyari sa amin. Ewan ko ba, mahal ko eh. That time, may sakit brother niya, siya ang kailangan magdrive pa hospital at sa therapy. Since malapit yung hospital sa house kung saan nagpapa therapy brother niya, dumadaan siya sa house. Pag tapos na therapy session ng brother niya, aalis na siya para sunduin. Ganon ang set up namin hanggang sa hindi na nagparamdam. I was so disappointed eh may isang guy na aaligid aligid sa akin non, parang nagign rebound ko yong guy na yon. Hanggang nagsama kame parang panakip butas ko lang. Mga 2 months na kame nagsasama, bigla ulit nagparamdam si Greatest Love. Super explain at magkita raw kame. 3 months niya rin akong kinulit kulit sa FB eh hindi naman niya ako matext kasi I changed number at para siyempre wala na rin gulo. Panay ang sabe gusto niya daw ako makita at sunduin daw ako sa office until eventually sinabe ko sakanya sa may ka live in na ako. Tanong niya lang kung masaya daw ba ako sa desisyon ko. Siyempre sabe ko yes kahit may konting lungkot. Things didn't work out fine sa amin nung isang guy, naghiwalay rin kame. Siyempre si Greatest Love nakabalita sa mga friends namin, hanggang sa nagkausap ulit kame. Nagkita, ganon pa rin. ngayon, ay mga gestures siya na nagpapakilig sa akin. Pero magulo kame ngayon, kasi parang kame pero hindi. Inamin niya na rin sa aken na kaya niya ako inaasar noon para pansinin ko siya. Sana may happy ending itong kweto namin kasi mahal na mahal ko na talaga siya.

Pasensiya na mahaba ang post ko. Naka relate lang! haha

[Yooneri]

yes!!! pero mahirap din pala magmahal ng palihim kasi pag nakikita mong may kasama siyang iba o kausap nakakaramdam ako ng sakit..

[MsAphrodite]

I did nung college ako. Pero buti natauhan ako and hindi ako masyado nagpaka t**** since may gf sya nung time na yun. Haha. Kung nagkataon, baka naging 'Nicole' ako ng the Legal wife. Lol.

[solepurplelife]

I did nung HS pa. He was my partner sa school dance nung third yr. He's not "pogi" pero kalog and masaya kausap. Akala ko nga MU kami kasi kahit hindi na kami classmates nung 4th year lagi pa rin nya ko tinatawag. Imagine nasa second flr yung classroom nya tapos nasa first floor room ko. Minsan pag maglalakad ako papuntang canteen may maririning ako tatawag sa name ko from second floor tapos makikita ko sya pala nagha "hi" . Kilig lang  Ako naman parang wala lang, pacool kunwari pero deep inside tuwang-tuwa.
Until mag college crush ko pa rin sya nung first few months. Pareho kami ng university kaso magkaiba kami ng college kaya malayo yung building nya samin. Unti-unti nagfade yung pagkalike ko sakanya kasi hindi ko na sya madalas makita at makausap. Recently inadd ako ng bestfriend nya sa FB. Kala ko wala na kong feelings for pero nung nalaman ko na may gf sya medyo nahurt ako. Tapos nung I learn na parang nagkakalabuan sila ng gf nya natuwa pa ko. LoL. Narealize ko may effect pa rin pala sya sakin

Ang tagal na pala since nung huli ko nagkacrush ng katulad nyan. Nakakamiss 

[taray90]

Yes. May gf na sya, nito lang kaya anlungkot ko ngayon.

[fall2pieces]

Yes at may asawa na sya. We're still friends.

[Ma.Jewel_1987]

I did back in college, I have this kabarkada na tall dark and handsome hehe, he's super bait, nung una na notice ko sya kasi lagi nya ako inaasar, then bigla naman syang super bait sakin, I was assuming back then that the feeling was mutual kasi talagang showered ako ng atensyon nya and he's super nice to me, laging special treatment ika nga. Ilang taon din yun but I never had the courage to tell him about how I feel. Then another friend of mine told me, na wag ako masyado mag assume kasi if the guy really likes me, hindi nya patatagalin at sasabihin nya kung may feelings talaga sya sakin, kaso I've waited for years pero wala, so yun baka nga wala talaga, assuming lang ako hehe.

[bagavondchick]

Yes. Many times.

First, with my ex. He fall out of love with me nun kame pa. Super selosa kasi ako. So nagbreak kame. And secretly love ko pa rin pala sya.

Second, with my coworker i do not know na may gf sya and we made flirt flirt until love ko na sya thay time until matuklasan ko taken pala ang walanghya.

[anirazc anasor]

Ako now. I am in love with my Supervisor back in my first work and then eventually my Internal Auditor in my 2nd work. Meaning we are still office mates. I in Finance, him on internal audit dept.

Its been 1 year since i have the feeling. We are close, we do dinner together sometime. He tell me things not normally shared esp with a guy like him na tahimik and few words. He is so open about his family, personal life, work life, lahat!

We are both single. Pero baka the feeling is not mutual. Maybe we are just close.

Nakakalungkot. Alam mo yun? You love him, you are ready pero wala eh. He is like the perfect guy for me. Our personality click, our sense of humor click our support system is click.

:-( nakakapagod din maghintay. Tapos d mo pa alam kung my hinihintay k ba talaga.

[juni]

Yes, and ang hirap ng ganito ha.  I don't know if he ever suspected na I had feelings for him.  I never told him, and neither did my friends.  But there was one common friend of ours who said some things to me that hinted na alam ng common friend na to na may feelings ako for the guy.

That was years ago, seems like a different lifetime.  Now, wala na kaming communication.  But I know na he's happy now, he has created a wonderful life for himself.  And that is enough for me. 

[fionaapple]

I did back in college, I have this kabarkada na tall dark and handsome hehe, he's super bait, nung una na notice ko sya kasi lagi nya ako inaasar, then bigla naman syang super bait sakin, I was assuming back then that the feeling was mutual kasi talagang showered ako ng atensyon nya and he's super nice to me, laging special treatment ika nga. Ilang taon din yun but I never had the courage to tell him about how I feel. Then another friend of mine told me, na wag ako masyado mag assume kasi if the guy really likes me, hindi nya patatagalin at sasabihin nya kung may feelings talaga sya sakin, kaso I've waited for years pero wala, so yun baka nga wala talaga, assuming lang ako hehe.

Nangyari din sa akin to dati.

[j.adore]

Nung college din

Sabi nila, the ideal guy does not exist pero it was him for me. I think only 2 people know and crush lang dating sa kanila.

Unfortunately, he likes this other girl and we were just really friends in the same big barkada group. Didn't wanna ruin the friendship so I never really bothered to tell plus super control ng emotions.