Yes! This happened to me during my high school days. There's this guy na sobrang crush ko, he's a transferee from a private school when I was in 3rd year. Section 1 sya then ako, section 2. Pero nung 4th year naging classmates kame, fortunately. Ü Naging seatmates pa nga e' He's actually a quiet/shy type of guy pero sobrang talino pagdating sa Math (w/c is my weakness, hehe') so sobrang type ko talaga sya. Until I learned from my friends na nanligaw pala sya sa barkada ko na campus crush. I think na-basted sya dahil marame syang kasabayang guys na mas type ng barkada ko. He was so hurt na parang wala na syang pakelam sa iba. Tahimik lang talaga sya. We were seatmates and lage kameng magkakwentuhan, magkausap.
Until one day, I learned parang love ko na sya. He's an ideal boyfriend for me: mabaet, gentleman, matalino, sweet, may sense kausap. He's the guy I've ever wanted. Lage akong nagpapacute sakanya, nagpapaganda pero parang di nya napapansin kase he's so inlove pa w/ my barkada. There come a point na he even told me na di pa sya ready to enter a relationship kase sobrang nasaktan sya sa ginawa ng barkada ko sakanya. I was so hurt & disappointed kase I thought na he liked me too, minsan kase sa mga gestures nya saken, inakala kong gusto nya den ako. Sumuko ako at that time at sinagot ko yung isang nanligaw saken na classmate den namen. I never heard anything from him pero parang nagkailangan kameng dalawa. Nung JS Prom namen, we danced. "Moonlight Over Paris" pa yung kanta, pero quick lang kase nga may bf nako nun. Happy ako at that time, we talked finally after a while. Days before our HS graduation, I wrote him a letter about my feelings for him. Na crush/love ko na sya pero dinedma nya lang ako. He replied den naman, and he told me na liligawan na daw nya ako dapat pero nalaman nyang may bf nako. He said na he didn't want me to break up w/ my bf dahil lang sa nalaman kong may feelings den pala sya for me. Mag-give way daw sya kase alam nyang happy ako, pero kung alam lang nya. Hahaha' sobrang nanghinayang ako nun at pate na rin sya. After ng grad namen, I asked for a sign. We both took PUPCET, and fortunately we both passed. Hoping na may continuation ang aming love story nung HS namen, kaso sa TUP naman sya nag-enroll. Huhuhu' di na talaga ako umasa from that point. Nagkaron na kame ng kanya-kanyang buhay at love lives, although sometimes nagkakatext and we even became "BESTFRIENDS." Kaso biglang naputol communication namen. Pero just recently, gumawa ng groups sa fb yung president namen nung HS. Nagkausap kame ulet, nagbigayan ng numbers. May bf ako at that time and my gf den sya. 2 months ago, nagbreak kame ng bf ko. Sya yung una kong pinagsabihan and syempre advice-advice sya saken since BFF's nga kame. 1 month lumipas, I checked on his fb, may gf pa den sya. Disappointed ako, ewan ko kung baket. Hehe' Until one day, he texted me. Nangamusta lang after the break-up, sabe ko okay lang and I'm moving on. And he just told me na single na ren sya but he didn't want to talk about it na raw. Madalas na kameng nagkakatext after that, bigla na nga lang ako nagulat na one night he's been calling me then I asked why, he told me na gusto daw nya ko makausap kahit saglit lang and that he just wanted to hear my voice kahit 1 minute or 30 secs lang daw. Sobrang kinilig ako nung nabasa ko yun.
The next day, nasaktuhan ko ren na masagot ang tawag nya. Then i asked him baket, he just answered the same thing. Di ko alam pero may butterflies sa stomach ko at that time. Nagkwentuhan kame, then he told me na namimiss na nya ako. He invited me to go out and pumayag ako since matagal na ren kameng hinde nagkikita. We went out last Friday night, kumaen lang and nagmovie. Ganun pa den sya, di nagbago. Sweet, gentleman.. Kinikilig pa den ako. He asked me if I still have the same feelings for him, I was honest na slight nalang since antagal na ren nun pero meron pa den kahit konte. Siguro nagkaron sya ng hope. Right now, nagkakatext kame. Parang kame na pero hinde pa official for me, ewan ko lang sakanya.
Pero sana sya na talaga, cos I've been through a lot these past 2 months having been broken by my EX due to a 3rd party after our almost 5-year relationship. I promised myself na if ever I'll get into a relationship again, I want it to be the last kase ayoko na masaktan and gusto ko nang magsettle. =) Please pray for me sissies, XOXO :*
