What made you realize you didn?t want your ex back?

[seth2898]

I give myself such a hard time by going back to my ex after we breakup every time. It is always me running back to him no matter how sexualy and emotionally abusive he is I just cant seem to break free. I have his number blocked so he cant contact me anymore I just want to never see him again but yet I cant help but want him back after he dumped me omegle xender . he dumps me each time we get back together and I'm sick of it. I want to believe that I'm walking away for good this time but I cant help but feel like I'm lying to myself as I keep going back to his dumbass... God i f*****g hate myself