o sige, i will share.i will give two different scenarios. then pag nilayan niyo na lang.
Story 1.
for those who do now know me, i used to serve teachers. hobby namin ng friends ko yan. sino man lang dumaan sa pilipinas na master, tumutulong ako sa pag serve. then i met another master and became his "country director" for the Philippines. so dati ang service ko ay parang free lance tapos naging para sa isang teacher lang.
i was in charge of his presence in the phils. basically my task is to find people and invite them to join our school. madami nag join. natuto mag meditate. gumanda ang buhay etc. dumating ako sa point na life became good. specially when the member underwent a total transformation plus the member starts spreading good. parang multi level marketing. later for some reason, may luck dumating. dumadami customers ko (personal business) even without marketing. and my business is being protected, kapag may umalis, may pumapalit mysteriously.
then i moved to australia. same banana din. i went back to my old group and started helping again. i didnt care if i was an oldie. basta makatulong lang. yung group namin humina since the founder died. watak watak sila dito sa Oz. so i led my small group of 3 meditators to do esoteric work. nung tinamad yung isa, i focused on the leader of the group. we did esoteric work, for the healing of the school etc. then i had to move to another state. upon arriving i heard a voice telling me to go back to my old group again (same group) so that i did. and dahil watak ang group, we did esoteric work ulit: healing the past, present, future. healing relationships. healing the school. etc... it was hard work ha, hindi biro yung 3x a week, 2-4 hrs a ka na mag eesoteric work. after a month mga old students started getting back. then conducted activities to pull more students. ang dami natuto mag meditate, magbaho ng buhay,
then my old master called me sabi niya dadaan daw sya ng Oz, and he'll be in oz daw in 4 weeks time. naku. hirap. i had to work within a budget. ayaw pa niya ng mga poster etc. i once again had to go door to door. experience rejection numerous times. i thought i failed but then i heard a voice from above saying you did what you could just let it rest, let the energy do the work and boom. madami nanaman sumulpot. my master and i did esoteric work again. healing people etc.
after everything ended. a few months later, i was able to get something that i've been dreaming of since i was 13 years old. it was a dream, my hearts desire noon. take note ha, i didnt do any manifestation work for it because by nature mahirap. it was like doing materialization work for a Stradivarius violin. but it arrived and i was ready for it receive it.
Story #2
Girl I loved left me for someone else. then after many years niloko lang pala siya. guy left her and got married after just a year or 2. then niloko ulet ng next. but i wasnt in touch with her ha. it just so happened yung nilapitan niyang reader ay kilala ako. i was later told by someone talagang down na down sya.....as in. inubos pa ata nung isa yung pera niya....
but anyway we were reconnected, and of course what do you do? help. but her case was really malala. i knew na baka maka salo ako. but she was someone i loved genuinely naman din. so help i did. brought her to my gifted friends for healing and counseling. then to motivate her further i paid for her first seminar sa old group ko. ayaw pa ngang kunin. nahihiya daw. ipapalit ba kamo evolution for hiya? so ayun she took the seminar. outcome? parang nayanig ako ng konti lol. saw a big dip in my "good karma balance". sa lahat ng natulungan ko sya lang naka "hawa" ng ganun kalakas sa akin. it could have been karmic too (ancient past).
then i later learned na she finished all the basic courses and had been taking the higher courses. o di ba? para na syang nag black belt 4th dan.
hindi ko na sinabi na natamaan ako after helping her. at least i dont owe her anything haha baka sya meron na lol but that's the beauty of love, lalo na pag master ang katapat mo, some masters will take your burden to push you forward.
ano na sya? she eventually got her dream job. and a very highly awarded executive na. dati rati puro daing. ngayon puro ngiti. at nung nanalo ng award. binati lahat pwera ako hahaha. ganun talaga ang buhay.

but no biggies. nasa soul level tayo.