Trying to conceive 19

[damonsgirl]

mga sis, malapit na ata ma-lock yung thread 18.

http://www.femalenetwork.com/girltalk/index.php/topic,291417.0.html

let's continue here

[MissEi]

Lets continue here! 

[imprincessfiona]

Wow part 19 na. Sana madami pa kami matutunan dito sa thread na ito. Baby dust to all!

[MedChic]

Aaaaay! Hello mga sis!

🤗🤗

Baby dusts sa atin na parang bagyo!

[mizzybebz]

Subscribing! Baby dusts to all!

CD8 ako today, CD13 ako magpapa-FM. 1st cycle ko with Clomid. Sana mag-work.

[princess20]

Hello, after ko magtake ng medicine (duphaston, metformin at visanne) sa CD2, first time na umabot ng 10days menstruation ko. Hindi naman siya malakas pero bakit kaya ganon? dahil kaya sa hormones?
may nakaexperience na ba sa inyo? thanks

[HMisabelle]

Subscribing! Thread 19 na! Baby dust to all!

[MedChic]

Sis mizzybebz! Goodluck to that first clomid cycle. Warning ko lang sayo ang ovulation pain nian ha.. Masakit talaga. So BD prior to ovulation.

Good luck to all.

Im 7DPO. Kahirap ng LWW - Last Week Wait. Hahaha

[sarsingkit]

Going back to women who gives up babies. I just want to share my story.

Four of my friends have aborted babies in their life. Friend#1 and #2 had abortion once in their life. Friend#3, had the same procedure twice. Friend#4, had three (so far yun lang ang alam ko). Noon pa yan, we were young. The latest abortion that I know with Friend#4 was days after I got married. I told her I was sad at that one kasi I thought at our age her decisions would have been at least different na unlike when we were young.

Two years have passed, wala pa rin kaming anak ni hubby but because we wanted to wait. So we started TTC at around middle of 2014. The first few months are hard kasi you thought it was easy especially if you are surrounded with people who get knocked up just by staring at their husband's eyes. Minsan napapaisip ako which I know is bad, na maybe the reason for my being chidless is because I was such an enabler to all these abortions. For Friend#4, I was even with her on her first abortion. For Friend #1 and #3, I visited the day after the procedures. It was all that I could think of. Naiiyak nga ako at times eh but what can I do diba, hindi ko naman choice yun. All I could do was to be a friend. Anyhow, at 2015, si Friend#1 already had 3 beautiful and healthy kids. Parang unfair diba despite the dark past (na hindi alam ng current hubby) pero sige be happy for the redemption. Friend#4, nagmessage bigla, saying she just gave birth to a child. Baby daddy is just neighbor friend. She initially wanted to give up the baby for adoption but her parents called out counselors for her and decided to keep the baby. So another dagger in my heart diba.

Pasensya ang haba and probably out of topic but I think what I'm trying to say here is that our circumstances are very much different than other people. At times, we feel life is unfair. Here we are ready, prepared to be nurturing and motherly. Parang we can take anything pero talagang hindi pa naibibigay ni God. So I just prayed and lift it all up to God. Faith is believing that what I hope for will actually happen and that all my sins are actually forgiven. God is not punishing but loving. I am currently 3 months pregnant and ngayon mas bigla kong nafeel yung pagiging anxious about being entrusted with a human life. Parang nataranta ako bigla. Haha. What do you know, si Friend#1 and Friend#4 pa ang mga cheerleaders ko on days that are tough and are giving me tips on how to prepare for childbirth.

Baby dust to all!

[HMisabelle]

^God bless you and your baby. Sometimes we dont understand but we must trust His plans for us.

[MedChic]

Sis sarsingkit, ang ganda ng ending ng story mo. Nakaka inspire.

Sometimes, naiisip ko, baka di pa talaga time. Baka naman im pushing na magka baby tapos pag labas, may abnormality. Ang negative. Pero minsan yun ang nakakapag pakalma sakin. Iniisip ko lang, this cycle di nabuo baka ang supposed to be baby, may congenital anomaly or future sakitin. Who would want to see her kids naman to suffer din diba?

A lot of pag coconvince sa sarili ko na its not yet the month for us.

Mahirap talaga pag TTC. I now understand patients undergoing this. Before kasi, i just do consults the usual way. Ngayon, pag may TTC ako na patient, extra time talaga. Sometimes, I think kailangan lang din ng kausap. Its a therapy for everyone of us experiencing the same. Na hindi ka nag iisa with this. And everyone of us, is praying for a sticky healthy bun inside.

[mommynin8]

sisters, try and try and don't forget to pray!  lahat ng avenues itry nyo, kasi malay nyo dun pala kayo suswertihin.  take it from someone who took ten years to have it.

[imprincessfiona]

I am really grateful na may ganitong thread sa GT. At least dito nagkakaintindihan tayo during ttc at tww. Hay I hope and pray na sana lahat tayo mabiyayaan ng ating little bundle of joy kahit isa lang talaga ay kumpleto na ako. God bless us all mga sis!

[MedChic]

Lagi ko ngang sinasabi sa mga hindi nakaka intindi ng pinagdadanan natin..

Its like having DEATH every end of the month.

Once you see AF.

May GRIEF stages kasi na normal na pinagdadanan ng bawat isang namatayan.

Denial
Anger
Bargaining
Acceptance

Every month na magkaka AF napagdadanaan natin yang stages na yan.
Denial - hindi totoo, baka spotting, implantation bleeding, humihina kapit.. Etc
Anger - bakit sila meron ng baby di naman nila expected, ako super trying na wala pa din. Unfair.
Bargaining - gagawin ko ang lahat, exercise, sleep ealry, di mag eexpect, di matotoxic etc etc bigyan lang ng baby..
Until..
Acceptance - ok, move on, looking forward to CD1 all over again.

Mahirap diba? Every month may ganyan?

Hay. Kaya nga, virtual hugs sa mga tulad naten and sa mga husband natin. Pinagdadaanan din nila yan. Di lang halata.

[imprincessfiona]

^Very well said sis MedChic. I am on CD23 average cycle ko 30days-31 days last af July 13-16 expected af August 11 or 12. Sana magleave muna si af for 9 months para may bundle of joy na kami. Fingerscrossed*

[HMisabelle]

^^ oo nga, sis MedChic. super relate. tsaka napaka-comforting din yung feeling na hindi ka lang nag-iisa sa laban na ito. may mga taong tulad mo din kahit na parang andami-daming nakikitang buntis kahit saan ka pumunta. baby dust!

[MedChic]

Ang AF parang accountant yan, ayaw mo makita every month. Hahaha. Joke lang. Sa kabilang bahay na tayo mga sis. Ma lock na ito.

Sana pumasa and makagraduate na tayo sa TTC thread. Pero for sure, kung sakaling mapreggo na tayo at ma bedrest man, babalik at babalik tayo dito to share our experiences and inspire others to be positive. Naks. Yan ang claiming! Andun na ako sa next step. Chares. Hahaha.

[bebeko2]

Subscribing on this new thread hehe...

Now on CD7 pa lang. Na-sad talaga ako mung dumating so AF after more a week delayed kaya ngayon Lang ako nakapag-update. Sana this is our month na.

Baby dust to all! 

[damonsgirl]

^Hi sis bebeko2, are you on any fertility medication right now? Good luck!

[barbillie]

^I agree sis medchic! I'm on my LWW too hehe. I am on CD25 today, possibly 10DPO.
Expected na dating ni period on the 10th or 11th. Sana wag na!
So far, ganun pa din symptoms ko, pang-AF lang. Sensitive nipples starting CD17-22, boobs started to sore at CD23, mild cramps every now and then. the only difference now eh meron akong acid reflux/heartburn/hyperacidity symptoms ng ilang araw na. Nawawala naman.
Hoping but not expecting.