Getting too attached with same sex friend

[i.love.siomai]

I don't  know if I'm  on the right section. Admins please merge this if I went on the wrong thread.

I'm  so confused  with myself,  I don't  know if it's  normal or not. I have several  girl friends that are too closed with me.. Everytime na hindi ko man makausap ng ilang oras namimiss ko sila,  and iniisip ko sila. Like for now, meron ako new friend as in almost everyday nakakachat ko at nakakausap sa phone. Staying late nights  tawagan kami kahit wala na kakwenta kwenta mga usapan namin. Sobrang namimiss ko sya kapag di ko nakakausap. I get jealous everytime na may nakakausap syang iba "oh wait lang may tumatawag maya na tayo mag-usap"  Minsan tinatanong  ko sa sarili ko normal pa ba ako?? I'm  not lesbian and I never imagine  having a sexual relationship with same sex. I always feel like this sa mga nakikilala ko friends  na natutuwa ako but then eventually  nawawala  din yun, minsan parang wala lang. Wala na di ko na pinapansin ganun.. I don't  know ang hirap iexplain. I get attracted with pretty girls and wishing na sana ako na lang sya sarap lang titigan..Girls! I need your opinion

[kvandenhaak]

If you don't fantasize being intimate with her then it's just normal friendship jealousy, I guess? Baka me tendency ka talaga to be possessive.