Hi guys and girls,
Been meaning to ask this, you know kasi baka isipin nyo nag-aassume ako agad, pero eto na nga nag-aassume naman talaga ko.
Sorry Kung sobrang haba, napakarecent pa kasi nung pangyayari kaya every detail naalala ko.
So, my teammates and I went for a trip somewhere south last weekend. We opt to take the lazy boy bus papunta, and the plane ride pauwi. Before the trip during the planning stage, this guy friend would often make statements that he'd want to be seated beside me sa bus, it's a 12-hour long drive. First few times na sinabi nya yun I don't like na mag-isip ng iba, alam nyo na we're friends and ayoko talaga bigyan ng kulay kasi ako lang din naman masasaktan kung umasa ako diba? Ako naman dedma kunwari pero deep inside yung kilig ko umaabot na sa cheekbone ko whenever he'd insist na magtabi kami.
So, until the day ng start ng trip hindi pa rin sya sure kung kami mag katabi kasi whenever he'd ask me hindi ako sumasagot. Pahabol ang lola mo, ayokong isipin nya na gusto ko rin sya katabi. Kahit nung nasa bus na paupo na kami tinatawag nya ko para tumabi sa kanya kaso napaupo na ko sa girl na friend ko. Kaya ayon I end up seating sa likod nya, katabi nya yung gay officemate namin. Na-sad ako sa byahe at nanghinayang buti na lang during stop overs tatabi sya sa'kin medyo okay na rin.
After yung 12 hrs byahe, there's another 4 hrs ulit na byahe pero lipat na kami ng bus. Pag lipat namin ng bus, meron ng laman so kanya kanya kaming hanap ng upuan then there he was, I saw him palapit sakin and it happens may available pa upuan sa tabi ko so finally nagtabi kami.
Within 4hrs there are several times na ilalagay nya yung head nya sa shoulder ko. Understandable kasi pagod sa byahe and puyat so ayoko ulit bigyan ng kulay pero alam mo yung kilig ko sana pala umpisa pa lang pumayag na ko magtabi kami.
Yun lang rough yung road kaya sinasabihan ko sya na lalo sya mahihilo kapag naka-lean yung head nya sa shoulder ko, kunwari ulit di ako affected. Haha!
During our stay, lagi na kami magkatabi pati kumain except lang sa room pagtulog kasi girls and boys ang magkasama. Tapos there's usual kulitan na ginagawa namin katulad sa office pero one instance nung gabi kasi boys played cards and medyo inis na ko nun kasi he's so busy with the game kunwari I didn't notice him ayon he tried na kulitin ako he pat me on the arms kunwari nasaktan ako and umarte na nagalit ayon he sat beside me tapos kumanta sa videoke and umakbay sya tapos kinukulit ako na kumanta din daw ako. Kilig! Landi ko, LOL
Then, pauwi we take 4-hr bus ride going to the centro where terminal is located and airport is nearby, he still insists na magtabi kami and kahit rough ulit yung road lalagay nya pa rin yung head nya sa shoulder ko. Tapos he asked pa ano daw yung pabango ko kasi mabango so inamoy amoy nya ko?
And, also yung plane ride kahit less than an hour lang hindi pa rin nya nakalimutan ilagay yung ulo nya sa shoulder ko.
Eto ka na nga, with the recent events okay lang ba na mag assume na ako kahit onti? I know naman yung rule na don't assume unless sinabi na in your face pero honestly ako lang ba nagbigay ng kulay? Kasi before the trip my girl officemate would ask him why he has so many pictures of me daw sa phone nya, I brushed the thought aside kasi iniiwasan ko talaga mabigyan ng kulay. Tapos they'd(our officemates) ask him why lagi nya ako kinukulit at kung may gusto ba sya sa'kin, tapos sasagot sya na "oo" pero poker face so i took that na hindi serious at biro lang.
Before kasi netong trip, in denial talaga ako na gusto ko sya pero eto I end up asking you guys kung ano dapat kong maramdaman kasi tingin ko I'm really falling for him.
