Silent Treatment

[superboink]

I did my best despite the distance. 10 years na siya sa barko and nagka-ldrs na din so I believe hindi na factor sakanya yun. Ewan ko.. tulapa nalang ako minsan. I feel like I've wasted my time waiting for nothing and siya ayun going on with his life na parang wala naman nawala sakanya. Totoo pala yun I can't cry hard enough. Gusto ko aiya imessage gusto ko magalit pero parang wala naman ng magbabago. Nagmahal ako ng totoo and ito lang naging kapalit. Gusto mo gumanti pero how and will it matter? Hindi ko masagot mga tanong ko with what the hell happened to us. Gusto ko sumigaw ng unfair. Plans ko.. dreams ko.. naglaho. Shattered ako mga sis. Hindi ko matanggap. I know parang overacting ilang months mo lang nakasama. Pero the skype and chat everyday it mattered to me. Inalagaan ko. I never cheated on him. Di ako lumabas or tumakas kasi allergic siya sa gimik and overnights. Hindi ko alam why kailangan mangyari. Why may taong ganon. Its really devastating.

[TomHansen]

You did your best na superboink unfortunately your partner didn't, maybe because he just didn't love that much sis - he is an unstable and unreliable bf. This is life sis, life is unfair madalas yung matinong tao pa ang naloloko at nauutakan, in time you have to accept it and hope that someday hindi na mauulit ito sa susunod na partner mo. I know right now blurry pa yung ginagawa niya at kung anong magiging plan mo sa sarili mo mula ngayon pero it takes time talaga sis so no need to rush. Kung bawal kang lumabas at gumimik dati ngayon mo na gawin! Everything is going to be alright sis.