My daughter committed suicide..

[ysa.belle]

^hi there sis! i am glad na baby kiel is doing okay as per your previous post. i pray that you be blessed more, pati si baby kiel ofcourse.

[erza0916]

I cried as i read your post. I'm so sorry. If I know you personally you'd get hugs from me everyday. Bago pa lang akong magiging mommy and I cannot even imagine losing my baby for whatever reason.

Your daughter's so sweet and I truly believe she loved you so much. Nagawa nya lang yun sa sobrang pagmamahal nya sayo. Hindi nya makayang nahihirapan ka and it's not your fault. It's not anyone's fault, maybe yung ex mo pero never you nor your children.

Ginagawa mo lang naman ang makakaya mo para sa twins mo that time. Bantayan sila alagaan sila. Hindi rin naman kasalanan ng twins mo na magkasakit sila. Ginusto ba nila yun syempre hindi. I'm just so sorry you had to lose 2 of your wonderful children.

Don't lose hope. Your lost children will look over you and they will always be with you. I'm sure they want you to be strong and to give their living brother all the love in the world. Be strong. Your daughter only had you and her brother in mind. It's not the best thing to do pero siguro yun lang yung nakita nyang way and naisip nya it's the easiest way. Bata pa sya and siguro hindi pa nya nrealize na masasaktan ka ng sobra basta ang nasa isip nya pagaangin yung burden mo. Please be strong and always pray. I'm sending you my love through this message. Be strong and have faith. God bless you sis

[harley18]

Hindi na sana ako magrereply kaso parang ang bigat sa dibdib na hindi magreply. I was crying kanina while reading this thread, I'm sorry.

It's an eye opener for me as a new parent. Also my brother committed suicide, hindi lang sya natuluyan. 6 months na din nakalipas at parati pa rin kaming paranoid sa mga actions nya..

Anyway, sana everything is well sayo ngayon lalo na sa baby boy mo, pati na sa ex husband mo. Makakabawas sa sama ng loob yun wala ng sisihan at hatred. Start new lang.

You must be a strong woman. Your baby boy will be a strong person too. Good things will come, tiwala lang..

[CityHunter]

Hi, harley18.

Mabigat rin yun situation mo but there is a way to help your brother as long as he is willing.  As with most if not all suicide wannabes ay they have lost hope.  As long as you keep that spark up ay it will make him fight for life instead of giving it up. 

I would strongly recommend that you encourage him to go to confession once he realizes he can make a difference in this life.  Strong support syempre rin from everyone is very important.  Most of all have him reduce any red meat and alcohol intake lalo na on Tuesdays and Fridays as well as during New Moon and Full Moon days.

Malaking naitulong sa atin itong thread na ito as we are made aware that even small children can lose that spark of hope and opt to end their life.  For at least this Christmas season let us include in our prayers those who are finding it hard to get past the struggles in life.  Isa iyan sa mga maitutulong natin na malaki not just to thread starter and her family but so too for others.

[smm_0411]

Sis ejxtwo, I cried while reading all your posts. You're such a very strong person. Such an eye opener for parents like us.  God bless you and baby kiel.

[ieiky]

ejxtwo, sis, this post is really hearbreaking. Hindi ko maimagine pag sa akin nangyari ito.

I'm a single mommy and malayo ako sa baby ko ngayon. Feeling din ni baby ko sa akin kontrabida kase tuwing mag ka facetime kami, lagi ko siya sinasaway. Sobrang spoiled na kase sa lola. Madrama pa ang baby ko kase voacal siya sa pagsasabi na hindi ko na siya love lalo na pag pinapagalitan. Lalayas na lang daw siya. Hindi ko na alam who's putting these words sa mind ng baby ko. He's too young to say all of these words pero wala ako magawa kase I need to work for him and for my family.

I'll be praying for you and for you baby too. kapit lang kay God sis. You're very strong.

[quennna]

ieiky..

go with the flow muna
para makuha mo loob ng anak from there..
pwede mo na inject slowly yung rules mo..  sana maging mas close pa kayo ni bebe mo.

[harley18]

Hi, CityHunter,

My brother got a job na maganda at proud sya. Nakita kong malaking tulong yun sa kanya kasi mas confident na sya sa sarili nya. Dati kasi parang ang nega nya kasi ang baba ng tingin nya sa sarili nya. Sana magtuloy tuloy na tong pagiging ok nya.

ieiky, Iencourage mo din siguro si lola na ipaintindi sa baby mo kung bakit kailangan mong gawin yan. Bata pa kasi sya para maintindihan lahat.

Sis ejxtwo, I wonder kung kamusta ka na, lalo na this holiday season. Sana everything is ok.

[sugar n spice]

wala nako, masabi, singhot na lang and embrace for comfort.

ejxtwo, everything happens for a reason. and you're still blessed because you have baby kiel who is getting better everyday. make him the source of your strength. sabi nga sa kanta "there's a sunshine after the rain".

[kc_love]

this is so heart breaking. i hope you get over it soon and try to start a new life. Godbless you po.

[ejxtwo]

Hello GTalkers! Happy New Year everyone!! (medyo late na, hehe) It's been awhile.. ngayon lang ako nakadalaw ulit sa GT, the last post I made last November pa.

Thank you very very much for all the prayers and well-wishes! We went out of the country for the holidays and when we came back, the first thing I did was visit my angels. Every night kong napapanaginipan si Mikee nung nasa US kami, she seems happy kung nasaan man sya. Na-settle ko na din yung problem sa previous school nya. It was really difficult for me to celebrate Christmas and New Year. My first without Mikee and at the same time, first with Kiel (he's 7 months na and very healthy). Sobrang hirap pala talaga mag-move on. I keep myself busy with work and Kiel. Sinunod ko din yung advice sakin na mag-entertain ng guy friend. I think natanggap ko na yung nangyari, but nandun pa rin yung sakit. Kahit anong gawin ko hindi sya mawala-wala. I just pray everyday na sana in God's time, maging okay na okay na talaga. Once again, thanks for everything! God bless us all

[cruxito]

grabe hindi ako maka move on dito.. tsk

[donya_dyosa]

^ magmove on kana looks like poser lang yan si TS.

[Purple_Power]

^I am about to post my sympathy too, though bakit mo naman nasabi yan? Curious lang muna ako

[shegothim]

dahil dito sis:
http://www.femalenetwork.com/girltalk/index.php/topic,290115.120.html

[Purple_Power]

^Oo nga pala ano nabasa ko na yang thread na yan. Baka masyadong boring ang life niya kaya gusto niyang gawing tragic. Yet what that poser wants just the attention and sympathy from other people. Hoping hindi mangyari sa kanya itong mga bagay na ito in real life.

May sympathy  na sana ako  pero hindi ako naluha. Naalarma lang ako about teenager committing suicide tapos ni wala man lang signs of depression o wala man lang kahinahinala sa actions according to the posts.

[cruxito]

yun yung nakakainis >< ambilis mo magtitiwala sa pinagsasabi tas stir ka lang pala hays...
@TS swerte mo sana dami willing mag tiwala sa pinagsasabi mo sinayang mo tse! hehe move on, move on din

[donya_dyosa]

nung una sinubaybayan ko siya pero parang nagbabasa lang ako ng telenovela.. mashadong madrama na.. nagduda nako.. naglurker lang ako kasi baka pag sinabi ko na nagduda ako madami magalit saakin.. mabuti nalang may isang sis naglakas ng loob magcomment.. kasi out of control na ang drama niya tapos may naPM ako.. may ebidensiya sila... (IP address siguro) beware nalang rin marami pa siyang account na iba dito almost same din ng drama..

[Purple_Power]

baka naman her daughter committed suicide dahil siya ang ina. Eh kung ako nga sa daughter mas pipiliin ko na nga mag rest in peace. Lakas ng trip ng TS na ito ah