I met God in my heartbreak

[karlita123]

Hi sisses! I just want to share my experience in finding God again. My bf broke up with me 2 yrs ago. Mind you, it was my fault. I treated him badly and he put up with me until he could not take it anymore. I was devastated. I could literally feel my heart break. I never thought I caused him so much pain because all I thought about was myself and my convenience, not his. Despite this, he tried to make it work but I couldn't get past my selfishness. I tried to be better. I tried to be better on my own but i remained the selfish brat that I was. Then i became desperate and turned to God. I was always a believer but I guess I was a 'sideline' believer. I never really had Him in the center of my life. I begged God to give me another chance with my ex. But God didn't give him back to me. We became friends eventually. It is difficult. He has a new gf now but he still wants to be friends with me. I do not understand this. I am in so much pain when i think about him with his gf. I asked God to take away the pain, to let me forget and move on. But it's still there. I am struggling everyday even though I chose to end my friendship with him. I haven't spoken to him in 2 weeks and i miss him terribly. But i know God is here with me helping me. He promised that He is with all the broken hearted. When i feel like he is not with me, i actively search for Him. I pray and talk to Him. I even ask him "Why?"And I know he will not rebuke me for asking. I find peace when I talk to Him. I know he is looking out for me. He promised to never leave us nor forsake us. I am in a better place now because of God. I am still struggling but I believe I have become a better person and that He is preparing me to be the perfect gf, wife and mother to the person He has chosen for me. I pray that we all find peace in our Father and we learn to trust in Him for He is faithful and loves us unfailingly. When I doubt His love for me, all I do is look at the cross.

I believe that God gives us second chances. My second chance might not be the one i asked (to be with my ex again). I believe my second chance is finding and meeting God again.

[angel..]

I can relate with you. Because of my breakup, I'm finding my way back to Him. Before kasi, even though I don't really attend the mass, I still pray. And when I do, I really feel the connection with Him. Pero in the past years, I don't go to mass and I don't even get to pray that often and when I do, that strong connection I used to feel is gone. Now, to help my pain and also in moving on, I listen to rock, no weepy songs and to praise and worship songs. Sometimes, I can't help but think that experiencing all this pain is His way of making me find my way back to Him.

[lester0927]

The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit. Psalm 34:18

[three8one]

another very effective things to do ay i "PUSH" mo...

Pray Until Something Happen.

[vanillawaffle]

I also started going to church 2 years after me and my bf broke up. I wasnt bitter but cant say i've already moved on rin, because i still feel the heartache. When i started attending Sunday service i prayed to God to take away all the pain and let me move forward. Indeed, day by day i felt na ang gaan na ng pakiramdam ko, instead na i spend time thinking of my ex, i read the bible or listen to worship songs.

[SUTIL]

same here. after me and my husband separated, I find myself clinging on to HIM more. i talk to him when i feel like talking to my ex. I pray to him whenever I get anxious, worried or feel hurt. 

[easytwinkle08]

yes! i met God in my heartbreak. naaalala ko pa. hinding hindi ko makakalimutan yun. Buong panaginip ko nakaside view lang siya. brown beard, and ang kinis ng mukha. kagaya nung sinasabi nila (perfect face)

sabi ni God humingi ako ng sorry at patawarin ko na yung tao na yun. tapos merong isang lalaki na nangugulo sa akin. hanggat hindi ako nag sosorry hindi siya umaalis. Tapos nung nag sorry ako dun sa lalaki bigla nalang akong nagising.

Naalala ko yung ex ko nun. Alam ko ako yung may kasalanan kung bakit kami nag break. I need to say I'am sorry. at ginawa ko naman gaya ng napanaginipan ko. Umaasa ako nun na yun na yung sinasabi nila na perfect timing kasi napanaginipan ko si Lord. Akala ko magiging ok na kami.

Pero hindi niya pa din ako tinanggap. Siguro yun ang perfect timing para humingi ako ng sorry sa kanya pero hindi perfect timing para maging kami ulit.

Naging mas malapit ako kay Lord ngayon. Halos konting kibot Lord agad. I'm still hoping na maging kami. Pero sige na hahayaan ko na si Lord kung ano ang will niya para sa akin.

[iamklarisse]

^thumbs up sis!

[Girltalker2]

Always pray and surrender to God everything. Come to think of it, wala lahat ng meron tayo ngayon without His Grace.

[yn061515]

I met God in my heartbreak. My ex and I broke up in April 8, 2011 and I prayed to God to take away all the hurt and if someone will come please send him right away... That same evening, I met my now husband. Going 6 years together, almost 3 years married with an almost 2 yo daughter.