Sad wife

[Obachan]

missFB! ahahahah!
o di ba!?
especially on my case na wala akong close family dito abroad don't even have close friends na pwedeng makausap, me friends naman ako mga single syempre they cannot relate.
so feeling alone and sad talaga.
most of the time dinner alone because my hubby still at work or with his drinking buddy.
 

Feeling ko nga friends lang ata kami nito
(friends with benefits)

[lordknight_aiz.18]

Hi mga sis. Update ko lang kayo. Kagabi hindi nag internet si hubby. Tinulungan niya pa ko maglinis ng house bago kami humiga. And ginawa ko advice niyo na sabihin sakanya. Sabi ko "nakakatampo ka. Lagi ka nag iinternet nung nakaraan instead na sabay tayo humiga at magkwentuhan nalang." nakakatuwa kasi nasabi ko in a nice way. Kasi ibang iba siguro pagkakasabi ko kung badtrip ako.

Relate din ako minsan yung nag eemote emote tapos yung katabi mo sarap ng tulog. Hahaha.

It feels really good if you know that youre not alone sa mga ganitong situation at may iba na same din ng pinagdadaanan ng sayo.

[Girltalker2]

Minsan kahit sabihan mo, titino sandali then balik sa dating gawi. somehow kelangan
ma-train mabuti sila, for the good of the family/relationship naman eh

[missFB]

Obachan
mali naman siguro yun feeling mo sabi nga ng mga sisses natin dito communication lang talaga yun way para maging aware sila

since, yun ang problema natin. ipagdasal natin ito ng bonggang bongga! 

[Obachan]

Thanks sis missFB,
I think I need to improve this "communication thing" kesa sarilinan ko,

Actually nag start na ako mag voice out little by little last saturday. But in a very calmy way, parang normal conversation lang.
Hope magtuloy-tuloy na.

[Girltalker2]

^ foxygirl, past is past. I guess you cannot do anything about it but just learn from it and move on. What you can focus now is your future para hindi ka naman sad all throughout your life. If you think your husband doesn't add any value to your relationship at nakakadagdag pa ng misery/sakit ng ulo for you, then do something about it. Either work on your marriage (with your husband din) to your very best. If all fails, then move on.

It is your life. you are responsible for your own happiness. So plan your future on what you want to do to make you happy. Wala ibang taong gagawa nya except you.

[foxygirl_0215]

Thanks for the reply. I planned to separate wirth him na but something happened kaya di natuloy. sa ngayon iniisip ko nalang yung mga kids. Kahit di na talaga ako masaya. Yes sakit siya ng ulo.

[Girltalker2]

^ sis, if you decide to stay, give your marriage a chance. At least do something about it and think of ways how you can improve your relationship. Malay mo mag improve.

Don't forget to pray.

[sweetashoney]

I used to be in this kind of marriage... kaya now hiwalay na kami. Turned out sinasadya niya pala na palungkutin talaga ako. Buti na lang nakalaya na ako sa pathetic relationship ko with him