Mga sis wag mawalan ng pag-asa. Just keep on praying and relax lang, maraming nagsasabi mahirap daw magbuntis kapag stress. In my case naman I will turn 31 this month. At the beginning of the year nalungkot talaga ako when I learned that my OB resign, magHHSG pa naman sana ako. I was with her for almost two years. Irregular ako, retroverted and di nag-oovulate. We also found out that I was chlomid resistant so I have injections para lang magmature ang egg and mag-ovulate. I was also prescribe with the more expensive injection na menupur kasi nag hyhyperstimulate ako sa menogon(half the price). Grabi puno na talaga ako ng tusok, yung last time ko nung January, I have 8 injections ng menupur plus 1 injection ng booster na nasa almost 3K per inject. Napansin ko rin mas masakit yung menupur keysa menogon. When nothing happen to that cycle, the doctor then decided na magHSG daw ako to check my tubes kasi ang dami na naming na-try ang nag-oovulate naman ako pag mag injection. Weird lang no, diba usually na-uuna yung HSG but it took her more than a year to have me checked. Tapos we also check my DH SA, ok naman. Medyo masakit din pala pagnalaman mo na normal ang SA ni DH kasi it's like a confirmation that ikaw ang may problema. So I was waiting for my schedule ng HSG, nung di ako tinawagan I called the hospital and there I learned that my OB resigned. huhuhu...I was really devastated.
But then I told God I know Your plans are always greater than mine, hindi kita kukulitin na bigyan na kami ng baby kasi alam ko bibigyan Mo kami but please give me extra patience to wait for Your perfect timing. I was out of job for two years and a half kasi gusto na talaga namin magkababy, we will be celebrating our 5th wedding anniversary in September. So since wala pa si baby and medyo I felt so unproductive na I went back to work last May 5.
A week ago I have this terrible abdominal pain na hindi ko pa naexperience before. I have dysmenorrhea once in a while pero iba talaga yung na-feel ko that week, subrang sakit that when my husband offered me a pain reliever I drink it agad-agad. Pero a week passed hindi sumunod si AF, I still have stomach cramping pero mild lang. Last Friday I look at the calendar, i counted the days and it was day 42 after my last period. Irregular ako but I always have my period between day 33 and day 40 kung walang in-inject sa'kin. So the following morning I took the PT, since sanay na ako sa 1 line lang I was expecting to be disappointed but then to my surprise dalawang lines, then I took another test, another dalawang lines. I'm so happy but I was a bit worried kasi diba I took a pain reliever a week ago and worst, since kakapasok ko lang sa work, I have a chest x-ray also, so andami kong violations kasi nga di ko talaga ini-expect.
Kaya mga sis wag na wag mawalan ng pag-asa. I don't know what help me to conceive, maybe it was the royal jelly that we started taking two months ago or the conceived plus na lubricant na ginagamit namin lately kasi napansin ko wala akong EWCM. Pero I know one thing for sure, si God ang may pakana nito, His time not mine.
I want also to ask mga sis dito to pray for us, for our safe pregnancy and healthy baby. We have waited so long for this pregnancy. I will also be praying for all of you. We will be seeing a new OB this Tuesday, sana OK lang si baby kahit maraming violation si Mama.