true friends/BFFs sa GT?

[Filipinasadhart]

you can count on me sis

[chicafabulosa]

Basta just PM me sis if you need someone to talk to

[Filipinasadhart]

Salamat sis

[la_chic]

Hello...
Ako din i want to have friends here!

I would love to get to know people here...
Even maybe meet up someday.

What's your story? I would love to hear it,
Just pm me.

:-)

[rics]

Hi rics, sad naman baka busy lang sis. Alam mo na. Well ako rin i hope to find true friends here. I have 3 already from GT.

i called her 2days ago and nagusap kami pero sandali lang since i was just on break from work. sabi nya tawagan ko daw ulit sya, so i called yesterday and today pero the phone just kept on ringing.

gusto ko naman ugali nya, pero nakakapagod din ako nalang palagi nag re-reach out.

[chicafabulosa]

Ah well if ganun stop na. At least you tried.

On the lighter side, you have us naman

[hanshellite]

Nakakatuwa naman ang thread na to. Me too, hoping to have a close friend here in GT=)

[gorgeous_me]

sa GT ko din nameet ang aking close friend na ngayon nakasama ko siya sa travel, yung ibang kasama namin GT din, pero wala na sa pinas, or nasa province, kaya kaming dalawa talaga na yung naging close, nagkikita pa din minsan at chikahan ever sana makameet pa ako ng marami

[tsokolat]

member ako since 2003 pero wala ako naging close friend dito, marami na din ako nameet pero yun close talaga waley pa

[chicafabulosa]

^  I hope you're feeling better, chica...

One day at a time... Im not okay right now but I have to be tough, i cant show them im weak.
Sakit na ng eyes ko from crying. And i have to do it na di nila ako nakikita kasi if makita nila ako
Pati sila iiyak na rin..

Thur or wed, i will pick him up na. Not as a passenger but a cargo.. Sakit di ba.. Ayan iiyak na naman ko..

[Shiecg]

^^ chicafabulosa,

our faith and prayers will always be our weapon sa lahat ng ating pinagdadaanan, ano man yang pinagdadaanan mo, i'll say a prayer for you. im sure kaya mo yan.

[Filipinasadhart]

tama lahat ng sinabi ni sis Shiecg.

Be Strong sis andito lang kame for you.

[chicafabulosa]

Thanks guys...

My cousin grew up with us. My parents stood as his parents. He lived with us since he was in grade 4. When he was in US he bought us anything we ask for. Regardless how expensive it is, he will buy it for us. Never sya nagdamot. On my end, while growing up, he was the one who taught me sa math. He helped me memorized the multiplication table kasi nga mahina ako sa math. Hes a brother to us not just a cousin. As long as kaya nya tumulong he would help without a question.

Masakit for me kasi ako ang laging nagsusundo sa kanya sa airport. Every uwi nya since nung tumira sya sa US, ako ang nagsusundo sa kanya and sa akin sya lagi tumutuloy pag bakasyon nya dito sa Pinas. This week, susunduin ko naman sya ulit eh, hindi ko nga lang sya aantayin sa arrival ng passenger but sa cargo. Hindi na rin kame uuwi sa bahay together, kasi ihahatid ko na sya sa Cargo warehouse pauwi sa province namin,, Ang sakit eh.. I lost a brother. We fight like crazy but I will fight for him till the end if anybody tries to hurt him. And now hindi ko na sya hahatid sa airport from terminal 1 to pal as passenger but sa cargo warehouse...  He was too young. He has a lot of ambitions.. Why him? Ang daming halang ang bituka eh bakit di sila na lang ang mamatay.

I just want to think he is still in US, working his ass for his dream house and car. Ayoko isipin na wala na sya. Wala na akong Kuya Marlon. Wala na akong susunduin. Hay ano ba yan... Pasensya na guys ha... Nae emo ako dito ngayon.. Ang sakit sakit na kasi eh.

[chicafabulosa]

Sis shiecg salamat sa PM ha.

jonduh- bro thanks for listening sa akin palagi...

Pasensya na guys and girls ha... Gusto ko lang magkwento ng magkwento... Para lumabas lahat ng pain ko.

Yung pain ko from losing my dad years ago, same level talaga. I cant eat, sleep and yung feeling na lutang ka lang. To add, I was influenced  by him in so many ways... Like sa genre ng music ko. New wave and 90s rock (nirvana, metallica).. It inspired me to learn how to play drums. He dances well, kaya I was inspired to learn how to dance. That's why I had the chance to dance professionally sa tv when i was younger. He was a good swimmer kaya nga i was inspired to learn how to swim and became a water polo player during hs days. Like what i said before mahina ako sa math, 0 pa nga ako sa exams ko sa math eh. But he excels in academics too, kaya nung mag grade 3 ako i tried my best to excel kaya i graduated with honors and accelerated nung hs from 3rd yr to 1st yr college. Now the person who inspires me to be tougha nd excel is gone. Totally gone.. I wont be seeing him again. Hear him laugh and play pranks and tell us jokes. He was a jolly person, generous, sweet, caring, protective and loving. My son adores him. I remember he even told my son when he was leaving kasi umiiyak sya, sabi nya sa anak ko, paano na yan matagal tayo di magkikita sa america ako pupunta malayo yun... Ngayon, di na sya makikita and makakalaro ng anak ko. Hay....

Sorry ha talaga guys... Gusto ko lang ilabas lahat lahat ng nasa dibdib ko. Ang bigat bigat natalaga

[Shiecg]

its better to get out all the pain kahit sa GT man lang sis,nakaka gaan ng loob yan, its unhealthy kung sasarilinin mo yan at kimkimin, go ahead sis,were all here para makinig  sa iyo.

[gorgeous_me]

@chica: tama si sis Shiecg, ok lang na ilabas yan sis, kesa sarilinin, minsan kahit umiyak ka ng hindi nilalabas, mabigat pa din...will pray for you sis... be strong

[chicafabulosa]

Salamat sa inyo ha. I post here as tough cookie and now im here totally lost and weak. I didnt expect na one day i will be posting here na parang helpless na sa situation ko. I thought I'd always be tough one, no emotion and would always be sensible and strong one. Jonduh super salamat kasi kahit late na kinakausap mo pa rin ako. Super na appreciate ko yung encouragements nyo, i needed it now so badly. I know naman one day the old chica will be back, but right now i just cant find the right words to say sa ibang threads na i want to post. I know naman ayaw nya na ganito ako eh, pero yun nga super lutang na ako. Kanina when I went to the grocery, i almost faint. Maybe because I havent slept nor eat in these past few days. Kahit Valium di umieffect haha. Yung feeling na youre laughing pero its an empty laugh. Di ko nga alam kanina pero alam mo yung pagsakay ko ng kotse parang nakalimutan ko paano magdrive, kaya nagcab kame ng son ko papuntang grocery.. Weird no..

Salamat sa lahat ng nakikinig ha. Pasensya na talaga, wala na ako makwentuhan eh. Kasi if i cry in front of them for sure lahat sila iiyak na rin. Eh may mga sakit pa naman ang mga olds namin... I just feel so alone.. My mentors were gone. My papa and my kuya marlon. Dont get me wrong guys ha, may relatives pa ako and family pero the entire family of mine arent tough enough. Mahina loob ng brother ko, mom and sis ko emotional.. So ako no choice but to be tough one. I cant afford to show any weakness. I was raised like this. And here I am now, nagsusumbong sa inyo parang bata na naghahanap ng kakampi. Pero happy na rin kasi andyan kayo to support me.

[chicafabulosa]

Yeah, i try not to drive muna.  Iwas muna ako dun salamat. Btw jonduh, hows yours drama going on na pala...? Text me nga. Di ko na na ask sayo update

[Shiecg]

jonduh is right sis, avoid driving  muna, laging ingat. ok lang umiyak ng umiyak but always keep your presence of mind lalo na pag nasa labas ka ng bahay, dobleng ingat maraming mga nagte-take advantage sis.

[chocolat]

hoping to get to know new friends here