Are you Depress, hopeless, sad, alone and lonely? unload it here.

[TysLolakins]

i'm sad because my grandson doesn't live closeby.  we just left their house after a 2 day visit and it broke my heart seeing how sad and on the verge of crying siya while our car was pulling away.  i really really love that boy.  i wish they live with us, but that's me being selfish. 

[janeblaze,project]

kinda sad & depress  sometimes especially when i think of  my  age (30ish in age ) and I'm still single while the rest  of my friends ( both  stateside and in Pinas  ) have families already  ....

I'm still  hoping that  Mr. Right will come along the way  na and  i could start  my own family  and at the same time , wishing that  I could get a grip on myself if I do  really want to  conitnue into Medicine , kaso  instead na supurtahan ako ng family ko and relatives ko  they tell  me  madaming taon pa ako istay  na taon sa school ulit if i  will do that  parang wala man lang ako  kadamay na mag push thru  saken sa dream ko na ito  instead of hearing GO for it , I  hear Don't do it !

[mamapeew]

I had a miscarriage 2 weeks ago and when I thought I was getting over it, friends and acquaintances in FB started announcing that they're pregnant. I'm depressed all over again and I don't know how to get over it. I told my hubby that I need to get away from here even for just a while but I know it will be the same when we get back so I'm hopeless in that sense. I'm happy when hubby is here but he's not always around. He doesn't come home everyday, I feel he has no time for us. I have so many frustrations that I cannot unload to my friends.

[mischa04]

i've been crying for two consecutive nights..tuwing hihiga na ko sa bed ko, tutulo na yung tears ko..because super hurt ako..
 
I'm depressed kasi sa work ako na lang palagi yung nagpaparaya, ako na lang lagi yung naaargabyado..pero wala akong magawa..gustong-gusto ko na mabago ang lahat dahil hindi na ko natutuwa sa ginagawa nila sakin..pwede na ko maregular pero sacrifice nanaman para dun sa isa..bakit ganon palagi na lang ako sacrifice.. Kailangan ko rin naman isipin ang sarili ko bago ang ibang tao diba? pero pag kumontra ako sa gusto nila ako din ang kawawa dahil wala akong kakampi, baka itulad pa nila ko sa isa naming kasama na bina-back fight at pina-plastic nila.

I'm sad kasi yung akala kong true friends sa office eh mga plastic pala..ngayon ko lang nalaman na hindi ko pala sila dapat pagkatiwalaan kasi hindi ako nakakasiguro kung gaano sila katotoo sakin..iniisip ko nga na malamng bina-back fight rin nila ko pag ako yung wala sa group, just like what they do pag wala yung isa namin friend..I can't imagine na pinag-iisipan nila ng masama yung tao eh halos 3years na kami magkakasama. Sana kung may prob sila sa isa eh sabihin nila ng harapan.

I feel so alone and lonely rin  kasi yung nag-iisang kaclose ko sa office eh pinaglilihiman ko ng napakaraming bagay at labag yun sa kalooban ko..kinailangan ko yung gawin dahil dun nakasalalay ang pagiging regular ko sa work, yun ang gusto mangyari ng mga plastic naming barkada at pati na rin ng boss ko. Sinabi ko sa parents ko ang situation at feelings ko, na nahihirapan ako..pero too bad kasi wala silang naitulong sakin kahit man lang pagaanin loob ko or advise me on what to do..instead sabi pa nila ok lang daw yun.. hay pano kaya naging ok yun? Di ko naman magawang umiyak sa harap nila kasi sasabihan lang nila ko na maarte..kaya lagi nalang patago kung umiyak..minsan pinipigilan ko sarili ko umiyak yung tipong smile lang pero deep inside umiiyak ako.

Hopeless ako sa ngayon, hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko, hindi ko alam hanggang kelan ako iiyak, kanino ako magsasabi ng nararamdaman ko at maiintindihan ako..  feelng ko ang tanda tanda ko na dahil sa mga burdens ko na naiipon deep inside me..parang lalo tuloy hindi dumadating yung right man for me dahil sa situation ko.pati mga inspiration ko sa buhay isa-isang nawala.. Ang hirap at nakakapagod na..   

[tey_roch19]

im sad. ang hirap umiwas at mang iwan sa taong mahalaga sayo. but i already made my decision, i have to be firm enough para mag succeed ako dito. mahirap but i know ito ang tamang gawin..

[france0220325143]

nakakasad.
whatever you are doing, make sure you know it's consequences. don't come to me one day asking why things happened. for a change, be  man enough to stand for your actions. you're old enough to know what you're doing so never blame me or anybody for whatever that might happen. watch your actions. thye might not mean anything to you but they might be hurting others. when will you ever learn?

[Prunella]

Never really got over a loved one's death even after more than a year. Life is never the same talaga.

[fairywinkle79122]

depress,sad.kasi may mga tao na akala mo kaibigan mo.yun pala hindi.willing kang magbigay ng oras pag sila may problema,pero pag ikaw na may kailangan,nawawala na sila.kakainis lang na ituturing mong kaibigan yung mga taong ang turing sayo ay '' wala'' .akala mo kaya ganon sila dahil busy lang,pero hindi naman.never naman tayo naging busy,inuuna lang natin yung priorites.siguro di niya priority makipag friends sa akin kaya ayon..     

[chedz.03]

Lahat na yata ng sad emotions na meron nararamdaman ko... More than 2 years married na kami pero di pa ako mabuntis. Found out that i have polycystic ovaries kaya mahihirapan kami makabuo. Fear of not having my own baby but I always bear in mind that I have with me our Big God. Alam ko in God's time mararamdaman ko yung walang kapantay na happiness. ^_^

[Elyx]

Kwinchesters same kayo ng born again friend ko parang di daw sincere yung mga kasama nya sa church sa pagdamay sa kanya. Pasikatan lang daw sila

[ziontrec]

Lahat na yata ng sad emotions na meron nararamdaman ko... More than 2 years married na kami pero di pa ako mabuntis. Found out that i have polycystic ovaries kaya mahihirapan kami makabuo. Fear of not having my own baby but I always bear in mind that I have with me our Big God. Alam ko in God's time mararamdaman ko yung walang kapantay na happiness. ^_^

just to share, i have a church mate that tried for 7years before they had a baby, hormonal imbalance ata reason? not so sure, but keep the faith. He is good.

keep safe and warm everyone!

[lisse]

depress,sad.kasi may mga tao na akala mo kaibigan mo.yun pala hindi.willing kang magbigay ng oras pag sila may problema,pero pag ikaw na may kailangan,nawawala na sila.kakainis lang na ituturing mong kaibigan yung mga taong ang turing sayo ay '' wala'' .akala mo kaya ganon sila dahil busy lang,pero hindi naman.never naman tayo naging busy,inuuna lang natin yung priorites.siguro di niya priority makipag friends sa akin kaya ayon..     

This! And it is not helping my sadness any na we are about to move to a different state. I know we are not supposed to measure and quantify all the good deeds na naitulong natin sa isang tao, nor expect them to top it off. Ang sakin lang kasi, I braved snowstorms, driving na nakainom and staying up very very late kasehodang kinabukasan eh I have 2 jobs and 2 classes to attend to just to support her. I am not saying na tapatan niya mga to, all I was hoping for is sana she can be a friend when the situation calls for it. Imagine this: I have a couple of women here who are obviously insecure with me, despite na we haven't met and all they know of me is from the grapevine. And etong so-called friend ko mahilig sa chika and she went as far as to telli everyone na we are not friends and neither do we talk just so they will include her in their chika. IDK why they are so concerned about me knowing it kasi hindi naman about me nor I concern myself with it given my very busy schedule. And what's worse is if we spend time together she make sure na patago and wala makakita na we're together to back up her story. So I decided na sige totohanin na lang na we dont talk at all. It sounds shallow now that I am typing this, but I swear it hurts.
Sigh, need to make new friends. Hopefully this time, I'm luckier.

[ziontrec]

I am not saying na tapatan niya mga to, all I was hoping for is sana she can be a friend when the situation calls for it.

It sounds shallow now that I am typing this, but I swear it hurts.

Sigh, need to make new friends. Hopefully this time, I'm luckier.

yep it sure sucks na some people wont even do half of what we would or could do for them, though i dont think something that hurts you no matter how small it may seem for others would be shallow.

hope u find friends for keeps.

[TysLolakins]

nakaka-depress lang when you thought everything is going to plan then boom!  the plan is derailed,  now scrambling to re-adjust and that includes  an unplanned big expense for the next few years.