Hi am just new here. My name is Chie. And currently my husband and I were trying to conceive for almost eight months now. But sadly, last September I was diagnosed having a PCOS. I have an irregular period. When I was young, I went to a doctor because I missed my period for 3 months. So I was worried. She just gave me Provera and if am not mistaken I took them for 10 days. Of course, I didn't go for Trans V that time, cus she said I was single. So few days after am done, my period came. For like few months to a year my period became regular. And then it became on and off again, but it will only skip for just a month. So I wasn't that worried anymore. And I thought it was all because of my lifestyle and hereditary. Cus my Mum and one of my aunts and even some of my cousins has the same case as me. My aunt is even alot worst. She was missing her period for almost 6 months to a year. It took her 10 years before she got her first child. And they're saying it's 'normal' to skip your period. Plus I wasn't trying to get pregnant that time. My main goal was to regularise my period. Most of the time, I used diapers. It is not that heavy. But I really hate the stain on my panties. My period lasts for a week. So flash forward to the story, my husband and I, he was based in UK that time, we were planning to have babies once he comes home. Last April, he came back home and right away, we did our 'business'. Months before that, I had my regular period again. Actually, the problem with me is I don't monitor my period. All I know is if I already have symptoms I'll have my period in the next few days. But April I didn't have my period. But we were sexually active. First week of May, even though I know it will be negative, we tried to take a test. So as expected it was BIG FAT NEGATIVE. Then last week of May I had my period. But still, I was trying to convince myself maybe it was implantation bleeding. And just a spotting and that was just the 'left over' of my period. Because we thought, the first time we took the test, it was 'too early'. June, we went to my first OB. When she calculated it, I was way passed ovulating on the month of April when he came home (cus I had a period last March). So since I had my period on May we started to count again all the way to June. I had my test again, and it was negative again. So we had a sex-every-other-day method that time. And if am not going to have my period on the month of June, I'll take the test on the second week of July. And if ever I'll have my period on the 5th day I'll undergo Trans V. I had my period last week of June, but we didn't came back. Cus we were so busy too sorting some stuff. July, I didn't have my period again. We bought pregnancy test with early detection. To be honest, I didn't want to take another test again. Cus I am so scared that it will be negative again. So we were argueing at Watson's cus I feel like we were just wasting money just to see a negative result, but then he bought it. When we went home, curiosity was killing me, so I took a test. To my dismay it was negative. Again. Then we went for a holiday. July to September, I missed my period. And just like before I had all the signs and symptoms of being pregnant. On my other hand, I felt like it was all in my head cus we want a baby so badly. Psychological. Whilst on my other hand, and I know deep down inside, I wish I was really pregnant. First week of September, I secretly took a test. I had two kits, same urine. I woke up like 4 in the morning. And for the nth time, it was negative. Nothing hurts me more every time I see a single line on the kit. Or every time we go to the infant section, and he's telling me 'Soon, we need to have these' or every time I use pads or diapers cus I have my period. We decided to seek for a help again. So we went to another doctor. I had Trans V was diagnosed having a PCOS. There, she gave me Provera and will take it for 3 days. I was so scared. I have a friend who also has PCOS. So my initial thought was I will be like her. I will never be a mother. But then I still try to ignore it. After am done taking Provera, I had my period. So second day of it, I went back to my OB and she prescribed Althea. And then when am done, I went back again and I moved on taking Micropil. I took Micropil til the first week of December. Although whilst taking pills it's normal to have spotting cus body is adjusting to the medications, I still went back cus am scheduled to come back this January 2015. There she said that my period is normal (although I noticed my period comes every 2-2.5 weeks every time I stopped taking pills, I dunno her definition of regular period, but I trust her judgement. I even showed her my notes) and she said that my left ovary is cleared. She prescribed me Clomid along with Folicap. Clomid is too pricey. And I have to take it for 5 days beginning with the second day of my period. And my husband and I will have sex on the 10th-16th day of after my period. She also said it doesn't matter if it's every day or every other day. Or once or more than once a day. I still have to wait if am going to have my period this January. Cus if am not, there's a possibility that the treatment works. If am going to based with my 2-week period interval. Am 6 days late now. But much better if I have to wait til January. Am wishing for a late Christmas present and early birthday present. xx