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PrincessKitty

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What Should I Do... part 2 xD
« on: May 13, 2011, 12:42:31 am »
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previous topic

http://www.femalenetwork.com/girltalk/index.php/topic,238647.0.html

mga sissies nagbalik na me.. nabasa ko yung mga comments... ok lang po yun ms.tabbru... salamat dinposa mga ibang sis na nagcomment....

eto po eh updates:

April 4... nalaman ko na wala na kami talaga kasi i asked him na "magcecelebrate pa rin ba tayo ng anniversary natin?" he said "hindi na"... so naalala ko niloko at pinaasa lang nya ako na masasave ko pa relasyon namin. in short.. deception...

and you know what mga sissies... 3x-4x a week na siya umuuwi dun. tikas noh?
nwei.. what the hell..

i don't know kasi each night since nalaman ko na ganun eh i would cry tuwng naaalala ko mga magagandang memoirs talaga... kahit nga pag byahe ako.. pag nakasakay ako at may nakita akong familiar spot eh natutulala at reminisce ako... BUT NOW

i have a job now.. i'm an OJT in a marketing company... (i need help xD)... nung Wednesday... nag emo emo na naman ako pero.. wala na ako iniyak... then nung Thursday... alam nyo ba mga sissies.. andami kong nalaman about dun sa girl... how? through his husband. yes.. nakipagkita ako sa husband nya.. we dine out. drink then.... japanese girl w/ a fan logo... hahaha alam na!
and i know the girl's address already. and i know her strategies.. etc examples are below:

ang kwento kc ng girl sa Ex bf ko (dad ng son ko) ay binubugbog daw sya ng asawa nya, d daw sya trinatrato mabuti at linayasan sya at sumama sa bahay ng other girl. <---girl's side at todo paniwala naman yung ex ko.

husband's side. heto na yung examples:

1.Never napagbuhatan or binugbog yung wife nya... if pinagbuhatan... it was long ago nung bata pa ang panganay nila... the reason? sa bahay kasi ng family ng lalaki, inuman with co-workers, si wife at 1 bata pa na co-worker eh biglang nawala. husband pretended that he needs to pee.. then pumunta sya sa likod bahay and guess what... nakita nya wife nya torridly kissing the guy. at nakita yun ng panganay nila. husband said "anak tulog na" pinuntahan ni hub then sinampal yung wife nya.

mahilig sa bata si 35y/o liberated boss (yung girl) at hindi lang pala ex bf ko ang naging katikiman nya b4.

2. Hindi sya sumama sa bahay ng ibang girl. yung babae ang nagpalayas sa husband nya (sa sariling place nito) kapal ha. ayaw kasi ni husband manakit eh. saka masama kung makikita ng bata argument at sya pa magmumukhang masama.

1am na ako nakauwi non... he told me everything i should know. at ayaw na makipagbalikan ng husband nya dun sa girl. the husband realized kaya pala inaway sya ni wife dati (away na balik ang kasalanan sa past nung May 2010) eh panakip butas lang pala yun para ipagtakpan ang kataksilan nya (na yung wife nya at ex ko ay sila na pala nung Feb 2010)

akalain nyo mga sissies... sabi ng husband.. naaawa sya sa ex ko kasi.. kahit may 15months na sila.. hindi magtatagal at maghihiwalay din. kasi nga.. liberated si girl.

as i said... my job na ako... i swear to myself na magtratrabaho ako ng husto for my son. (btw, we still live on the same house. sa parent's nya) tatalunin ko yung girl na yun. and as of now.. i'm okay... kahit may nakita akong kissmark (again) nung girl sa leeg ng ex ko. nung una kasi nasaktan ako.. ipamukha ba raw kasi.. napagalitan sya ng mom nya dahil bastusan daw yun. nung umalis kasi e wala.. tapos 1 araw lang di umuwi eh meron na.... nung nakita ko 2nd time (ayun nga) di na ako nasaktan... kumbaga na immune na ako?... di ako nakikipagdate pero basta hindi ko maexplain. i'm somewhat happy.

lalo na't after office work eh minsan may raket ako :P... sa pics ko.. mahaba hair ko. pinaiklian ko na talaga sya... naglalagay na ako ng contact lenses at im planning to have a tatto (contract symbol mark from the anime Jigoku Shoujo) on my near chest area. and light blue highlights :D

can't wait for my american lover (not bf) to go home na this june (btw, he's 68y/o pero hindi halata)
mas magandang maging praktikal. :P

sorry mahaba...:D

rianne_mallows

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Re: What Should I Do... part 2 xD
« Reply #1 on: May 14, 2011, 05:10:49 am »
read the first thread...

good to hear that you now have a job .. pero hindi ko makita na you did it para you can stand na on your own... i think you're only considering this as temporary solution.. otherwise, hindi kailangan pumasok sa isip mo si american lover.. :(

sad to say sis.. wala ka namang pinagbago..
at nagsogo pa kayo.. haay.. hindi ka ba natatakot? paano kung mabuntis ka ulit? or magkastd? tsk tsk tsk.. dont you see,?? the husband ni girl took advantage of you.. akala mo ba nakaganti ka kay girl at kay bf mo nung ginawa mo yun? naisahan ka ni lalaki.. free sex.. sinong aayaw dun? haay... please treat yourself with MORE respect.. hindi mo deserve ang ganito..

now you have this american lover? for what? para sa pera? sis you are turning yourself into a prostitute without even realizing it.. nakakabahala...

sis you should STOP engrossing yourself in their affair.. hindi na healthy.. siguro ok to stay muna for AWHILE LANG just so you can have enough funds TO LEAVE THAT HOUSE AND START ANEW..

to tell you frankly.. walang magagawa pagbabadmouth mo kay girl..
are thinking that if you badmouth her enough,embarass her enough, hate her enough etc, your bf will leave her? HE WONT.. so stop it na.. it will only give you more frustrations...

with this "tatalunin kosi girl".. haay.. like i said.. huwag mo na intindihin their affair.. sad to say, na-out ka na.. if you do things na maganda.. dont do it because tatalunin mo siya.. do it for yourself and for you kid.. paano ka makakamove-one kung hindi ok ang mindset mo on things?

IMO, stay away from men muna.. hindi ka pa stable mag-isip... well from the looks of it.. hindi ka talaga nag-iisip :(


rapids

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Re: What Should I Do... part 2 xD
« Reply #2 on: May 14, 2011, 09:49:37 am »
Sis im sorry, pero sa pagkakaintindi ko sa mga sinabi mo, hindi ka pa rin nakakapag move on. Walang pinakamaganda kundi ang mag move on, kalimutan mo na ang ex bf mo.

Jumping to a new relationship is not a  solution, time will come you will find a better man. Don't blame everything to your ex bf and to the girl, you had your own share of faults too.

Dont think about revenge..  Start a new life,  discover yourself again, mahalin mo ang sarili mo.



showermist

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Re: What Should I Do... part 2 xD
« Reply #3 on: May 14, 2011, 01:29:36 pm »
TS, think first before you act or say anything.  May mga pwede kang pagsisihan sa bandang huli.  Isipin mo rin sana anak mo.

Ikaw at ang anak mo lang muna ang isipin mo ngayon. 

PrincessKitty

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Re: What Should I Do... part 2 xD
« Reply #4 on: May 20, 2011, 11:02:43 am »
@showermist

haiz ganun ba? pero ginagawa ko na lahat kung hindi lang naman din sya babalik sa akin...
to think na sinabi talaga ng girl na hindi na nya sa akin isasauli ex ko...

Borderline Personality Disorder
yan sakit ko.

almost 95% ng symptoms ay nasa akin. alam ko and i'm aware of it.
hindi naman ako magkakaganito kundi dahil sa ginagawa nila saken.

ang nakakabwisit pa dito... ako kasi lagi nyang sinisisi while hindi nya nakikita ang sarili nya na ganun naman sha.

but thanks for informing me. at oo mahal na mahal ko parin ex ko kaya hindi ko sya maiwan. kung ganun lang sana kadali...

j a n i z

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Re: What Should I Do... part 2 xD
« Reply #5 on: May 23, 2011, 11:49:07 am »
naku sis, what are you doing to yourself? parang d naman maganda yun mga ginagawa mo. if i were u, i' ll focus on my work and s baby ko. sana wag m na isipin on how you will get even s ex m and s partner ng ex m ngayon. hayaan m na sila and try to live better.  :)

 

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