hi to all, ysa, Joyce, mommy fritz, lyn, Joy, mahvy, Jeng, Ging at sa lahat
I'm back

thanks God, mukhang naka adjust nako bilang lola, at news ku kekayu na girl ya ing maging apu ku, hay naku katwa kuna pala, ngeni kupa apansin, akala ku medyu younger kupa, huhuhbu

pero paglokwan nakung hubby di bale kanung lola naku Hot granma naku man, hehe, hay life is too short talaga and my son made mine a little more shorter. ngeni kupa mag enjoy keng life ku ngeni me udlut ne nanaman, kaya kabalik ku Jeddah, huge adjustment talaga ing need ku, keng lahat lalo na keng budget.
at salamat kareng anggang concern yu, dakal a dakal a salamat, especially karetang meg pm kaku, salamat kareng anggang suporta kahit ali tamu pa mikikilala personally, salamat talaga.
Welcome kareng newbies, aku i Joyz, ali kayu pa litu sabi napin Joyce kc dakala kaming "
joyce" keni, kaya ing kakaku pelitan ke spelling.
back to my problem, ok naku accepted pero medyu meg alwa yamu ing kakung plan para keng anak ku, pero sad to say ali ne supported mama. Ing buri na ing pipilit na, pamatakutan naku pang "sabage ditak naku bie keti yatu, ditak namu mawala naku" Bad ku ngeni kc pekibatan keng "I God nung buri ng ilako na ing life tamu weather ika o aku?, gawan na ala tanaman akarapat." Malwat naku kasing mag tiis murin keng pamag manipulate na, enaburi ing muli naku at i shift keng course ing sese na, buri na gang misan kune mu i guyud ing sarili ku paaryan ke, makananu naku man, atin yapang wali ining murit kung anak na megluku, nung ali ya sana mekabuktut, nung ali sana migastus ku keng pamag pa check up ketang babai at me ospital ya pati aku migastus, keng me alimuuman yamu, dela de ospital, meg labour ya kanu, sanang ali ku migastus na penyali keng gamitan keng pamag buktut na (from in to out at from head to toe), at baru baruan, hay naku, masakit ku lub kaya (mama ku), bakit ali naku aintinjan na nung sasabi ku man atin kung karapatan at ali ne manasakit kc ali kune man sisisyan, at masyadu yang meging maluwang keng sese na. Magkasakit ku lalu na palako naku bukas midnight, dakal ku delanan ngening minuli kung ini, ikit ku na alang pamagbayu kang mader, kaya i've decided din na muli naku kc ali danaman pehalagahan ing sacrifices ku. buti pa ikayu ali yuku nanu pero dakal ikit ku ing suporta yu, kaya nakung dagul pasalamat.
well pota ulit, makaba ne ing kakaung talk at kakaba ku rin back read hehe.
Happy Good Friday. at lunch mi sa ngeni kc deng anak migising la 11 am na, ka late neh, diningding at daing na bangus, akung men daing, 3 days nalang mamangan deng lokang anak ku nalang kaburi kc ali kula buring siran a buri, kc favorite dala basta men daing naku gigisanan da ing nasing babye ku. At another thing, bawal ing "karne", kahit balu kung alwa ita talaga ing meaning na ning karne a amanwan da, ali kuna buring miragdag ing war ming mader, kc panga mig handa ku sabyan na miatutan ku kanu ning asawa ku. LOL (lagi ya kasing kontra keng buri ng hubby) sabage kasalanan kurin kaya mipakanyan ya. but that's another story na.
again, good afternoon, at see you again potang bagya.