@_gigles_: we share the same thought din. even me yan din gusto kong gawin. we've been together for 5months,
[textspeak!] sure na ok na ok talaga kami but may additional 2months na malabo. we just recently broke up. until now di ko pa rin kaya. i thought ok na ako and nkamove on na kahit papano. but yun pla,
[textspeak!] pa. it's very painful. and i'm having a hard time kasi nagrreview ako now para board exam ko on nov-dec. i can't even study kasi i'm always sad and crying kc yun nga, di pa ako nkamove on. good thing on your part he even gave you the closure. at least he respected your relationship-in a way. eh sa akn, he never even tried to talk to me properly. imagine, 1wk before my graduation ipinamukha talaga nya sa akn thru text that we're really over daw. it hurts kasi usually ang mga bbae yung nageeffort talaga, eh ako binabalewla ko na yung mga previous fights nmin. patay mali ako na nagaway kami, tinatry kong amuhin ulit tpos un
[textspeak!] pla sasabihin sau na break na kau, gnun
[textspeak!]???heller. kainis. it was very hurtful. kc i was trying to catch things up 1wk before graduation or else d ako mkkgraduate tpos
[textspeak!] makikisali pa sa mga problema ko sa skul. d entire summer d
[textspeak!] nagpakita sa akin. i was so heartbroken at that time. it hurts kc he never tried to fix anything at all sa rel namin. meron na siyang tickets before to come
[textspeak!] sa city 2tickets ha, different months, di nya sinakyan. even on my birthday hindi sya nagpakita. it was so hurtful. after my birthday, things got so rocky na. good thing sa inyo walang nangyari, eh sa amin he was my FIRST. i was his first rin daw. that's why i'm having a hard time moving on.
it's not easy ibigay
[textspeak!] ng basta2
[textspeak!] virginity ko to someone who can't even take care of me. eh to think dpat rape un. haha. eh kasi i was really against it, eh pinilit tlaga nya ako to do that. it made me think tuloy that he never really loved me, that he was just using me. tapos ngaun, kahit closure lang di pa nya mabigay sa akin. you know kng ano pangit sa story ko? kapatid siya ng friend ko. tapos ganyan pa kng makaasta, prang sino. it's so easy for guys to just let things go. prang sex is nothing to them. nainis tuloy ako. even though i know hindi na uso ngaun ang virgins, nagsisi tuloy ako kng bakit sa knya ko pa bngay. prang it's nicer if you'll give it to your husband tlaga. the one na magllast kau. until now i still wanted to ask him what happened along the way why he never even tried to explain to me bakit this time he really walked away from me. i know i did a lot of mistakes in the process.
[textspeak!] prang
[textspeak!] ng challenge for him, but then he should also understand me sana. kahit ako gusto ko pa rin
[textspeak!] kausapin. but yes all of them are right, we won't get the answer we wanted and needed. if we think we can move on and be satisfied na once we can talk to them, no. i know and i'm sure we can't move on. until now umiiyak pa rin ako eh. kasi super sakit
[textspeak!] mga ginawa nya. but ganito nalang iniisip ko, kahit pa sya yung guy na i think "the one" for me, mali ako. I prayed for this relationship eh, but I never asked God na sana it will last. I'm trying to be positive rin sometimes, sinasabi ko nalang sa sarili ko, he's not "the one" for me kahit pa love na love ko siya, pinataste lang sa akin ni God how it feels to love the person you think you'll end up with. parang i need to have a bad relationship first bago ko mareach
[textspeak!] nice or good relationship. parang ganun din nakikita ko eh sa mga friends ko. some of them had bad relationships bgo sila nagkaroon ng nice relationships now. good guys who will love us will eventually come. we just have to wait.
