this should have been my happiest month...my wedding :( {Journal to Recovery}

[holli_may]

@ jorgedatcom === thanks, i will find time to watch that movie. feeling ko nga i watched it na ata kasi the title sounds familiar pero can't remember na the story eh. if i'm not mistaken yan ba yung batang genius?

[holli_may]

@ sis ysa.belle === sis, read your thread na and glad to know ok na uli kau ni hubby mo. so how are you na?

[ysa.belle]

good morning. the thread was so long. sorry ha.

as of now i am okay. the explanations really shocked me pero at least now i know he was telling the truth. we are okay na rin considering this is not the first big problem we had. sana sis tuloy tuloy na.

how is your new place?

[holli_may]

of course! things will gonna be okay for both of you   about sa new place? well, eto medyo naninibago pa. minsan paggising ko medyo disoriented kasi bago lahat ng placement ng gamit ko...pero so far okay naman

[ysa.belle]

thanks sis.   

masasanay ka rin there and since you chose it, you will love it rin naman. sana tuloy tuloy na yung pagiging okay mo sis. i am so proud of you sa mga na-accomplish mo 

[holli_may]

thanks, sis! sana one day ang ishe-share ko naman sayo and sa mga sisses natin dito is how i'm able to surpass everything para ako naman ang makatulong, kahit papano, sa iba who is undergoing the same pain.

[ysa.belle]

darating din yung day na ikaw naman ang makakatulong sa mga ibang ladies.

you deserve to be happy sis, and i know you will be. 

stay pretty.

[holli_may]

hehe...stay pretty talaga? [textspeak!] sis, i will   kaw din...stay pretty as always

[KissLover]

@holli_may - baka pede tayo maging friends? then later on more than friends? 

[ysa.belle]

^hoy! kakaadvice ko lang sayo. tapos andito ka? wag ka ngang tatambay dito if ganyan posts mo.

wag kang ganyan kay holli may. hindi maganda yan. if gusto mong maglaro, yung taga sa inyo, wag kang magttrip ng mga taga dito sa GT. para lang tayong magkakapatid dito.

[madhel]

i cant help but reply to this thread

been to the same situation 11 months ago..
alam ko and ive seen sa email at texts ni hubby n may lumalanding babae sa kanya.
nov 8 of 2009, nag alsa balutan sya and sadly iniwan ako
my world was devastated
sobra! ive been useless, drinking, going out and stuff
dumating pa sa point na i begged
what added to the injury was that [textspeak!] other woman mas malakas pa ang loob s'kin
even texting me na sya ang gf ng asawa ko
and their relationship in the know ng friends nila

fast forward...
i come to the point na i accepted the fact na di na talaga kami
i even accepted suitors pero it didnt worked out
i got a new job
i went back to school to keep me busy
nagsarili ako ng bahay, alone
i must say, a new life talaga
that was 7 months after the breakup
it was hard pero i was able to stand up again

now at 11months after, hubby and i see each other ulet
we go out.. talk about things..
pero not about what happened and the future..
we're friends now..
and i know magiging ok ulet kami
i just dont want to rush things.. come what may
we hurt each other so much that siguro we don't want to promise anything kasi the pain still lingers..

i didn't loose hope na we will be together again
and im glad na kahit papano things are starting to be ok ulet
sana tuloy tuloy na..

[ysa.belle]

^sana sis maging okay kayo...

[KissLover]

^hoy! kakaadvice ko lang sayo. tapos andito ka? wag ka ngang tatambay dito if ganyan posts mo.

wag kang ganyan kay holli may. hindi maganda yan. if gusto mong maglaro, yung taga sa inyo, wag kang magttrip ng mga taga dito sa GT. para lang tayong magkakapatid dito.

grabe ka naman ate nilait mo agad si holli_may 
at saka wala sa hitsura yan... taob nga ako sa pangit eh.
at nagbibiro lang naman ako. at saka hinding hindi na ako mag-gf ng taga-GT.... sabi mo nga magkakapatid tayo.

[ysa.belle]

^ang slow mo naman KISSLOVER. hindi ko sinabi na hindi maganda si sis holli may. ang sabi ko hindi maganda ang ginagawa mong yan.

ang sabi ko di ba "wag kang ganyan kay holli may. hindi maganda yan. if gusto mong maglaro, yung taga sa inyo, wag kang magttrip ng mga taga dito sa GT. para lang tayong magkakapatid dito"

that means wag mo siyang pagtritripan since hindi maganda ang ganung gawain. kakainis ka! nanggugulo ka lang sa mga thread. susumbong kits sa mga mods sige!

[KissLover]

^sori ate ,edyo may aftershock pa utak ko eh (kagagaling ko lang sa car accident)... di ko na-gets hehe shortcut kasi pagkaka-explain mo eh.
isipin mo na lang kung sa labas ako magkakalat eh di mas lalo lang kakalat. pero kung dito ako maglalagi... baka sakaling mahawa at tumino ako 

[ysa.belle]

^hay nako. ewan sayo. basta tumino ka na sana at wag kang magttrip ng mga kasama naten sa GT.

[holli_may]

@ sis madhel === that part na your hubby left gave me a familiar bitter-sweet feeling in the stomach, sis. But i'm happy na at least you're both slowly picking up the pieces and hopefully very very soon magstart anew kayo. Sabi nga nila diba "love is sweeter the second time round"   God Bless, sis madhel. I pray for your forever happiness 

@ sis ysa.belle === hayaan mo na yan siya, sis.

[ysa.belle]

@sis holli_may, huwag mong papansinin si kisslover ha. nagttrip lang ang batang yan.

[holli_may]

it's okay, sis

[_.Hunnie._]

  ang sad ng story mo sis!!i hope somehow your ok na