FIRST LOVE

[Beng01]

Iyong first love ko, siya yung naging first bf ko 

Super crush ko siya nung highschool, nanghingi pa ko ng class picture sa friend ko para lang may picture ako sa kanya, then pinakilala na siya sa akin hanggang sa naging 'phonemate na kami'.
That was 1998 to 2001 na mag HS graduation kami.

May grad gift at letter ako para sa kanya, may gift din siya sa akin, mug na may name ko at letter.
Siyempre kinilig ako.

1st year college may communication pa rin kami hanggang sa naging kami
Super saya ko noon pero I guess hindi niya ko ganoon kamahal para lang makipaglandian sa mga classmates niya. Hindi ko ma take iyon, so after 2mons & 20 days of relationship nakipag break ako sa kanya.

Super hirap pero sinisuyo niya ko noon, pero dahil sa pagbubuyo ng college friends hindi na kami nagkabalikan.

Nagkaroon ako ng ibang relationships and pati siya.

Hanggang sa kinasal siya ng august 2012 and ako naman kinasal ng nov 2012.

Happy na kami sa kanya kanyang spouse, both of us happily married.
However, of all the previous relationship I had in the past, naalala ko pa rin ang intensity ng pagmamahal ko sa kanya noon 

[khaleesiCersei]

We were 15. Schoolmates and we were classmates in gradeschool. Its funny coz our teacher in 3rd grade used to tease us and would always make us partners in school activities but as kids syempre we would always fight and we hated each others gut. He even made me cry once coz he pulled my hair haha! Fast forward to junior high we bumped to each other at a cinema. Had small talk then i got a call from him the next day. So yun ligaw ligaw then we went steady na for 7 years.. But it didnt work out so now we're both happily married with kids.

[young_maiden]

I met him when I was 15. He is a cousin of my HS friend. We became a couple when I was 17 years old. He is only a year older than me. We broke up because he cheated on me twice with different girls. He was my first love, first boyfriend, first kiss and first everything. Shame on me. I never should have fallen in love with him in the first place.

[tomatostellar]

^ ODK kaloka

I feel like I didnt do justice sa unang post ko here, so Ill make kwento ng medyo mahaba.

We met in college/blockmates and became close friends. Nanligaw nung 1st yr pero basted - via chat LOL
First love: Pwede manligaw?
Me: Pwede bang hindi?
Sabe nya ang cruel ko daw mag "No" -- in my defense, kung aapila naman sya, or kung ginawa nya na lang baka hinayaan ko lang sya. Haha
We remained good friends. Since magkabarkada kami, palage kami nagkakasama - gala/tambay.
Sembreak bago mag 4th year college, naging madalas ang pag text - naging araw araw. Di na sya nagpaalam manligaw but brought me flowers and we went out on a date.
I enjoyed his company,pero akala ko talaga hindi ko sya gusto kaya binasted ko ulit sya. Iniwasan nya ko - as in cold treatment. Dun ko na-realize na gusto ko din pala sya.
After few days nun, nag Tagaytay kaming barkada. Medyo pinapansin nya na ko ulit. Sya may dala ng car and I was sitting in front next to him.
We parked sa Magallanes Square and it was very cold and condensation started forming on the inside ng window/windshield. We were scribbling stuff sa windshield kung anek anek, drawing and stuff but not exactly talking/nagsasalita. When we pretty much used up all the space sa windshield, he scribbled sa window next to me na:
"I still love you" then he looked at me. I erased the  word "still" and smiled at him. Oh the look of glee+surprise on his face! We weren't alone sa car so he asked me to step outside -- to get confirmation ba, haha. So ayun - he became my first boyfriend, my first love.

Not together anymore though -- he finally found someone. Ngayon lang sya nagka girlfriend ulit after our breakup 6 years ago. But mukhang for keeps naman si new gf so the long wait was worth it.

[Jamann]

My First Love is my kababata. Super duper namimis ko yung lalaking yun. Pag bungal ako, bungal din sya. Badminton Buddy ko ;( Kaso he died , car accident sa america 3years ago. Napanaginipan ko sya hitsura namen mga bata pa kame asa church kame and ang dami nya sugat pati sa ulo, andun din sa panaginip ko mga pamangkin nya lolo at lola, nanay at tatay, ate at kuya nya. Then I woke up, dream ko lang pala tapos binalita ng mother ko that day na patay na sya car accident ;(

[zelda]

My first love story can be told in just 1 sentence.

My bff's kuya, who was my first love, hugged me and said, "You'll always be my little sister."      

[tomatostellar]

^  aww saklap naman

[peachlipstick]

I’d say my first love was my high school best friend.

I had a crush on him since 1st year HS and since we’re “bestfriends” we always had constant communication and we were close with each other (di n’ya alam may malisya pala yun sa akin, haha)

He’s not handsome but very smart. I prefer the intelligent type of guys kasi, ayoko nung kailangang itali sa lamp post dahil lilipad since hangin ang laman ng utak.

We were classmates nung 4th year HS, kilig lang dahil siya ang partner ko sa JS Prom although walang sweet dance (ayaw ng teachers, akala yata nila mabubuntis ang mga girls just by dancing sweetly).

On and off ang communication naming nung college. Most of the time ako nag-iinitiate ng contact pero may times na siya ang kumokontak sa akin. Kaya lang I always have this feeling na second fiddle ako. Yung tipong pag wala siyang GF ako ang kokontakin niya. Ako naman si baliw, sasama agad. Wala eh, I enjoy spending time with him so kung ano ang maibigay niya masaya na ako. At saka he was very sweet to me most of the times to the point na akala ng batch mates naming naging kami before.
We also have lots of fights, para kasi akong t**** noon, demanding lang kahit na alam kong wala akong karapatan magdemand. Pero ang ending, ako pa rin ang nakikipag-ayos. T**** talaga.

I wanted to get away na din from him after some time, summer classes namin noon, 2007, I made him agree to meet me. Dinner lang. Pero di niya alam, I was planning to tell him everything that time. I wanted closure and I will get it.

Hindi ako makapag-concentrate sa pagkain kasi I don’t know how to tell him. While we were in the middle of the meal, he asked me, “Oh, bakit bigla mong gusto makipagkita?”

Wala na, haha. Mas lalong hindi na ako nakakain. I didn’t know how to start but when I did, I can’t stop. I spilt everything. How I think that everyone has their one true love and for me it’s him, na kahit gaano niya ako saktan as long as he is with me then everything is okay.. Kaya lang I got tired na rin, it’s been more or less 7 years of waiting, expecting for nothing. Iyak tawa na lang ako while telling him everything that I had bottled up all these years: the love, the pain, the smiles, the tears.
I told him I have to let go of the past to be able to move forward. Sabi n’ya, “Bakit kailangan mo ako bitawan?”
“Siyempre paano ako uusad kung nakahawak ako sa nakaraan?”

I told him not to feel bad for me. I feel like the heavy weight I have been carrying in my chest has been lifted.  Hinatid niya ako sa sakayan and I sent him an sms: “Thank you for everything. Goodbye” Drama queen yata ako sa past life ko eh.

I thought that was the end of us. Pero there are people pala talaga that are meant to stay in our life forever.
I can’t remember how or when we started talking to each other again but we did. And this time I know na friend na lang talaga ang turing ko sa kanya. And we resumed being best friends. Even now that I am confused about getting married, he is standing by my side as a support.

Hindi man naging kami ng first love ko, I am very happy that he is still my best friend

[Redishred Correa]

My first love... My first bf... My first break up with him today...

[dashee]

first love.. or crush siguro, kasi kinder ako nun!!

it never dies talaga kasi hanggang ngayon natatandaan ko pa rin sya. so iniistalk ko sya sa fb, tapos siguro sinuggest ni fb na iadd nya ako, and i'm so happy kasi ginawa nya yun. haha! after all these years kilala pa nya ako.. feel ko tuloy crush nya rin ako dati..kilig!! 

pero syempre we have our own lives na, so syempre wala na madedevelop dun. hehe.

[im fine!]

My 1st bf. Mas matagal pa yung pag move on ko kesa sa moment na 'kami'. Months lang yun, after a year na break nagkita ulit. Ganun pa din. More on my part siguro kase I was still immatured that time. Di ko nagawang ipaglaban kase di ko alam kung pano mag handle ng relationship. 3 years ko dinala yung pain, yung sadness. D ako ma attract sa iba. 3 years before I decide to stop loving him. Di ko na rin sya nakita ever again pero I stalked his fb, he's married now.

[heymickey]

Napaka immature ng 1st love. It wasn't good reminiscing on my part

[cosmochick]

I met my first love when I was 27. Nope he was not my first boyfriend. I had a few before him but he was the one who first broke my heart , shattered me to pieces and made a significant impact in my life.

The few before him, wala lang. Never cried. Moved on agad. Not affected at all. Pero with him, grabeee. Intense. Until now, I can still remember the pain. Pero no, I don't want him back... even if sex was so great. 

"you see, she said, " your first love isn't the first person you give your heart to-- it's the first one who breaks it." - LANG LEAV

[iamaiko]

mga sis.. May problem ako.. Huhu..i dont know why i feel something.. Pero i dont know din kung ano.. 6 years ago na nung nagbreak kami pero walang formal break up walang closure. Ako na lang bigla nawala. Naglast relationship namin for 4 years but the first 2 years was niloloko nya ako yung tipong pumapayag pa ako na ilan kami sinasabay nya pero ako ang legal na kilala ng family nya.. Sa sobrang love ko ok lang sakin na ganun situation but then one day bigla ako nagising on our 3rd year na dumating sa point na nagbaliktad na kami ng situation na ako na nagiignore sakanya sobrang galit ako sakanya to the point na kahit kami, ay tumatanggap ako ng suitors.

On our 4th year nagising na lang ako na parang naout of love ako. Ako na ang lumayo.. Tapos hinahabol nya ako text ng text, call ng call even kung saan ako pumupunta pumupunta sya. Parang ayaw ko na. Walang usap. Nagpalit ako ng number pinutol ko communication namin.. 

Then nakita nya fb ko after 3 yrs. Nagmemessage sya sinusuyo nya ako pero i have bf nya and he knows that, binabawi nga nya ako kay new bf. Lagi sya nagmemesage until last year sinusuyo pa din ako..

Then lately i was surprised kinasal na sya (friend ko kasi family nya sa fb) and to the point na kinasal sila kasi pregnant na girl ang nagive birth last september. Sabi ko huh? How come sinusuyo nya pa ako last year ah.

. Parang bitter ako.. I dont know why... Sabi ng friends ko baka daw kasi wala kaming closure. And hindi ko pa sya napapatawad.. Kaso eto pa hindi naputol yung communication namin kasi kinuha pa akong ninang ng baby ng tita nya.. Huhuhu

Gusto ko din sya mameet accidentally if ever to see na im fine and ipakita na "ako yung sinayang mo. Kung nagtino ka eh di sana walang problem" kasi our relationship before was like perfect talaga magkasundo family namin pero yun ginawa nya.. any suggestion sis. What to do..  This thing was bothering me for how many weeks na

[mysterioza_me]

^ I don't think it has something to do with closure kasi ikaw naman ang biglang pumutol sa relationship ninyo. Normally ang nanghihingi ng closure e yung taong iniwan. And why bother na patunayan ang self mo sa kanya na ikaw ang sinayang niya?! Parang ang bitter naman nun. Just be happy for him and his wife. Move on na. Wala ka din naman dapat na panghinayangan sa kanya. The mere fact na he's f*cking around habang sinusuyo ka niya says a lot about his true intentions sayo nung sinusuyo ka niya. And also pwede ka naman tumanggi politely kung di ka comfortable na maging ninang ng pamangkin niya.

Hindi ko maintindihan sis bakit nabo-bother ka? Unless mahal mo pa. Mahal mo pa ba?