This is so true. Lately, nagiging negative ako so what happens, ayun...puro nega ang nangyayari sa akin. A few weeks ago after hearing some not so good news about my son, I realized na I need to take a leave of absence from work. I can naman pero I really have to talk to my boss about it. So, iniisip ko for a couple of days na bibigyan ako ng leave and my boss will be okay about it. I need 6 weeks off and as far as I know, 1 month lang ang pwede.
To make the long story short, my boss gave me the 1 month leave. Akala ko, including weekends yun. To my surprise, weekdays talaga. We calculated it and guess what, 6 weeks sya. I was so happy talaga. Now, I can focus on my son na.
One more pa pala. After hearing that not so good news, pinapag resign na ako ng boyfriend ko sa work ko. of course bad news yun for me. I need to take care of him talaga for 6 months (duration ng therapy). So at the back of my mind, iniisip ko...sana makahanap ako ng trabaho na pwede work from home. I messaged my previous employer if they have a spot for me. About 2 months ago kasi, nag decline sila and sabi nila wala pa daw spot. Ayun so nagbakasakali lang ako. They replied naman kaagad and asked me questions about paano yung pay ko, how much and all. They were just asking daw pero wala pa rin daw silang spot pero they will look into it daw.
What I did after I emailed them...nagbasa ako sa FN about Odesk tapos unconsciously I was already imagining how it feels like and look like if ever mag work from home ako. Andun yung, maihahatid ko sa therapy son ko then I would work at night.
Just this afternoon, I opened Linkedln and may nag message sa akin. It was my former boss and they wanted to have a conference call with me kasi they have a spot for me. Yahoooo! He said I would love the position and guess what...work from home sya! I was so happy talaga. Interview ko this week na sa kanila. I am claiming it already. I know it will be a good position and a good job. At least I am working while taking care of my son.
Now, I am applying being positive all the time. You have to work hard on it lang talaga. Whenever may bad thoughts na papasok sa isip ko, divert ko agad isip ko sa ibang bagay. What I do is, I look at my son. As in, good vibes na agad yun.
So whenever you pray, claim it! Then think about it, hindi naman all the time pero yung mag day dream ka ng 2 minutes per day about what you want and start acting on it. Believe me, you'll see results. Start with small things like a parking space or sa akin...food! hehe
I am already claiming that my son will improve in the days to come. I can see results na. I don't desperately ask for it. Magiging need kasi yun. I just think happy thoughts everytime I think of my son. I think enough na yun and help him sa therapy nya. I know, he will get better soon.
Think happy thoughts and act on it!
