sis honey-ecclaire and sis LoSiNGGRiP, grabe pala mga pinagdaanan niyo... sana nga happy ending na... malapit na yun.
Happy for you sis honey-ecclaire kase sa wakas kasama mo na talaga siya...
Sis LoSiNGGRiP sana makasama na ni baby si babydady niya..
as for ME., hay wala hopeless. medyo complicated situation din kase because he has a daughter, actually ka age lang din ng baby ko, mag 5months na.
Short narration:
Naging bf ko siya 10yrs. ago that was 1998-99, LDR. Right now, he is not in good terms with the gf, well the only reason he stays with her is because the girl threatens him that she'll hide the baby so he has no choice - nakikisama nalang siya. And the baby naman, every other week with the girl and Ban's family so technically they are not living together. Second baby na ni Ban with her, sad news their first baby (boy) died with cancer @ 9 months (2008), the baby had a problem breathing and according sa diagnosis, hika lang daw since both of them may history until na nagworse, they rushed the baby to the hospital and undergone surgery, the baby did not survive.
Well its really heartbreaking and Ban's mom felt really bad that's why he promised he'll give his mom another "apo". The girl by the way is pabaya, she's not a good mom as Ban would say.
ang hirap, ako naman umaasa... we had a cheezy talk na gusto ko e-share.. kakakilig kase.. pero parang it's nothing, I don't want to expect but I really want him back... sa FB chat 'to... code name: "Ban" hehe..
April 6, 2010
10:28pm - Karen: alam ba niya nguusap tyu parang itinatago mo nga ako..
10:29pm – Ban: bka itago ang anak ko eh.. sana maintindihan mo..
10:29pm - Karen: oo naman.. sorry ha..
10:29pm – Ban: yun ang plage nyang panakot sakin
10:30pm - Karen: sama naman niya
10:30pm – Ban: kahit paggaral ko contra siya, iniisip niya pagpapalit ko siya sa isang doctora. mtgal n nmeng pngaawayan pagmmedicine ko (he's proceeding to med school, he's an RN)
10:31pm - Karen:
tintingnan ko nga pics nyu knina.. ang saya niyu...u look good together (medyo bitter ako when I said this)
10:32pm – Ban: oo.. those were the days.. pero mas kailangan ko ng mabuting ina kesa sa mabuting asawa, akala ko kasi hindi na kita makikita ulit
10:35pm - Karen: baket naman
10:36pm - Ban: wala nman friendster o facebook nun eh
10:36pm - Karen: oo nga.. talaga?
(kilig ako)
10:37pm – Ban: recntly lang ako tumigil, kung kelan nhanap mo nman ako, walang biro yun
10:38pm - Karen: hindi ko naman kc alam e
10:38pm – Ban: nung nhanap mko.. kktigil ko lang
10:38pm - Karen: edi naghahanapan tayo
10:39pm – Ban: ang tgal kitang hinanap
10:40pm - Karen: matagal nakong nag aantay… pelikula ba to LOL (well ako naman I thought may family na siya so parang I just wanted to know how he was, I was also looking for him and at the same time waiting for SOMEONE.)
10:41pm – Ban: hinahanap kita.. google, yahoo, lahat n yta ng search engines gnamit ko - facebook, friendster.. nagulat nga ako nkita mko kasi nagtatago din ako
10:41pm - Karen:
kc nanjan si lah, sya nakahanap syu at nlaman ko sa knya na frend k niya (O diba things happen for a reason, when we were in College pa, si Ban and Lah were close before - somehow may nag-link sa amin)
10:42pm – Ban: LOL
10:42pm - Karen: somehow may naglilink sa ating dalwa
10:42pm – Ban: siya lang pla ang susi
10:42pm - Karen: hehe
10:43pm – Ban: inisip ko nga magic na nakita mko kasi sinadya kong hindi ako massearch at ikaw din pala haha nagtatago
10:44pm - Karen: oo nga
pero thanks to her talaga.. mabuti na may technology na gnito.. nauso ang FB...
10:45pm – Ban: pano yan hindi na ako yung payatot na minahal mo yung stick..
parang tatay na ako sa katawan
10:45pm - Karen: nandito ka pa rin, you'll always have a special place in my heart... mahal parin kita.
10:55pm – Ban:
basta masaya ako nanjan ka ulit, di ka naman nawala sa puso ko.
10:56pm - Karen:
sus
10:56pm – Ban: sana wag kna mwawala
10:57pm - Karen: nyek. alam mo ba ang saya saya ko lately.. di na ako mawawala.. alam mo natatakot ako kc alam ko temporary lang to pero somehow thankful na naramdaman ko uli
10:59pm – Ban:
lets live day by day, basta enjoy lang ntin anything that's present
10:59pm - Karen: yup and what we have right now
Hay I think I was too pushy na I laid all my cards, that's what I really feel.. sana napigilan ko man lang... napapraning ako, bat ko pa sinabi na mahal ko pa din siya... hay ewan..
Ano tingin niyo mga sis? Ano assessment niyo sa conversation namin?
