most painfull expirience that love did to you?

[peaceof mind]

PAINFULL EXPERIENCE! nung nagbreak kami nung ex ko (g2g relationship) last year. 2 months na wala maxiado communication then after that ngkaron ult kmi pero hndi kmi kc by november last year my bf na xia which is yung ex n bf nia nainiwan "dw" nia dhil skin. we go out together, watch movie, text, usap.parang walang ngbago smin pgmagkasama kmi,kht mga friends namin akala nila kmi na ult, pero hndi..  tuloy pa rin kami, kaht alam ko na masasaktan ako ok lang. eto pa isa! ganun nga set up db?parang pinili nia bf nia pero masgus2 nia ako ang kasama.nung july 4, bgla nia sinabi skin n ikksal na xia sa november,this year. ang bilis db?hndi ko nga nramdamn na sila e. tpos gnun?s sbrang kagus2han nia naikeep ako as her frend, e gnwa naman nia ko tanag! at ako nagpakatanga naman..haist!

[RhineandGlam]

I won't go into details pero yung I was really played. What I thought was care and love for me kaya he didn't want to let me go was just selfishness on his part. He just needed me around. And I cried like anything to the extent na nagkaroon ako ng anxiety attack [textspeak!] di talaga ako nakakatulog masyado nun and there was this time na from night till morning I was crying so hard! I didn't even know what I was feeling
or thinking then.

[eimerej5]

 been cheated....

[sydxoxo]

treat me like an ATM machine and I'm referring to all my past boyfriends. yeah i know nagpadala naman ako, but what can i do? I'm like that when I'm inlove, i'd give everything and anything for my partner.

[prettygurl00001]

Experience 1. All the while I thought his love was for real, but after graduation biglang naglahong parang bula. After 3 months I just received a letter na he's breaking up with me coz he has more important priorities.   

Experience 2. Found out from my guy's sister that he has another girl. I confronted him but he denied it to death, pero totally cold na sha sa relationship namin. I broke up with him and he readily accepted it na parang he's just waiting for me to break up with him. Tapos ako pa pinalabas na masama, na may trust issues daw ako kaya ok lang sa kanya na magbreak kami. I investigated on him and found out that he really has a new girl.   

Experience 3. Been in a rebound relationship. The guy liked me coz I look like his ex. First I thought it's just fine. But the entire time we're together, all he did was compare me to his ex, how much better his ex was, how simple, kind, patient, understanding his ex was than me. Even his friends didn't like me coz they're still friends with the ex. I've been emotionally abused. Loved him too much but he didn't realize it. Broke up with him after 2 years so I could still pick up what's left of my self worth. And so that perhaps he'll realize how much i loved him and maybe he'll realize he loves me too. But after a week or so I learned he's reunited with his ex. It was so painful that I attempted several times to commit suicide.   

[Nuna]

daming beses nya nambabae. 
but i married the guy. and he's a changed man now. THANK GOD.

ewan ko, pero siguro ako na yung may problema ngayon? kasi lagi kong naaalala all that he did to me. ayaw na ayaw ko na may makikita, makakausap or kung ano pa man sa kahit sino pa man sa mga babae na yun. hirap talaga kase halos mabaliw2 ako pag naiisip ko talaga yung dati. but im working on it.. im strugglling hard para kalimutan na talaga lahat yon kasi wala din naman magandang madudulot.

ang hirap lang talaga kalimutan totally. but il get there. i hope SOON.

[spicy_angel]

i was emotionally, physically and financially drained from this love affair i just recently decided to end.

nun nakunan ako with our baby, ni hinde man lang nakagawang silipin ako para kumustahin. sabi ko buti pa sa mga kaibigan mo pag namamatayan nakikiramay ka. yun anak mo na nawala ni anino mo hinde nakita. ang sakit, sobra. going through it alone. that was the lowest point in my life and i needed him to be there for me. but he failed me miserably. pati hospital bills ko, ako pang nagbayad. and saklap talaga. 

[chiqmom]

made me believe na we are his priority when the truth keep on popping beneath my nose! kami daw gusto nya makasama when in fact meron syang babae na gusto nyang ibahay. nagwowork daw sya for us when inuubos nya pera nya for his friends and what do we get? tira tira!

the marriage was painful but the breakup was worse. i have to deal with his whore na sankatutak na pangiinsulto naabot ko, with finding the courage to face those people who knows I am being cheated all along, with raising the kids on my own, and with personally dealing with the pain he caused me without any help. 

[KissLover]

when the flower vase hit my face.

[jobelle1984]

pinagmukhang t**** at naniwala sa mga stupid words...shocks

[Sun005]

We were together for about 2 yrs. Then naging shaky yung relationship namin cos I felt nasasakal ako. She doesnt wanna break up with me so I stayed kasi pakiramdam ko natatabunan lang yung love ko sa kanya dahil sakal na sakal na ko. After a few mos, She said she's getting married.

ito lang ang masakit, its been 4 yrs mahigit na and hindi na ko natutong magtiwala ulit. nakikipagdate naman ako, nagka gf ulit pero I make sure na hindi ako ganon kainlove sa gf ko. Un tipong kaya kong iwanan anytime cos takot akong masaktan ulit.

[xxpetitexx]

With all the experiences I have, I could say that being rejected and totally despised by someone you love is the most painful.
I don't what will happen if the current one failed. Di ko maimagine. Baka ikaloka ko pa

[purple_rain0721]

when my ex-fiance cheated on me 3x.  he always promised me he'd change but he never did.  yung first 2 instances, iniwan niya ako to pursue yung new love interest niya.  pero hindi naman siya sinagot so, bumalik siya sakin.  malala itong pang-huli coz finally may pumatol na sa kaniya! he really denied that there was something going on between him and the girl.  pero wala pang 1 month after we broke up, sila na! God knows kung kailan pa nag-start yung affair nila.  basta ang alam ko, what goes around comes around.  so good luck sa kanila.

[suikorayne]

most painful...

ang ipagpalit ka dahil may ibang girl na cyang mahal...

[alt+f4]

I met someone online that I do hate at first time we've talked because of his arrogance. Then I found out that we're falling in love with each other. Though I know it's very difficult to be involved in this long distance relationship, still I continue with my feelings knowing that perhaps this might be a false alarm.

Love makes me blind for some reason. That I even make myself believe this ideal man of mine does exist. Hindi pala.

[AiSuRu]

..kahapon lang.. i wont ever forget that day.. nakakahiyang umiyak sa mall!!!  para siyang ewan na nagalit sa walng kwentang bagay... may nasabi lang akong name, diko naman close or ex pero pinagseselosan niya..

[peaceinsolitude]

1st BF.
My mom didn't like him so nagkaaway kami ng mom ko. Muntikan na ako magstop ng school. I learned to lie to my parents. gnastusan ko din siya. Pero we broke it off dahil nakakasakal na siya. Everyday he asks me if may iba na akong lalaki since 1st job ko sa callcenter. It pains me so much kasi I was willing to giveup everything for him. If di ko siya gunastusan I could have bought myself a small house! I lost my virginity to such an arce and there was also a point na he forced me to have sex with him... I was so tired that day and kami lang sa house. I said no and started crying but he didn't stop. It made me loathe him so much. Dahil sa di approve ang mom and brother ko sa kanya di nila alam ang nangyari sa amin... Kaya if I am asked I just sa I've lost respect for him. Hanggang ngayon after 2 years nakikipagbalikan pa siya pero ayaw ko na. Whenever I think of him nandidiri ako.

[micole]

nag aaway kami dahil pinagtatangol nya pa babae nya.
hubby: ano magagawa ko hindi na nga kita mahal
ako: ang kapal ng mukha mo pagkatapos ng lahat ganito pa ginawa mo sakin.

crying to the max.. until now still hurt and traumatic. pero eto pa rin ako umaasa na mamahalin nya muli. so sad may married life. hindi ako maka move on..

[yumeyume]

hurting my family and becoming a pasaway..

[young_maiden]

he cheated on me. he made me believe that he loved me when in fact, he did not.