heloooooowww mommies! gash, sandali lang ako nawala, pang-apat na bahay na? ang dami kong backread grabe! na-turn off kasi ako sa GT nung kainitan ng spam posts eh. hirap pa magbasa sa ganitong background. but IM SOOOO GLAD to be back!!! shucks, namiss ko kayong lahat sobra!!!
im here na in SG, 3 weeks na sa work. miss ko na mga anak ko huhuhuhuhu =( when i left for SG, pinabalik ko si hubby sa bahay. yeah i know babatuhin ako ng lahat dito, pero sisters, i got no choice. 2 days before my departure date, naoperahan si mama due to appendicitis. naka-confine pa nga siya when i left. the plan was, titira si mama sa bahay ko kasama ng kids and yaya. but since na-operahan nga, hindi pwede, she has to stay with my dad sa cavite. so, ayun, with so much reluctance, kinausap ko ang hubby at pinabalik sa bahay TEMPORARILY, to take care of the kids until the school year ends. ang siste, eto, nag-iiba na ang ihip ng hangin. i smell recon, PEROPEROPEROPEROPERO MALABO YON. for my part, shempre. IM SO TORN!!! nagtetext sakin si danni, saying ayaw nya umuwi ng cavite sa parents ko and dun mag-aral, what she wants is stay with their dad...HOPING na maging family ulet kame. OMG, my heart breaks everytime i remember what danni said to her dad and to me. haayyy naiiyak ako, hindi ako makapag-isip. IM SO TORN between wanting to build my own life around my kids without him, for my peace of mind and for our kids' well-being, AND the wishes of our kids na mabuo kame ulet. eto pa, hindi pa kme nag-uusap ni hubby about US, for the past weeks na wala ako sa pinas, our conversations over the phone and text are all about running the household and making sure na taken care of ang mga bata. im running on a deadline here, i need to be able to make a decision whether babalikan ko ba siya and magsasama-sama ulet kame before 2nd week of april cuz enrollment na ng mga bata at end of contract na ng condo namen sa april 26. THE THING IS, ni wala akong naririnig sa kanya ng IM SORRY, or any clue man lang na gusto nyang bumalik. haay ewaaaannnn
HELP WANTED: need ko ng yaya na matino...baka may mai-refer kayo hehe
luv you all!!!
