madami-dami din akong ayaw sa ugali ni hubby, and for sure siya din sa akin, but i have learned to live with it. a lot of times, i just let things pass, but meron lang talagang mga instances na kumukulo ang dugo ko sa inis.
like:
if i wanted to buy something for the house, or may project ako for the house and i would ask him to accompany me in buying, he would say yes, but actually will take him so many rounds of pangungulit from me just for him to do it. minsan nakakalimutan ko na din about the idea kasi parang half-hearted naman siya about it in the first place. pero if he wanted to buy something for himself, sasabihin nya he'll just check something, pag uwi sa bahay binili na. reason why a lot of times, i would hold myself back in buying things for the house kasi if he sees it, may masasabi nanaman na kesyo its not needed, its panget, etc.
ang tamad sa mga lakaran. i love going out and its my stress reliever. i normally work during weekends, and during the times that i dont have work, gusto ko naman sana that we go out. pero again, ang hirap yayain. if he asks me where i wanted to go and i tell him, magrereklamo naman na kesyo malayo, that we have been there already, magastos, etc. last weekend lang we went out, nagyaya na agad umuwi but i dont feel like going home yet since i have not checked the whole place yet. napapagod na daw sya kakalakad eh infact we just left him to sit down para nga hind nya sya mapagod. yet if wanted to go play basket when im off from work, ok lang sa akin, pero ako hindi ako maka-alis mag-isa since my kid is laging kabuntot sa akin. now there is this coming long weekend and i have some plans, kontra nanaman sya for some reasons. minsan, mas gusto ko pa that i go out na kami lang ng anak ko, or that i go out with other people na hindi siya kasama kasi he is super kill-joy.
there are times feeling ko kinukuripot ako with money. i earn naman kahit paano, pero if i ask him punta tayo dito, that we have to buy this, he would mention agad that we still have bills to pay, or he will start explaining about our finances ganoon lagi. i would understand if talagang gipit na kami sa pera, pero hindi naman ganoon ang case kahit paano. ayaw ko naman na ipon ng ipon tapos ni hindi na kami lumabas ng bahay kahit paminsan minsan specially during the summer. i dont even question him if he sends money for their church or to his parents, pero pag ako, laging may negative reaction agad.
