Grabe pala. Akala ko ako lang ang martir who turned to praying novenas to get back with boyfie(yun pa rin tawag ko sa kanya). Iba talaga nagagawa ng pag-ibig ng tao at ni God. God definitely has his ways of making you turn to him and realize He is with you all the way.
I've been praying to these saints since we broke up:
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St. Jude (I am a devotee and nung college sa national shrine niya kami nag-si-simba. I felt closer to boyfie even if we're not together na dahil nga dito kami nagsisimba together. We shared our prayer and hopes and dreams in this church, the only witness kung gaano namin kamahal ang isa't isa.)
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St. Peregrine (I don't pray the novena pero I go to his church sa muntinlupa. When boyfie and I broke up last yr dito ako lagi nagsisimba to ask for help. Patron Saint of cancer patients siya. Baka makatulong

try this
http://www.ewtn.com/devotionals/novena/peregrine.htm )
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St. Padre Pio (I found out he and his friends are going to go here. So I went. Creep alert. pero di kami nagkita. Sabi ko din naman kasi kung magkikita kami magkikita kami. 'wag ko na piliting hanapin. Nung 1st time ko pumasok dun sobrang iyak ko lalo na nung annointing of oil. hagulgol ako. Kasi siguro very solemn and I was very heartbroken that time. After that I always pray to him na.)
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St. Rita (I found out that she's the patron saint of the impossible. Went to her church sa Philam Park sa QC last 9-7-14. When I touched her image parang may humawak din sa braso ko. Natakot nga lang ako sa image nya kasi nakaitim siya. Pero ok naman. I didn't feel like crying nga lang. siguro kasi sobrang pagod when I arrived there. nag-visita iglesia kasi ako.)
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St. Clare (yung may itlog! Nakakahiya nga kasi when i went to her church sa Katipunan I kept on saying St. Rita. Kaya siguro ako inulan kasi pinag-mix up ko sila!)
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St. Therese (When we celebrated our 3rd monthsary I asked for a sign from God and St. Jude if kami na talaga. I asked for white roses as sign. Bago kami nagkita may nakita na akong roses. Ok na. Then when I saw him sa library he gave me a bouquet of roses din! Grabe! And then I happen to encounter st. Therese's miracles through prayer websites kasi i was really desperate to find prayers for us to get back together. When I started praying her novena suddenly everywhere I go ang daming roses specifically white kasi yun yung hiningi kong color. Pero inassociate ko lang siya sa sign na hiningi ko. Yesterday ko lang na-realize na "Kay St. Therese galing yung mga roses!" Grabe. Today, September 9, I am going to start my novena to her again. Pero di pa man ako nagsisimula I've been seeing a lot of roses na naman. Giving me more hope

Pero to tell you honestly I am really losing hope na. It's been 4months since we broke up. And may bago siyang nililigawan. Younger, prettier, mas mabait, lahat ng di ako siya na yun making it more impossible for us to be back together saka ang sobrang selosa at possessive ko. Nasakal ko siya pero siyempre realizing what I've done i am really sorry and i vow na hindi ko na talaga gagawin yun not only for him but also for myself kasi ako rin naman ang nahihirapan. Pero what gives me hope are the Lord's little surprises to me. Tulad ng topic na ito

And last week when I went to attend St. Jude's novena ang gospel ni father is about faith. That no matter what happen we must keep our faith. We just have to trust and believe. Because nothing is impossible with faith (God is faith, hope and love). Ayun. Another is last Sunday nag-visita Iglesia ako. I prepared 7churches... which are very far from each other! San Agustin, St. Jude, Sacred Heart(sta. Mesa), Our Lady of Carmel (Balete), St. Rita (Philam Park QC), St. Clare(Katipunan) and St. Padre Pio(Libis). Ganyan dapat ang sequence. Kaya lang nagulo due to some miscommunication after church which is a blessing in disguise. Ang naging sequence ko : St. Jude, San Sebastian(Quiapo), Quiapo Church (1st time ko pumila sa Nazareno and it felt good I was able to hold his foot!), San Agustin, Manila Cathedral, Sacred Heart(sta. Mesa), Our Lady of Carmel (Balete), St. Rita (Philam Park QC), St. Clare and St. Padre Pio! Nadagdagan pa ng 3churches and smooth ang byahe ko. Plus I was also able to attend mass sa Padre Pio. Ang baon ko lang Lakas ng loob at yung prayer ko na magkabalikan pa kami. No matter how impossible it may seem

Isa pa sa prayer ko is i-cleanse ang heart ko sa that He will see my petitions and desires and intents clean and pure. Kasi kung di naman maganda intention mo hindi talaga siya sasagutin. So I always check if it is still what I desire and if my intentions are as good as it was before

Sorry haba ng post.