its from my hubby pero nakuha ko sya nun gf and bf pa kme...
Mahal, take time to read and understand this so as for you to understand me more cause you know for a fact that I am not a vocal type of person. At times we talk about almost anything, whether it is about you or me, or just about whatever comes to mind that will let you understand me more, or me understand you more, or just for no specific reason at all. But realize that I also want to know if you can understand my silence. Sometimes, it is not that I have nothing to say, but because you being here is statement enough, there is no vocal language in the world that can accurately say how I enjoyed being beside you. I really do enjoy listening to you i don't mind being your spongebob. I will never ask for your past. That is for you to decide to tell if needed, for it is really not my business what you were before as it could may not be what you are now.
I come from an old-fashioned and conservative lot, where women must know how to honor themselves to be worth the long run. I have principles I won't break. As I shall hold respect for you as i would respect any lady. I would not do anything that would compromise our relationship. That is my solemn vow.I have not much care for the material things in the world. They fade, become rusty, get worn off, thrown to the trash, or recycled.I have my own ideas on what is important, and so do you which may be different. It's just that I will never love something that cannot love me back. That is why I will discard in my life things that are unimportant, or less important than you. You are not just a beautiful person to me, for you mean a lot more than that
Sometimes you will see me miserable, or weak, or as unfortunate as it may seem, I may cry. I am not ashamed of it, as a lot of other things about myself I'm not proud of. I am not afraid to show you my weaknesses, I am more afraid of being a hypocrite and create illusions of what is really happening. Remember though, to let me fight alone sometimes, for I do not wish to be coddled and become too dependent on you. I will let you fight your own battles too, but I'll be unfair for I will be by your side guiding your arm, and be there for you. Don't forget your own dreams! You are still a person by yourself, and I will not take that away from you. Sometimes, I dream with you in it, nothing special but it just shows that i think of you even in my dreams..
And lastly, please understand that I cannot be a mind reader. That is why I will need for you to be honest about yourself, that you can tell me straight to my face what is wrong, or what is bugging you. For that, I will try my best to be sensible, and understanding, and patient. Make no mistake; you have power to hurt me with words. But a more painful lash will be words that should have been said but never was. I will strive to do the same for you to constantly remind you that your are worth all this and more. We started as friends and now I have fallen for you -- that is by chance. And now, I have chosen you.. as i've said before i don't care about you're past 'cause your past made you what you are right now. Seemingly tough but to me you are soft, delicate and gentle inside.You're one of the most beautiful thing that happened to me!!! MAHAL, THANK YOU!!!
sweet di ba?
