hello girls,kadakal ku na a-miss,pangadaldal yu talaga
kareng curious,uyta pin,meg-byebye ne i mama ku
aug18 night,after na ning binyag,menguku yamu at melagnat,aug19,malagnat ya pa din..aug20 morning,ok ne,megpapali ya pang water para pandilu,pepasaup ya kang father kasi medyo mangalambut ya pa kanu,around lunch time,yaku naman ing melagnat kaya i potpot atsu yamu kang daddy na..meg-ponkan yapa pin kanu i potpot kanita,sabi na kanung mama,kahit juice mu patakman ne,mayli la pa kanung adwang mama ku kasi mangaslam ya i potpot..around 6pm,tinikdo naku,medyo ok naku,megluto kami pang noodles for dinner kasi pin masakit kami ngan..hehe..megdinner ya pa i mama ku,noodles pero alang rice..around 8pm megkera ne,mitundu ne kanu..mga 12mn,ali ya kanu mipatudtud sabi na kang papa ku kayi tutuklip nala detang malan ketang bitisan na keng bed,detang daster na used..sabi na kanung papa ku,matudtud naka,megkera nala..around 2am,linwal ku pa to take paracetamol kasi balamu malagnat ku pa..4am meg-alarm ya phone ng fafa kasi ita ing usual time ng migising for work pero holiday ing aug21 di ba..melakwan ya phone na keng sala so ginising ke para kunan ne itang phone..ka-open na keng door mi,makasandal ya i mama ku,unconscious..binwat deng agad papa ku then dela de ER auf,unconscious ya pa rin,tinry deng i-revive,mika-bp ya pa pero because of meds namu,pag milako ne effect tang meds magbaba ya ulit stats & ali ne din mangisnawa by herself..dininan neng maximum 5meds ning doc pero pag ala pa kanu,ala na kasi pin ali ya meging conscious..around 2am,aug22 penayan da nemu kanung mag-stop heartbeat talaga..biglaan ya,knowing na i papa ku ing atin maintenance meds for diabetes,bp,etc..i mama ku atin ya rin metung na panulu for bp pero otc yamu..ita pu,makanita ing milyari..nokarin ku the whole time?taking care of potpot syempre,malalakwan ku bale anyang atsu ICU..ali ke man linawe keng ICU kasi eku agyu tsaka medyo malagnat ku pa din kanita..ali ke din linawe keng coffin(actually ali ku talaga lalawe) kasi ali ke buring aganaka in that state..meging busy kanita keeping the house,kareng relatives na mumunta to have dinner(ken ya kasing brgy chapel meburol)..after the funeral,ing isipan kumu ikaming adwang papa ku,kasi ikami mu ing malakwan keng bale the whole day,ing pamagluto,etc..kaya until now balamu ali ku pa meg-grieve talaga,been busy putting things back together..mengwa nakami pin househelp kasi ali ku agyu talaga..ngeni medyo makahinga na,although ali pa talaga back to normal
keni na pa sisses,next time namu ulit..thanks kekayu ngan
