i gave birth to an angel

[anniegurl]

nag ka uti ako the 25th, tapos i went to the hosp 31st to have a urinalysis when they checked my babies heartbeat they cant find it :-( sabi ng doctor wala naman daw connection sa UTI yung nangyari kay baby. Its something daw na walang medical explanation

[twelvth_goddess]

Anniegurl, I'm very sorry to hear about what happened to your son

[dropdeaad]

Almost 4 months na yung baby ko dapat, naging okay naman lahat kaso may times na nakakaramdam ako ng lungkot lalo na pag nakakakita ako ng mga kakilala kong preggy pero I'm 3 months delayed na tapos paranng naninigas na puson ko i dunno kung preggy ako i'm taking pills naman regularly. Takot ako magpt kasi not yet ready pa.

[chelgeneroso]

I'm also an Angel Mom. I lost mine Dec 22 2010 . . .  im a PCOS patient and been waiting for this miracle for 8 years. God has a reason and its for our own good!

God Bless us all and may all our wishes and prayers come true

[anniegurl]

Im an angel mom too. I lost my baby dec 31 2013. Cord accident too. Its really so depressing until now I still cry all the time. Kanina I was holding his urn while watching tv kala siguro ni hubby na loloka na ako. its so hrad to accept na we're not with our babies. were trying to conceive again im on my 3rd cycle. i pray all the time na GOd blesses me with another child as soon as were ready.

[anniegurl]

Whats more painful is that I have a friend na 2 weeks apart lang kmi and it breaks my heart everytime i see her posting pics of her baby. We both have baby boys  . Mine was 6.8 at 32 weeks. eversince that happened parang i lost connection to the world wala ng motivation and feeling ko puro fake laughs lang ang ginagawa ko. everytime i get my period i get so depressed i cry and blame myself for what happened. i talk to my little boy all the time i miss him so much.

[dropdeaad]

Sis anniegurl don't be sad sis. Malay mo may kapalit yan na mas better ako nga i'm suspecting na preggy ule ako kahit 4 months palang simula nakunan ako partida nagpipills pa ako pero 3 months na akong walang period and yung puson ko may bumps na pero i'll check pa on monday kung preggy ako basta sis tiwala lang and pray magkakababy ka din soon

[anniegurl]

i always pray kay baby na help niya kami to have another baby. i miss him so much and i feel so guilty

[rhed]

Prayers for you, your family and angel.

My friend and cousin lost their babies too and i was always lost for words Pag eto ang topic, hugs sis.

[outandaboutph]

^^  parang ang hirap naman iaccept sis walang medical explanation basta ganon na lang wala na heartbeat? Di ka naman diabetic sis? Sana nga walang connection sa UTI kasi may UTI din ako ngayon, 31 weeks na kami.

[fab_mom03]

so sorry for your loss ladies. sis anniegurl I lost my son also back in 2011. He was born at 33 weeks. Hugs to all angel moms <3

[airwaterfire]

i lost mine at around 8-10weeks aog din. 

[simpleemie]

Napaiyak na naman ako sa thread na to. Just today, wala ng heartbeat based sa transv. Inaantay na ko ni doc for raspa. Magulo pa utak ko.

[Scubadoobidoo]

Always get a 2nd or even a third opinion. May story dito from one of the members, ultrasound walang heartbeat daw they got a second opinion ayun meron. Buti nalang di tinuloy ang D and C.

[simpleemie]

Nagpa 2nd opinion na ko. Same thing. 😢

[Scubadoobidoo]

@simple sorry to hear that. Dont let it get you down. Try agad kayo ni hubby. How many months na?

[simpleemie]

Recently lang. Fresh pa ang pain emotionally. Na d&c na ko. May pain reliever kung masakit daw. D ako makaramdam ng pain physically. Wala  na yatang sasakit pa pag nalaman mong wala na yung iniingat ingatan mo, pag wala na yung baby mo. Try again? I dont think so. My son is 7 years old , be babyhin ko na lang ulit ☺I failed to give him a kapatid sana.

[vain_kixie]

^How many weeks when you found out wala ng heartbeat?

[simpleemie]

8 weeks and 6 days sis walang heartbeat. A week before meron pa. I had 2 tvs with same results.

[etch]

Bago lang po ako. Gaya ng iba, naulila din po ako sa anak. My son, my first born joined our Creator last August 20, 2015. Ive been looking for online support groups dito sa atin pero wala. Puro overseas, and ive found comfort in them, sobrang supportive ng greiving groups nila. Kaya ive deciced to create an fb group for parents esp mothers who suffered loss of a child. Its called PAGDAMAY KAY NANAY. I hope you can join and share your story to us.you can others get throught it.
I gave birth last december 19,2014 via emergency CS. Normal and healthy baby boy. He became an angel August 20, 2015. He was only 8 months. Masakit pa ring balikan bawat detalye ng nangyari. He was in coma for two weeks. I cried to God to spare his life pero kinuha pa din sya. Until now i also wonder what could ive dOne to save him. I still ddon't nt understand. I hope i can listen to your stories on how you lived with it.
Please share your stories po sa PAGDAMAY KAY NANAY. If you knew someone who had gone thru loss of a loved one. Please invite them. Lets help one another po. Lets encourage yung mga kagaya natin ng pinagdaanan