I lost my trust when I was 13
When my friends betrayed me and the only person left was you
I gave every inch of respect to you
Yet, you can't seem to reciprocate because of the fact that I'm a girl
I lost my favorite pen when I was 14
When I asked every people I knew, you were the one beside me
Every one was judging because Inwas crazy over a simple thing
Yet, you were the one who defended me because for you, I am special
I lost my sorrows inside when I was 15
when I realized that family is the only permamnent thing in this world
I made time to list family as a priority
Yet, family has another definition for you
I lost my sanity when I was 16
Everyone was so surprised when they found out what I did
Blood stains were all over my room from the knife I used
Yet, you never said the truth on why I did it
I lost contact with you when I was 17
Hospital, mental hospital nurses told me they were my new family
But I never spoke to them because I have no plans on being a fool again
Yet, I was relieved with the fact that there were only girl nurses
I lost my fear when I was 18
I went out of the hospital and told everyone my story
I did not became insane of drugs, I did not get molested by someone near the neighborhood
Because the people who did it were actually the ones living inside my home
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A sad poem for everyone. A poem reflecting on how painful it is to be a girl
