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^^Sis don't wait for thursday. Start na agad! Ahehe! I'm glad your hope is up There are prayers na hindi naman agad binibigay. It takes time. 'Wag agad mawalan ng pag-asa. Madami pang pwedeng mangyari.Share ko lang. Kagabi I was so frustrated all of a sudden. And tulad nga ng sinabi ko sabihin mo kung bakit gusto mo no mag-give up, anong bumabagabag sa iyo, etc. And I did that. Sabi ko "Bakit ang tagal-tagal na wala pa rin? Nagkakasala ako for every frustrations that consume me. Lahat na lang kinuha mo. Bakit hindi mo kami tinulungan simula pa lang? Bakit di mo ako bigyan ng isa pang chance? Bakit di mo pa ibalik? Ano bang gusto mong gawin ko? Gaano pa ba katagal? Bakit sobrang laki ng tiwala mo sa akin?" And I shouldn't even question him for his motives kasi he is God, di ba? Wala akong karapatan na sumbatan siya and all. Btw, I talk to him as if kabarkada lang so kung ano2ng kalokohan din pinagsasabi ko... After venting it all out syempre I said sorry. Of course. Naman. And then as I was about to sleep, scroll muna instagram... And then Lovi Poe's post struck me... "When you are going through something hard and wonder where God is, remember the teacher is always quiet during a test." and then naalala ko yung Footprints in the sand. It's either of the two. he's observing if ready ka na... or He's carrying you kasi nahihirapan ka na... Sa akin naman.. reflecting on what I did... Siguro nga di pa ako ready. Ahehe! Ang tagal Lord! Haha! Pero I am thankful na sa kanya ako naglabas at hindi sa kaibigan. I know I am not judged. I know I am understood. But most of all... I know I am still loved despite of what I've said.