living with super negative parents

[serpensortia]

^thank you, sis. Pangarap ko din yan. Gusto ko balangaraw, parang mag-best friend kami ng mga magiging anak ko. At saka sana harmonious relationship namin ng future husband ko. Ayoko maranasan nila yung naranasan ko. Puro sigawan, murahan, laitan, at sumbatan. Hay! One reason why I want to move out din is want to unlearn the toxic traits and habits I developed growing up. Saka yung sinasabi mo, sis na nakikipag-usap lang out of obligation, feel kita. Yung sinisiraan ka ng mismo mong magulang, feel kita dyan. Yung puro di magaganda sinasabi, feel ko rin. Ang lungkot kasi pinagdaraanan natin pero at the same time, I find comfort kasi di pala ako nag-iisa. Iba yung feeling kapag may nakakausap ka about this at naiintindihan ka talaga. Good luck to all of us!