^i think i am not ready for IVF kasi nakikita ko the girls in the clinic after harvesting na they are in pain and they have a hard time walking out of the clinic. Also, i am so scared of the stimulating medicine.
i did 2 rounds of stimulation. The first was when I had a miscarriage and the 2nd time was horrible for me. With like 14 relatively big follicles and more growing, it is painful when i sit and i was almost positive for OHSS. I really wasn't expecting it to be that way and I feel na it could have been preventable if they monitored the follicle growth and adjusted the dosage of the meds. The doctors already gave me OHSS medicine and I was given instructions to go direct to ER once i start showing more symptoms. That was the point my doctor wanted to increase pa the dosage of the meds to make the follicles grow pa and then do the harvesting na lang. If not, I need to stop the medication and just wait for the follicles to go away.
One doctor told me na due to the high number of follicles, they can't proceed na with IUI but we can try on our own. The other doctor said don't even try kasi too risky daw to have that much follicles. After stopping the medicine and after 1 week, all the follicles are still there kahit dapat nag ovulate na ako. Sabi nila it stopped growing and it didn't get released din kasi nagulo yung balance ng hormones in the body since I stopped the medicine. So now I am in a waiting game, if the follicles don't disappear by next cycle, most likely daw it developed into cysts. I've been crying for days after hearing this because I felt like I would have been better off without going to them. I never had PCOS and now i am possibly carrying 14 cysts.