Ok tong thread na to ah. Akala ko ako lang ang nakakaramdam ng ganun.
Firstly I'm preggy too 26 weeks mejo malaki na tyan ko pero hindi pa naman tumataba. Ang kaso minsan you'll feel insecure din kahit konti.
I am working everyday, he's just doing some trainings (crash course) for next year para sa pagaapply nya abroad pero wala naman silang ginagawa sa training center. Madalas nyang kwento nagppusoy/ darts or basketball lang sila. Which I find unfair.
Last sunday I went home around 3pm. Nakapaglaba naman sya and hindi na sya naglalaro online when I got home kaya ok lang, naglambing pa nga. Then Monday when I'm at the office I found the IP add at home browsing a pornsite knowing that he's the only one at home. I searched the history of that IP then found out that sunday buong araw nagppornsite si hubby.
I got home ng Monday chillax lang while eating dinner I told him I found out something. So hindi nya ko tinigilan. I told him abt the porn w/c we already talked abt a long time ago and he told me natuto na sya, to pay respect sa ibang gumagamit ng laptop like his sister and mom. And respeto naman sakin dba...
Last night, parang tinapakan ako kase alam ko na kaya ganun dahil I'm pregnant and I shouldn't be that active when it comes to sex since mejo complicated pregnancy ko at knowing na araw araw ako pumapasok at pagod.
Now, how would you trust a person kung sa simpleng bagay lang e hindi naman talaga nagagawa... He said sorry a lot of times pero sa sobrang sanay nko sa pagssorry nya parang it doesn't have a meaning anymore na to me... Paulit ulit kase e parang hindi natututo... Takot na takot syang magagalit ako pero while he's watching the porn he never thought na malalaman ko...
It's a small thing, but big deal when it comes to trust.
Ewan ko ba sa mga lalakeng yan palaging babae nalang ang umiintindi.