hi mga sis.. andito nanaman ako.. another heatbreak and it really hurts sooo bad. Bigtime!
I met this wonderful guy through a friend. He is in Canada and I am here in Taiwan. He's filipino born and raised there. Everything is just perfect, we talked everyday, video chat everyday, phoning each other. We both agreed to take a 2 week vacation on January 28 to February 11 next year. He bought his air ticket first and I know its valid kasi I checked his booking online, then after a week I bought mine. Everything is fine, we had plans. He planned na I will continue my application in Canada after our vacation. She talked to my sisters. He makes kwento na about me sa parents nya dun, everything is ok.
Until this morning, he said that he is having a kid with his ex na he told me na wala na sila communication for a long time. That ex cheated on him because may naiwan palang family sa pinas yung girl pero na petition din nung babae yung hubby nya and their 2 daughters so magkakasama na sila sa Canada. I haven't seen it coming, kasi lagi ko naman sya kausap, kahit sa work magkausap kami, pag uwi ganun din. in the middle of the night tatawag ako or tatawag sya just to say i love you.
Nadisappoint talaga ako, kahit yung friend ko na nandun hindi daw nya alam kasi nag relocate sila. I was really faithful, I turned down a lot of guys for him, Umikot mundo ko sa kanya at sa skype at ym.
This past few weeks hindi ako nakakatulog ng maayos kasi alam kong may problema. Nararamdaman ko yun. Lagi ko sinasabi sa kanya na may insiticnt ako about him na hindi ko matukoy kung [textspeak!]. He said na theres nothing to worry about na we are so good eveything will be fine. BUt look at what he did.
I am a believer of LDR, I know it will still work for others pero not for me. I was super shocked until now and thinking of going home for good. I dont know where will I start. I am super lost