though we've been only together for a short period of time. iba sya sa lahat. iba yung pinagsamahan na naten within that short span of time. though we've known each other for 4 years. Alam ko mahal nya ako, ramdam ko yun. Mahal nya family ko and so my family loves him too.
then just suddenly, bumalik ex nya saying na she's 5 months pregnant sa bf ko. nalaman ko lang yun january 21. tinago nya sken for about 3 weeks kase ayaw nyang iwanan ko sya. and he still wanted to prove kung sknya ba yung bata. he knew it even from the start na i can never accept him kapag my ganung nangyre.
and that was my initial reaction. nkipaghiwalay na ko. pero nung nakausap ko ulit sya, nakita ko yung itsura nya, awang awa ako. bumagsak katawan nya, halatang dinibdib yung mga ngyre. di ko natiis. i still accepted him. ganun pala talaga pag mahal mo. we have to accept them for what they are and for what they are not.
sabe nya kase yung bata lang ang pananagutan nya. di daw sya mgpapakasal kahit anung mngyre. but it happened the other way around. he was forced to marry that girl, though he was standing by his tough decision na di sya mgpapakasal. nasukol sya sa bahay ng ex nya. 4 lang cla nun, tas buong angkan ng ex nya andun. may pulis pa.
sinabe din na haharangin sya sa POEA pg hndi pmyag. walang syang ngwa kundi pmyag na lang kahit labag sa loob nya.
their civil wedding was performed last january28, a month now.
di nya na mahal yung asawa nya. lahat ng friends, cousins and even parents and brother nya yun ang cnsbe sken. kaya lang wala na kameng mggwa. he's now in UAE since february5, week after the wedding. laging ako pa rin ang tntwagan nya. tineteks. iniiwasan ko na pero di ko magawa ng no communication agad. hirap kase mahal ko eh.
kung sana pumayag ang parents ko na magpakasal na kame last dec. sana walang gnitong problema. kame pa rin sana. dame nameng plano i was about to go in UAE rin next month kung walang ganitong nangyre. but things changed. it changed for just a matter of second.
ngayon eto ako, am really trying hard to get over him. mahirap, masakit but i must accept the fact na this is the start of our end.