actually, i do. pero hindi naman parati... hahaha! uhm, sa mga major decisions lang. like i ask God for advice. and then I'll wait for His answer through a sign. And honestly, this has been one of my habits na talaga. to always ask God first. Like now.. mag boboard exam ako, i think hindi pa ko ready. So I prayed and talked to him. Sabi ko "Lord, I know I'm not ready if ako lang ang tatanungin but I will accept whatever you have for me." So my sign is color red, something significant naman. When i went sa review center, i was disappointed cause [textspeak!]
friend ko, aabsent, e i was hoping nga na siya [textspeak!]
nakared na suot.. or what. then, after ng break namin, i was still hoping. 8 pm [textspeak!]
tapos ng class.. so around 7:30.. nawalan na ko ng hope. sabi ko sa sarili ko, "maybe sa december talaga ako"... so while the reviewer is discussing the last topic, suddenly yung malaking screen namin (the powerpoint), turned down.. and then it turned PLAIN RED. and then the reviewer and assistants nga where checking kung ano nangyari. grabe ang heart rate ko bumilis! haha.
and then I went home, thanking God.