i have this guy.. well, honestly i really don't know him.. pero kung sana nga lang maibabalik ko yung panahon, sana nga hindi na lang naging kami.. this guy, hindi ko talaga alam, was loving me from a far.. as in everything about me, he knows. but he wasn't a stalker.
there were times in the past 3 years na he kept texting me.. ako naman si lola, super ignore talaga ako sa kanya.. because he was never my type.. hayst! after that 3 years, ewan ko ba kung anong nakain ko at pinansin ko sya..
probably because i was hurting nung time na yon from a break up of an 8 year old relationship.. and i needed someone.. ayun, like your experience, we became friends in a while and then i didn't know that we've got so much in common..
i was never really ready for anything pero when he asked me to give him a chance, siguro nakadrugs ata ako non at sinabi ko yes. pero wala talaga akong feelings para sa kanya. he knows it naman, and he said he was willing to wait..
we were together for 6 months.. hindi naman kami nagkasawaan, hindi ko lang talaga sya kayang mahalin siguro. ewan ko ba. baliw! hindi naman sya mahirap mahalin e. pero attitudero kase sya.. hehe! ewan ko, for all i know wala talaga akong kasalanan sa lahat.. he wanted us to be us, i said ok.. he wanted us to broke off, ok na din.. whatever! wala lang.. i feel so bad about what happened.. sana nga lang hindi na lang.. kase sayang lang.. dami ko pa naman gustong i-share na mga bagay sa kanya, na alam kong mas mashe-share ko sa kanya if we remained good friends..