FIRST LOVE

[aquacharly]

Let's be cheezy, after all that election fever..

Do you remember your FIRST LOVE?
With fond memories? embarassment?  regret?  or anger?  LOL

Do you still see him/her around?  Or, have you seen him/her since you split up?

I was 14, and he was 18. 
He was the barkada of a young tita.
I wasn't allowed to go out on dates; but allowed to go out to parties with my older siblings.
I loved to dance, he loved to do "recreational drugs".

Lagi kaming nagaaway... he gave in to the invitations of so many girls for prom dates, grad ball dates, debuts, etc etc etc.   
   And I had fun times with other boys coming to the house, boys of family friends who joined ours on vacations, etc.
   There was just too much drama, and unrealistic expectations of each other.   Needless to add, we each had to grow up pa!  LOL 

1 day, I just replaced him with an older BF.
Hello, hindi na ikaw BF ko.  Goodbye! 
Bad manners on my part, yes.

I never saw him since, I just avoided it.
Ayoko, kasi alam ko maiinis lang talaga ako. 
Funny, most remember their First Loves with positive thoughts.
Ako, gusto ko sipain.  Tapos, sipain myself.  What a waste of time.
What childish emo episodes on both our parts. 
It would be better if we had just been friends.

He told my tita, I broke his heart.
Sabi ko:  broke his heart?!  Na feel nya ba yon sa dami ng girls he was dating on the side, kasi hindi ako pinapalabas pa noon?  Na feel pa nya yon through his chemically-induced feel-good times?   

He is single to date.
A doctor.  OB Gyn.  LOL  no way am I gonna show what he didn't see before.   ay bastos.

[kutingpie]

^grabe sis, gumugulong ako sa tawa sa kuwento mo, lalo sa last part

[aquacharly]

^Gusto ko marining cuento mo nang First Love mo.   

[prettybarbie]

ako din natatawa 

[xxpetitexx]

First love ko hindi ko naging BF. but I could tell that he is my 1st love.

when I was 15 years old (junior high) and he's a transferee from other school. the first time i laid my eyes on him, may magic na. until then, i secretly fall for him. kala ko crush pero kinalaonan, hibang na ata ako sa kanya. siya yung pinaka the best. di pa rin nawala yung magic ko sa kanya. dami kong experience, ang pinakamasakit naging gf niya kabarkada ko, on my birthday! how ironic kasi, dumalaw pa sila noon sa birthday ko. the guy is awared na dedz ako sa kanya but he didn't took advantage of me kasi di ako yung social type. sa gilid lang kasi ako, tahimik, nagmamasaid sa kanya.
yun nga hanggang college may magic pa rin. until last year lang parang nawala na, tanggap ko na ang lahat na hanggang pangarap ko na lang siya and i'm glad we're friends.
he's one of the reasons why i work here overseas para makita siya for the last time and tell him that i love him, pero di niya kailangan suklian yon. enough na sakin na minahal ko siya, and isa siya sa pinaka the best na nangyari sa buhay ko. he's there sa mga times na down na down ako (depressed after breaking up with my ex-last year), i learned a lot from his advises. siya yung nagmulat sa mga mata on how to survived and how to accept the things na hindi ko controlado. he's a very true friend. never ko siyang makakalimutan. of all the men i meet, sa kanya ko lang na feel yung magic.
until now di ko nasasabi sa kanya how glad i am na nameet ko siya. 
2008 kaming last na magkita. he's in us and i'm in dubai but his family was planning to migrate in canada kaya atat na atat akong lumipat for canada, pero nawala na yung desire ko kasi i fall for someone. simula ng mainlove ako dito sa guy nato, di ko na chinachat yung 1st love ko.
siguro pag magkita kami ulit, i don't think wala ng spark, kasi everytime makita ko siya with gf or not, i feel butterflies on my stomach, parang i was tickled pink. 


theme song ko para sa kanya... puzzle of my heart and goodbye to you..pag naaalala ko siya ito kaagad pinapasounds ko 

by the way i'm 25 years old na...

[akthung]

I was 14, she was 18.

fond memories? yeah. a lot. She was also my first in everything and vice versa. And i was very adventurous then. hehe

never saw her after we split.

[pumpkin13]

Sakin hindi fond memory. 

High school crushes I don't consider as love. My first one was when I was 16, a college freshman. The guy was already working at the time. He was 5 years my senior. I don't know, maybe I was attracted by the fact that he was mature enough (or so I thought) and that he was responsible and such. In 3 years of the relationship we have had a lot of troubles. He was so seloso and possessive. I didn't mind kasi I was so naive then, falling to his sweet sorry's and "suhols". My friends didn't like him nor my parents did. Sabi nila with my brains and a beauty-of-my-own looks, i would find someone better. pero syempre first love, i didn't give up. I guess I was in-love with love.

After 3 years I was getting mature and he was not. I was growing up and he was not. I have learned a lot of things (from UP) and he didn't learn a thing. He was stuck to how he was before. So I decided I couldn't stay with him, with his negative attitude and really annoying accusations about an imaginary third party. *sigh*

When I broke up with him, masyadong madrama, nagka-baranggayan pa. Nag-away pa family nya and family ko. The second time he was taken to baranggay, pina-blotter na sya ng dad ko. Eksena talaga. And there were a lot of chismosos and chismosas. After the incident, I stayed away, I stayed sa school na lang. He ended up stalking me so I changed my number several times. 13times I guess. He stopped working, sinira nya buhay. Naging tambay na lang sya and he was telling everyone sa bayan nila na I ruined his life. Buti na lang I am from a different town.

That was 7 years ago. Last year he went abroad so natahimik na ko. pero recently lang I heard from my cousin that he's back na agad and asking about me. I had goosebumps talaga nun.

It wasn't a nice memory.

[jamiecabascos]

first true love happened when i was 1st year college, matanda lang siya ng 5 months sakin. may 2, 1990 ako, siya october 2, 1989. naging kami for about 3 years and almost 9 months (september 8, 2006). e wala. hindi nagwowork. ewan ko ba, lagi niya akong niloloko (may ibang babae, though not official na sila pero as if naman umamin yun sakin). nag-cool off nga lang kami, nanghingi na ng number ng ibang babae tapos nung nagkabalikan kami at gumagawa ako ng assignment namin (partner kami) walanjo, nagtext ba naman sakin "hindi na tayo nagkakatext ng tulad ng dati" so i ignored kala ko walang and because i was busy back then. nalaman ko lang yung ibig sabihin nun nung hinahanap ko yung phone ko (yun pala dinala niya). i was cleaning his dorm (pinabili ko kasi siya ng food, nagugutom ako). break time namin yun e. ayun! kainis. 2 kasi phone niya, hinanap ko sa buong kwarto niya i ended up looking my phone in his bag, siyempre, curious ako, kinalkal ko. nagulat ako may email ng babae ng FS. so i asked him "may kilala kang rina?" sabi niya "meron.", "pinsan mo?" sabi ko. hindi siya makasagot. ayun! nag-away kami. nag-bati din naman. first time kong makasampal. he cried crazily. pero naging kami din naman ulit. stupid of me. natakot ako baka hindi pumasok. siyempre, nakaka-guilty naman. tapos months later, walanjo, may humingi ng # niya (kasi nagdodorm siya), kuya nung babae, nakakainis, binigay so nirereplyan niya. so ayun!

anyways, i'm starting to move on. 1 week and 1 day na kaming break (march 22, 2010). pero hindi ako maka-cope up pero i making myself happy and better/bitter. i hope i would be. kahit ilang beses niya ako niloko, mahal na mahal ko pa din siya sobra. this must be love - accdg sa working girls. pero bahala na. i said goodbye yesterday kasi may gf na din naman na siya (may nagsumbong sakin, so in short kinaliwa niya ako) pero if that makes him happy, ok, i'll let him go. i'll trash everything and cut down all connections para maka-move on. i promise myself na i won't get attached next time and fall for someone na may history ng pangangaliwa. haay hindi ako nagsisisi na binigay ko lahat because i was happy. nawala na lahat pero i'm doing to pack things up again. ang hirap pala tumagal sa relationship nakakaloka mag-move on. i'll teach myself para masaya. i'll make diary nga e. para masarap basahin pag naka-move on na ko.

[cherub.rock]

i was 18 then, he was 21 or 22? he was my first everything. we lasted 2 years until i broke up with him because i found so much better. he was, well, i can say a waste of time and effort. he didn't value me as much as i wanted to be valued. i gave it my all, i believe. nung hiniwalayan ko, ayun.. iyak ng iyak. insensitive na but bahala siya.

everytime i think about it.. i just want to kick myself. oh well, i learned!

[twelvth_goddess]

First love was when I was 15 and he was 17. I met him at the oddest place of all, sa wake ng friend ng mom ko LOL (kaya siguro nauwi din sa wake ang relationship!).

He was chinese-spanish super good looking talaga and I was such a sucker for mestizo guys. Era pa ng pagers non and I just got mine so gamit na gamit namin yon. When my mom found out about it, she went crazy. Nagkaron pa ng time na I went home late (around 7pm--late ba yon??) because of cheer dancing practice and pinasabe ko sa driver namin na ihahatid na lang ako ng friend ko. When I got home, aba, ayaw ako pagbuksan ng gate and house so I slept at my friend's house sa katapat na village.

We lasted for 1 year exactly. The month following our anniversary, I spent holy week with my family at the province and met the son of the Mayor at our place. In short, naging kame ni mayor's son and pagbalik ko sa Manila, I broke up with my bf.

We had a messy breakup kase super clingy si chinese-spanish guy. When we were still together, he had the habit of asking my girl friends to do a 3-way phone call so they can ask for me. Pag sya kase tumatawag lage sinasabe wala. 1 week na ko sa Manila pero hinde ko pa sya tinatawagan so he tried calling with the help of my neighbor. Eh yon biglang nagkwento ako about my new bf with him listening on the other line. I know super bad ko pero hello, malay ko ba na andon sya. He showed up at my school, drove by our house, all the works. kadiri parang psycho. You know how when your young, the emotions are very intense and then biglang nawawala? Ganon ako for the longest time.

[kaiz]

1 day, I just replaced him with an older BF.
Hello, hindi na ikaw BF ko.  Goodbye! 
Bad manners on my part, yes.

haha. did this na din.. he called para mag aya lumabas and i said busy ako and..
EX: again? pansin ko lagi ka nalang busy everytime nag aaya ako. something's wrong?
ME: well, need ko na kasi maka move on sa'yo since break na tayo.
EX: what? break? since when?
ME: since last week. sige, bye.
then hung up ko na the phone. hehe.
but he wasn't my first love.

[Poleng]

We were both 11. Classmates.
I was a wallflower, He was one of the part geeky/techy boys.
I was a writer, He was an artist.
I was hopelessly in love with him, He and his crowd made fun of me.
Funny thing about us, we get along pretty well. In fact, we made each other laugh.
then one day...

He found out that I had a thing for him, He confessed through a piece of paper as well.
I didn't believe him talaga, pero somehow I found it intriguing(?). We had moments kasi na parang may sarili kaming mundo... or maybe I was blinded by my feelings towards him.
...PERO He liked someone in class too. In other words, DALAWA kami.

Sa kabaliwan ko I made him choose (via the piece of paper) between the girl or yours truly. He didn't choose between us. Pero he did mention na mas matimbang yung isa kesa sakin.

I never found out the truth about the confession. Never did I confront him in person. We ignored each other from then on. Bata pa din kasi. And the piece of paper was lost forever. Nonetheless, it was a good memory. At least for me. I consider him my first love. Probably because he reciprocated my feelings and may mga moments na we sort of shared the same universe.

[Pink_Sugar]

kakatuwa ang mga stories nyo mag sissies. 

i was 18 y/o (2nd year college)
october 20, 2002
bahay ng classmate ko
may halloween-costume party (early halloween. lol).
8 kaming bisita (actually bali-baliwan halloween costume party naming magkakaibigan since wala ang parents ng claasmate ko).
over-cooked pancit canton and maling and ice tea ang food namin.

biglang dumating ang isa naming male classmate namin na coach ng volleyball ng mga highschool at bitbit nya ang isang 16 y/o boy para makikain sa party namin.
since single ako at that time (kasi may bf ako nun na sinagot ko lang sa text dahil gusto ko na mag-ka bf kahit bawal, nung nakita ko in person diko pala sya gusto ayun nag awol ako 2 weeks ata kaming mag on sa text lang at mas matanda sa akin ng 7 years ata. hehe) sa akin ipinakilala si 16 y/o boy (pinoy-chi)/ at first look hindi ko din sya gusto kasi payat sya na mukhang mahilig mag aral, geek-techy boy ang dating. nag exchange kami ng cellphone number. then umalis agad sila kasi may iba pa silang pupuntahan.
after 2 days hindi ko alam may msg pala sya sa akin sa cellphone kasi wala pa ako cellphone nun, binutingting ko cellphone ng nanay ko kasi yun yung number na binigay ko sa kanya. hehe niyaya nya ako lumabas para magsimba manood ng sine at umattend ng party ng classmate nya. enjoy naman ako at gusto ko ulit sumama pag niyaya nya ako. nilgawan na nya ako.
after 1 month sinagot ko na. after after 1 month ng sinagot ko sya nag-kiss na agad kami sa lips. after 4 months ng sagutin ko sya nag make out na kami (virgin pa kami parehas) kasi walang tao lagi sa bahay nila.  naalala ko luwag pa yung condom sa kanya. lol
3 days after maki-pag makeout sa kanya pa 3rd year na ako nun sa college at mag aaffiliation na ako sa Manila (so malalayo na ako sa kanya for 2 months).
nasa Manila na ako, ginamit ko cellphone ng classmate ko para lokohin na may makikipag text mate sa kanya na girl, tinanong ko sya kung may gf na sya, at ang sabi nya "WALA". F&*K!!!! galit na galit ako kasi binigay ko sa kanya ang aking puri tapos ganoon na lang. 
nasundan pa ng maraming away dahil sa babae kasi nga siguro bata pa sya at habang nagiging mature sya lalo syang nagkakahitsura. then nung 4th year na ako may nanligaw sa akin na chinese-spanish boy na sobrang gwapo. wala na akong pakialam at talagang ipagpapalit ko sya don. kaso nung sinabi ni spanish-chinese boy na sa graduation ko na kelangan daw na ipakilala ko sya parents ko na special someone ko na sya, nag dalawang isip ako kasi hindi pa naman kami. kaya ayun di sya umattend  at si bf ang umattend (bago pala ma-meet ng parents ko si bf ay 1 year na kaming mag on, nabuking ako ng nanay ko kasi may suot ako na white gold ring with maliliit na may diamonds na bigay ni bf).
nung nalaman ni bf na may nanliligaw sa akin na mas gwapo, mas matalino at mas mayaman sa kanya parang natameme sya, at bigla syang nagbago. hindi na sya makapal ang mukha na ipinababasa pa nya sa akin yung mga ka-textmate nya (sobrang sakit kaya). kasi nalabas din sila nung mga girls na yun.
nung narealize nya bigla sya nagbago talagang ipinaramdam na nya sa akin na mahalaga ako at mamahalin nya ako.
ngayong 8 years na kami ni bf ang dami naming natutunan sa isa't isa at love na love namin isa't isa. opposite kami ng gusto at ugali ni bf kaya nagkakasundo kami.  narealize ko din na siguro kasi sobra pa syang bata noon at nagbibinata pa lang kaya masaya sya pag maraming girls. kaso syempre hindi ako papayag hanggat magka-relasyon kami. maganda kay bf galante, mabait, di ako sinasaktan at minumura. meron kaming anak na 6 dogs. 

[aquacharly]

wow, PINK SUGAR.. beautiful 1st love.
mahanap nga yang OB Gyn na yan at masipa doble!   hehe

What about the rest of you out there?
Don't tell me, married na kayo at lahat eh nagaantay pa kayo ng First Love?!  haha

Thank you all for sharing your FIRST LOVES. 

[halfwishing]

My first love is the one who just broke my heart recently.

[menice]

haha cute ng kwento astig.


First love ko. it was 12 years ago. hmmm grade 6 pa lang ako. naging kame till 4th year high school tapos we broke up. since then puro hi hello na lang every year.

last month nagkita kame on my cousin's burial ayun naalala ko alng yung dati. ang sarap isipin pero past na e. move forward.

[honey-ecclaire]

i will share hehe!msyadong katawa and madrama eh

[spacemonkey]

we were 17. i met him at a common friend's gig. we flirted for sometime

--- then we sort of drifted apart, and there were times he'd talk to me about this other girl he really liked. i'd be bummed, but i was seeing other guys too anyway.

we didn't talk for a long time.

then one day, i was in Boracay -- i was going to celebrate my 20th birthday, and out of the blue, he calls me and invites me to go to Boracay. told him i was already there, and we met up.

it was all going so well, then at the eve of my birthday, he gets s***-faced drunk and passes out... i just got drunk, and ended up making out with another guy that night.

next day, i felt so bad, told him, and we had huge fight. didnt see him for 2 days -- then we made up. i remember we were by the beach watching the sunrise that time.

i specifically remember thinking "wow, sunrises are way better than sunsets."

we dated after that.


then he disappears.


he calls me again Valentines day the next year to ask me out. i was supposed to go out with another guy that night, but for some stupid reason, i canceled on the other guy and went out with him.

i thought maybe he'd explain himself... he didn't. what i got was a dinner date at the Shangri-la hotel, where i saw the name cards on the table with his name --- and a different girl's name. the name sounded similar to mine, up until today, im still not sure if my name was misspelled, or i was really just a backup date.

i forgave him after that and again, we dated for a longer time.


then he disappears. AGAIN.


it took me months to get over that. i still haven't talked to him, he's deleted me from Friendster (because that was the cool s*** back then!) and YM.

and one time, i saw him -- and he HID and tried to avoid me. he didn't even try to be discreet about hiding, he just covered his face as he walked past me!

i saw him on FB, dude is fat now. and that girl he talked to me about when we were younger? they're together now. during the times he left me, he goes to her. if he's not with her, he's with me.


thing was f***ed up, but i'm not sorry i fell for the guy.

[pumpkin13]

^aww..

nasaktan ako sa story na yan sis.

[anir]

first love? very immature...

he was my childhood friend turned boyfriend...