^I've asked myself that same question, kung bagay nga ba sa akin ang corporate life. I don't like the intrigues kasi e, the politics, yung palakasan. Ang mindset ko kasi, magtrabaho to the best of our abilities, learn from each other and help each other. Ayoko yung crab mentality.
Naisip ko na mag-NGO, but I know that that isn't a guarantee that I'll be happy at work. Sabi nga nila, kahit saan ka naman magpunta, there's always the chance na may politics and intriga pa rin. As long as humans are involved, there's always that possibility.
I suggest sis na you consider your options and your goals very carefully. Take the time to think about this, and talk to people you trust. They may help you see things more clearly, and help lighten the load off your chest. It is such a comfort to be able to share things like this with trusted friends. Good luck sis, I wish things will turn out well for you soon