finally, NBSB girls like me! been the president of the club for the past 25 years, going on 26 in a few weeks.
i see most people get comments such as people think they are intimidating or mataray but in my case, i'm actually a bubbly and outgoing person. I think I'm NBSB because I choose the wrong guys. May mga nanliligaw or nagpaparamdam but most of the time, ayaw ko sa kanila and the ones i like are not good guys
i always seem to end up falling for guys na player pala or jerk (yung tipong ide-date ka ng months tapos bigla nalang mawawala or magsasawa). mas malaki ata ang problema ko, haha.
but given that i know my pattern, i've decided after the last guy I dated that i'll focus on getting to know and loving myself first. i feel the pressure from family, friends and society but i decided to let it go. i think falling for jerks is a sign of low self esteem. on the outside i'm a confident girl but i guess insecurities come out when i'm with someone already. the last time i "dated" someone, i became such a pushover which turned him off. hopefully, in fixing myself, i'll attract and fall for the right person