nung una, masama yung loob ko, pero as time goes by, if you really love the person, his happiness is more important than your own happiness. ako ganun, makita ko lang siya masaya, ok na ako. sabi nga nila, true love waits. be better, not bitter. minsan, naiisip ko na dapat galit ako, pero wala naman magagawa yung galit ko. forgive but do not forget what it taught you. yun nga lang, hindi ko pa siya kaya makita.. as in todo iwas ako. pero sabagay, hanggang kelan ba ako ganito? siguro hanggat kaya ko, at pag okay na ako, thats the time na sisipot na ako sa mga outings/events ng barkada namin. i learned that people change and feelings change. and you cant do anything about it. ang mahalaga, im being a good girl and i know, good karma awaits me =)