back when i was in college, i really didn't bother if i didn't have a bf then since i was enjoying the company of my friends and i felt that if ever i'd have a bf, it would take away my time with my friends. my point of view then was that the only difference of having a bf was having the license to get physically intimate with someone. for me, as long as i had friends who can keep me company and to whom i can vent out my frustrations, then it was already good enough for me. some of my friends were already in a relationship then and i would always be the third wheel, but i didn't mind for as long as they didn't make me feel out of place.
however when i started working, that's when i somehow felt the longing to have a bf since all my friends and most officemates are already hitched. whenever i go out with them, i always turn out going solo. a lot of people also ask me why i still don't have a bf and it's kinda tiring to answer the same question over and over again. my parents seem to be kinda bothered too that they're asking me to change my attitude - they advised that i should try being more approachable and look more friendly, parati raw kasi ako nakasimangot and i only choose the people to whom i'll talk to.
oh well, i'm already 23, single and never been kissed. but i don't really care much. i have all the time and money for myself. i sometimes go out with friends but i can also manage to do things on my own - i travel, join a race, eat, go to boxing class, watch movie, etc. but admittedly, these things are more fun to do when you're with someone, yun nga lang wala talaga akong choice.