ericaberica and pinkychel, it's nice to know na hindi lang pala ako yung nakaka-feel ng ganito. Marami din pala tayo. 
Yung sa signature, kasi naman nagiging option na lang ako. Parang habang wala pang someone yung guy friend ko, parang kami, fling etc, pero nung nakakita na siya ng someone, aba eh nawala. At nung nawala na yung girl, bumabalik naman sakin. Ano ba?
Hindi naman ata pwedeng ganun na lang lagi ang role ko. 
I want someone to choose me for me at hindi lang dahil sa isa ko sa mga options na meron siya.
Naku, I reckon mas marami tayo than we can imagine!

If you met me in HS for example, you would think I am the epitome of confidence. Yun pala, flop! Haha.
Hmm, nakaka-relate ako sa kwento mo. Sabi nung isa kong ex sa akin when we were dating: "I do not want to have a girlfriend." Pero ako hoping pa rin na magbabago isip niya.

Sige pa rin ako kahit pseudo-relationship meron kami. I felt really bad about myself!
Nung huli umayaw na ako. Tapos nung ayaw ko na, habol naman ng habol!

Buti na lang sadyang pinaghiwalay kami ni God dahil nag-aral siya abroad.
sis believe that good things come to those who waits. 
btw, talking about them praying for us too.. well my hubby did. he told me he ask for 3 things from God, one of which was to have a "good woman to be his wife" and according to him all his prayers were granted. he did a novena a 1,000 hail mary's, he did it with his cousins.
Kaka-iyak to hear that your husband also prayed for you no?